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Name: Divinely Insane! Because I'm insane,and I know it ;p Or Amaya(Night Rain) is just fine.

Age: 20,but I look and act like I'm 15-16

Gender: Female

Hair Color: I was born with black hair,but it's not black any changes color now.LightBrown,and Strawberry Blonde. It changes threw out the 's not my falt people! Blame the damn sun,and the weather! Spring and Summer it's a strawberry blonde,and fall and winter it's a light brown.I dont change it's color,it changes on it's own.I swear!

Eye Color: I was born with pitch black eyes,but now they change color with my mood.Good mood ice blue.Bad mood stone grey(Like Gaara's before the chunin exmas).

Area in which I live: The wonderful, happy, and perverse place that I'd like to call: My Mind (yes, I live in it!) But if you must know,the worst state on earth Florida!

Favorite Color: Black,Crimson Red(blood red),and Dark Violet(purple).

Favorite Food: OMG! Chocolate! I love chocolate.I'd do anything for some.ANYTHING I TELL YOU!

Favorite Anime: Naruto Forever and always!

Favorite Manga: Yellow.I love that Yaoi manga.

Favorite Video Game: Devil May Cry

Favorite Quotes: These are all how I truly feel on the inside.

"You laugh because I am different.I laugh because you are all the same."

"If the rose is the symbol for love...Why does it die?"

"The worst feeling is not death,It is knowing that you aren't needed,That you are alone in this world,And that you no longer have a reason to live..."

"Go away,just let me be,I'm already broken,Cant you see?"

"I'm not afraid of happy endings,I'm just afraid my life wont work out that way."

"Have you ever felt so alone? And nothing makes sense? Well that is how I feel right now.I feel like I'm facing everything by myself,with nothing but tears and a fake smile"

"Would you care if I died breathing? You obviusly dont.I'm already dead on the inside,the outside dont really matter...It's the inside that counts.XX Dead Inside XX

"I dont need anyone,because everyone forgot me."

"Sick of crying...tired trying.Yeah I'm smiling,but inside I'm dying."

"Dont they realise that words hurt? Hurt so damn you'd do anything to make it stop? Anything..."

"She sits in the corner.Singing herself to sleep.Wrapped around in the promises that no one seems to keep.And she's so scared to get close to anyone,because everyone that ever said 'I'll be there' Left."

"Not all scars show.Not all wounds heal.Sometimes you cant always see,the pain someone feels."

"Even if the voices aren't real,they have some pretty good ideas."

"Take a look,what do you see...A ghost in the corner,or is it me...You walk right by,like you dont even care...You must be blind..Not to see I'm there... XX Invisible Life XX"

"Thus are our lives.Filled with pain and now shall we live? When even the most beautiful suffer..."

"I'm careless and I'm cruel,but I'm still easily bruised...I'm so tired of lying about it,I'm not bullet proof."

"Could you ease the pain,if I'm battered and stained?"

"Sometimes I wish I could fastforward time...Just to see if in the end,it's all worth it."

"Dont worry.I hate me 2."

"Numbing the pain for a while,will make it worse when you finally feel it."

"Dead in her mind,and cold to the bone.She opened her eyes and saw she was alone."

"I dont run from you,I walk away slowly.And it kills me,because dont care enough to stop me."

"Sometime when i say 'Oh I'm fine.' I want someone to Look me in the eyes and say 'Tell the truth'"

"I'm not loved,and it hurts inside."

"What's the point in screaming,when no one listens anyways."

"No,she's not fine.But she's a wonderful actress."

"Look for the girl with the broken smile."

"I only pretend to be happy."

"I'm a cutter.SHHH...Dont 's socially unacceptable that I express pain."

"You said you hate my suffering and you understood.And you'd take care of me...Well,were are you now?"

Favrite Poems: These also reflect on how I truly feel.

