Hey, I dont know if anyone will read this at all but I'm here to apologise for basically ignoring my stories.

I dont have many excuses apart from the fact I literally finished my exams for GCSE in July and then straight after when on a really long holiday to Spain. Which I literally spent the whole time really worrying over my grades because the school I attended is actually the worst in the area and most people didnt even pass Maths or English. Luckily I did fairly well, I was way below what I should have got but then again one of my friends didnt pass anything at all. Also I was trying really hard to go to a different sixth form than my friends but it was more 'exclusive', its not really the right word, but I needed higher grades than you normally need to attend college. I got in but it meant going somewhere where I knew no one, I am pretty shy and have always followed my friends so it was really difficult for me. Plus added to all this stress my Grandad had a heart attack and passed on earlier in the year so I'm missing him quite alot, also I am quite worried about my Grandma (as you would be). But yeah theres not much reason to not do anything but all the little things piled up. And when I get like this I cant sleep and get headaches so this year has been pretty bad for me.

Anyway if you read that I'm sorry for such a pointless entry but I thought if anyone cares to read this they deserve a reason for my negligence.

14 October 08