Please read this before reading the short chapter. I have something very important to say

Hello my lovely readers, lets play a game that I like to call: Stare-at-the-story-in-confusion-only-for-realization-to-hit-that-it's-the-story-that-should-have-been-updated-EONS-ago-thus-we-must-KILL-the-author!

Yes I know many of you might be saying "Finally!" while others might be saying "Huh, I completely forgot that this story existed." Im sorry though to tell you however that I still have writers block.

BUT PLEASE HEAR ME OUT!

There is a main reason for this. As I was in high school, somehow somewhere I developed an eating disorder. Bulimia nervosa to be exact. For 2 years I battled this Mia bi*** (apologies to those whose name is Mia), I would binge eat like crazy and force myself to throw up 2 - 4 times a day. I still remember the pain and exhaustion after that, lying down on the bathroom floor breathing heavily.

Due to this disorder I was so fixated on my weight and appearance that all my love for writing, drawing and having an overall imagination was thrown out the door

Luckily however, while it took a LONG time, I have managed to recover well. I no longer force myself to barf and my metabolism and immune system are finally back to normal.

However, I still binge eat like crazy, so much that many times I am so full that I am curled up in pain at night, fearing that my stomach might explode.

Lately I have done lots of research and have come to a decision to help get my horrible eating habits in check again and properly get my life back and be able to fully enjoy food again.

On August 22nd 2018 I'm going to start a 14 day water fast (with a possibility of making it longer). Now I know this might sound completely crazy but it actually isn't. There are lots of health benefits fasting can provide with. And there are lots of studies that speak well of it, as well as multiple youtubers who have tried it out with positive outcomes. In my case I figured this would for one, help remove all of the toxins from my body, help me practice drinking more as I drink far too little, and help me focus on what's happening around me and not food. At the end of the fast, I will slowly reintroduce food and then move into intermediate fasting to have a scheduled time for when I eat. Hopefully in the near future I will not have the need to stuff myself and have new and improved self control.

However, I truly feel that I need help and support while I go through this mission. While I was writing and updating chapters back in the day I truly felt happy and connected to all of you who read and commented on my stories. While they are soooo lame (As the author I can say this heuheu) I really enjoyed updating to see what responses I would get from all the different strangers who happily supported me. This really touched me and it would mean the world to me If I could continue having your support until I fully get back in track 3

Thus I have decided to open a new Instagram account where I plan on updating my progress everyday!

The Instagram name is Ceci Long Legs with caption: "Let's grow stronger for each day"

Thank you for taking your time reading my story. Now I have never been a person to take without giving, so here is a chapter I have written for you all 3

Enjoy 3

I sighed as I repeated my encounter with the mech for the supposedly 13th time... in my processor. I still couldn't believe that I had actually managed to meet an AILIEN in person. It was absolutely crazy to say the least. Not to mention that I was feeling small funny sparks from my chest that were very eerily similar to flutters of a human heart when having a crush.

'NO!'

I sat up.

'Nononono! No no NO!' I repeated in my processor. This was ridiculous. I shouldn't have such thoughts. But then again I guess I was relieved that it was proof that inside I still was a human. As I don't think the Cybertronians had such feelings besides friendship or comradship or whatever….

I sighed again.

"What are you thinking about?" Lize whispered.

I looked down at her. We were currently lying up against the wall in the workshop. The only lights illuminating being our optics. I realized I must have awoken her by my fidgeting as I was deep in thought.

"Nothing really…" I shook.

"Except it isn't nothing" Lize challenged.

I stared at her for a second, surprised over her challenging glare.

"Well...I was just thinking about that mech...Mr. Silver I guess we can call him for now."

"Mr. Silver," Lize giggled.

"Yeah yeah yeah…" I rolled my optics. "What I meant to say is that...I have been having funny feelings lately while thinking of him."

"It's been two days and you're still thinking deeply about this metal guy?"

"Well yeah he IS an alien. And the first one we have met besides Primus...But then again he was a completely different story."

"He sure was…" Lize mumbled, thinking back to the encounter with the alien God…

"Oh well, let's go back to recharge. This is our last night we can be beside each other before Becca comes home tomorrow from visiting her sister. Goodnight." And with that I leaned back and shut off my optics.

"Okay...if you say so. Goodnight."

I' sorry for it being VEERY short but as I said in the introduction authors note, I'm still having a writer's block :( I tried though...