'The Child'

'The child in the darkness is feared by those in the Light
As the child slips away into the darkness

For he shall never return
But he shall learn to walk
And stand on his own two feet

To face the fear, hatred, and pain
For he shall over come all that has been done
And be greater then all that has been given'

'Song or Suicide'

'Crimson tears, flow from lifeless eyes
Trying to calm the hatred that's inside

After every life she takes, she cries
She can’t stop the pain, she feels inside

She wants’ to die, but she must stay alive
Song or Suicide, what does she decide?'

Anime Obsession: The GaaxNaru coupling!! It's just too cute for words! It's my drug!

Random Obsession: Eating chocolate until I run out. (crys)

Things I'm Horrible at: GRAMMER, (I'm only human, so don't kill me if you're a grammer nazi.) UPDATING!! (I'm very sorry for those of you who are reading my stories... really I am...) Remembering things, (I barely remember my own birthday and can never find my pencil after I've placed it behind my ear!) Spelling, (more like a horror. I couldn't spell to save my life! Thank the lord for MSWord!) and cleaning my room (it rarely is clean). I'm sure I'm horrible at other things, but I don't keep tabs on myself all the time!

Hobbies: I write,play video games, watch anime,hang out with my friends,role play with my friends (mainly yaoi things),surf the internet,check fanfiction for reviews((grin) I like to know what people think of my stories),be a lazy ass bum,eat,sleep,play with my animals,daydream,think of pervy thins,read, ride my horse,and a bunch of other enjoyable things that fill my life.

Favorite Couple of All Time:GaaxNeji

Other Favorite Couples: Only my favs among favs.They range from Yaoi to Hetai.

Gaara and Neji / Neji and Gaara (Naruto)

Gaara and Naruto / Naruto and Gaara (Naruto)

Shikamaru and Temari (Naruto)

Kakashi and Sakura (Naruto)

Itachi and Sakura (Naruto)

Shino and Temari (Naruto)

Naruto and Hinata (Naruto)

Roy and Ed (Fullmetal Alchemist)

Light and L / L and Light (Death Note)

Mello and Matt / Matt and Mello (Death Note)

Inuyasha and Sesshomaru (Inuyasha)

Sesshomaru and Miroku / Miroku and Sesshomaru (Inuyasha)

Edward and Bella (Twilight)

Jacob and Nessy (Twilight)

Jasper and Alice (Twilight)

Stuff on other people's profiles that I couldn't help but paste:

You know when you live in 2007 when...

1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) You were too busy nodding and smiling to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it

Ten Reasons Why Gay Marriages Are Wrong

(A Little Humor)

1. Being gay is not natural. And as you know Americans have always rejected unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because, as you know, a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4. Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5. Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed. The sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6. Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, menopausal women, women who have a medical condition which makes it harmful to be pregnant, women who have had a tubal ligation, men who have had a vasectomy, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7. Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9. Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10. Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

GO-GAY! I'm sorry, but I really don't see why same-sex relations are a big deal to some. It's an opinion matter, I guess, so I'll leave it be at that!

Something of Tesina Gela Gardner's creation, and I found it to be very amusing.

You know you’re a SasuNaru fan when:

