When a young medic tragically ceases to be, there’s a ripple effect of grief that takes the department in a chokehold. Eventually, everyone starts moves on. Upon clearing out, Ethan discovers a discarded tatty notebook of Cal’s. Challenge though it may prove, he is determined to tick off every last bullet point as a tribute to the big brother he lost.

Brushing aside doubt and anxiousness, Ethan jumps to the responsibility of single father, largely coping well. Putting the past behind him, he sets out to make a better future for the fragment of remaining family he has - blood is thicker than water. Glueing things back together piece by piece, he is determined no obstacle will wedge between him and his little human.

Extended scene to Series 32, Episode 10. Alone with his bottle of whiskey, Dylan needs someone who understands the urge to self-destruct. Implied romantic connection. [Dylan/Miriam]

Requested by Giatrix: After Cal's tragic death, Lily is consumed by guilt and regret following their unresolved argument. As she searches for solace, she ends up forming an unlikely relationship with alcohol.

Alicia Munroe is determined that Elle Gardner will relax - and enjoy - her fiftieth birthday. She also wants it to be a surprise celebration. /an Elle fanfic for my secret santee, Nat!

[One-Shot] As 2018 draws closer, not only can Ethan not help but think about what happened in 2017, but he also has a resolution to make.

Rita and Connie's first Christmas together. A prompt from instagram involving Connie and a giraffe onesie! All cute fluffiness.

[One-Shot] It's Christmas. It should be a happy time but for Ethan, it's his first Christmas without Cal.

When Lily gets Iain in the draw for Secret Santa, she ends up getting him the best present ever. One-shot.

Dylan and Ethan both learn something new about those they care about, in the run-up to Christmas, and try to make that bleak midwinter just a little brighter. (DISCLAIMER - I do not own Casualty or these characters.)

It is a shift like any other, with all the chaos of Boxing Day. Holby is at its peak busiest time and the department fast runs out of essentials. Dr Gardner sends two of her medics to go and search for equipment, with interesting consequences.

Just a little one shot I wrote about what I would have liked to see after today's episode. I do not own Casualty or any of the characters, All rights the BBC. Please read and review. :)

After a long shift in a new role, Ethan seeks solace in solitude on the balcony of the ED. Someone unexpected turns up, choosing a chilly conversation outside over the annual department Christmas do. (One-shot, my take on the trailer)

One shot. Just a dose of 'happy, happy, happy' to counteract all that sadness in the winter trailer they've just released! I do not own the characters. Strachamp.

Connie Beauchamp's life is busy enough. But with rediscovered romance in the air and Henrik Hanssen increasing her responsibilities, how will she - and the department - cope? Elsewhere, Dylan's considering his role, and Elle's questioning her future. /Ensemble fic, Strachamp and DylanOC main pairings. Main characters include: Connie, Sam, Henrik, Dylan, Grace, Elle.

Co-written by myself and Giatrix: It's Iain and Lily's first Christmas as a married couple, and Iain is determined to make it the best Christmas ever. First, he has to introduce Lily to a Dean Christmas tradition. One-shot.

After Connie's trip to Romania she finds out that she is pregnant with the doctors child. The story follows Connie through her pregnancy as social services test her limits as Connie must prove that she is a suitable mum.

Set when Ruth collapses at the surgeon's dinner and after. Some events the same - some are different. Rating will probably go up in later chapters. warning - miscarriage. I do not own the characters.

When Connie Beauchamp and Sam Strachen's eldest daughter, Sophia Beauchamp comes back from America with her father. Something has changed about her. She tries to show her mum that she can help her out at Holby. But when an accident happens tragedy strikes for everyone. Will it all go to plan again or will it just sink?

Set during the pub scene at the end of 'And then there were three'. and just after. I do not own the Characters.

An unlikely relationship forms after a series of events which changes lives for the better or is this for the worst?

One shot. Connie's hope fades as the Cancer begins to take over. Can anyone talk to her? I do not own the characters.

Many men have disappointed Alicia in her lifetime. Though a successful, glitzy, bright medic, people seem to leave in a heartbeat. Alone, she struggles to cope with the sense of abandonment and bad habits soon worm their way in. Christmas sings heartache loud and clear, and oceans must be crossed to reach her before she becomes unreachable for good.

One shot. She is Connie Beauchamp, the strong, independent powerhouse and she won't let this beat her. I do not own the characters.

When Lily's Christmas plans fall through, a certain someone offers to step up and make sure she does the things she originally wanted to do. (1/3 Christmas fics from me, Connie/Sam and Alicia/Ethan to follow)