You think about SasuNaru 24/7;
You dream about SasuNaru all the time;
You try to throw stuff at Sakura, when she try’s to ask Sasuke out;
You squeal whenever you watch episode 202 and see that the number one favorite fight was between ur two favorite bishounen;
You almost fainted when Sasuke leaned over Naruto after the Valley of End…uh ended;
You go aww whenever Sasuke and Naruto have another one of their lover’s quarrels;
You hate having to wait for the fillers to be over; (where the hell is the timeskip!)
You pray with a little hope that Masashi Kishimoto would add some more SasuNaru hints in the timeskip;
Everyday u sit at the computer hoping that an idea for an great SasuNaru story would hit u soon;
You think that people that like couples such as SasuSaku and some others that are not SasuNaru XP should all go to the most horrible place in the world, hell for example;
You know that one day SasuNaru would rule the world!;
You love reading this reader’s profile (lol..);
You pray that somehow and someway Sakura would die somewhere along the timeskip;
You get mad every time Hinata trys to make a move on Naruto (yet u think its cute cuz Sasuke get jealous); (Shannaro!)
You wait for SasuxNaruislove to post new doujinshi’s;
You search deviantart more for SasuNaru then any other thing;
You decide that typing this up would help people understand why you love SasuNaru so much;
Your favorite colors are blue and orange (they are complimentary);
You feel like you wanna punch Sakura for even thinking about the word Sasuke;
You just wanna go and hug the little adorable Naru-chan and tell him he and Sasuke are so kawaii together;
SasuNaru is your Anti-drug;
You talk about it all the time and ur friends have no idea what SasuNaru is; (phew!)
You once tried to start a club at school; (and it didn't work out..)
Whenever you hear the word “sauce” you add a “sue nah roo” to the end and then shout "SASUNARU!" XDDDD;
You almost break ur computer after watching the episode where Sakura “touches” Sasuke to calm him down after using the Sharingan with the cursed mark;
You were just about to explode when Sasuke left Naruto alone at the Valley of End (did you cheat on him bastard! XD);
You cried at the flashbacks they played while at the Valley of End (grabs a tissue);
You like reading this long list and find it mildly amusing;
You have written 5 or more stories about them (guilty as charged);
You ignore other pairings and focus more on the “obsession”;
You put 20 or more pictures on ur ipod for later purposes :yaoi fan giggle:;
You try to convince some of ur close friends to like it; (sighs)
You wonder what ur mom and dad would say if they found out what “it” was;
You sigh as this list ends XD

I found the thing below on leyu02o.O wait leviathan02 too's profile:

If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop POST THIS. Pick the stereotype that fits you. (This ME!)

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

yeah right Xp

"One hug could: Brighten a day, cause tears of gratitude, bring a man to his knees, leave even the quickest of minds wondering 'who the hell was that??", stop short a suicide, be remembered for years afterward, make the world look a little friendlier, change a repuatation, force a pessimist to grin, take a runaway back home, save a life--and change one just as well, make God smile, break a heart, give a reason to wake up for tomorrow, be the icing on an already great day, travel faster than a smile, become severly contagious. :)

. . .truth be told, this is the ONLY epidemic that we want to spread around the globe."

-Taylor Linnea

Upcoming Fics

Naughty School Girl Version 1

(One Shot)

Sakura is a straight A student,but when she get's a B on an exam,her sensei Itachi makes her stay after class,for some 'punishment' ItaxSasu.Lemon.Rated M.There's a Yaoi verson,with a GaaxNaru pairing.Same tittle but it's version 2.

Naughty School Girl Version 2

(One Shot)

It's RolePlay Wensday,and Gaara want's to play 'school' GaaxNaru,OOC.Lemon.Rated M.Naruto in a school girls out fit,complete with the panties,and Gaara is his sensei.What will happen? Read to find out.There's a Hentai version,with a ItaxSaku pairing.Same tittle but it's version 1.

Party Sex

(One Shot or Multichap.Still Undecided)

Kiba and Shino both have a crush and Hinata.They want to do something 'special' for her,on her birthday.What could they have in mind? OOC.Lemon.Threesome.KibaxHinaxShino.Rated M.

Nip/Tuck Season 1

Based on the T.V. Show Nip/ many pairings to write down here.All Hentai pairings.If you have never seen Nip/Tuck,dont worry,this fic is easy to follow,and will give you the general idea about the show.Or you can look it up online.OOC.Lots of Lemons,and plenty of drama.

Ok... well, I hope you liked reading my account page! (yeah right! who would actually read everything I put on here?!) And I hope you enjoy reading my stories! I work very hard on them and I apologize for the lack of updating! I guess I'm just a lazy ass bum like everyone says I am...

Forever Divinely Insane

I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world.

I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.

I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I wear SKIRTS, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I have BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm a VIRGIN so i MUST be prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.

I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.

I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.

I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.