He felt devastated he felt destroyed more so than facing the reaper ten times over by himself he didn't wont to live anymore she did it because she thought he was some crazy pervert misusing the hidden camera for his own evil ways but all he was trying to fix the god damn glitch she kept complaining about and now he was scarred mentally and emotionally he still remembered the way she asked him to fix the glitch the way his heart jumped for a chance to try and impress the ice queen. alas his long nights spent staring into the machine provided nothing for him he got so frustrated that he mashed the keys in frustration to see if anything would fix it. but he didn't see the future implications of doing something so reckless.

Now here he was craving for it all to end for the recording just to stop. He didn't want to believe this startling new revelation he didn't know what hurt more the fact Mitsuru thought he was some crazy stalker pervert or the fact that he couldn't get the horrid image of her lips all over his the lipstick smeared down his neck the way she craved for him all the things he wanted her to want from him. It was probably all his fault all the dots seemed to connect to him being a lifeless stalker. He then heard a knock on the door he dreaded the worst and quickly wiped away the new found tears and returned to his usual poker face as if nothing happened. As he saw her he couldn't help but feel angry at her for reacting so rashly what was an accident on his hand.

Mitsuru looked like her normal beautiful self only now he couldn't help but be disgusted by her "Arisato you understand why I did this."

He looked at her seemingly unfazed it seemed to unnerve her how he seemed to be so calm he then pushed past her he really couldn't be bothered with her she seemed so infallible but now did he realize that she wasn't so perfect she had failed to even ask him what he was doing up there late at night or asking him for clues as to what he was up to during those late night. No she just decide to execute him devastating him emotionally and mentally so much so that he probably never fully recover.

He then looked her straight in the eye and said "I thought better of you Kirijo" he said calmly he then continued past her he then gave her one last glare and let the wall down hiding his emotions "I used to think so highly of you I thought you might be it Kirijo" he said with all his dammed up emotions and then left with a hidden tear hitting the floor "I loved you" he said quietly leaving a quiet Mitsuru behind.

He then slammed his door to his room not wanting face anyone after that. letting the unshed tears flow down his face but it didn't make it hurt any less so he pulled his newly bought guitar originally but so he could serenade her. he started to play some random notes when a song came to mind.

Leave
Yeah, finally I realise, that I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah

Like the tides my heart is broken
Like the wind my heart is shaking
Like the smoke my love faded away
It never erases like a tattoo
I sigh deeply and the ground shakes
My heart is full of dust (say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But from what was expected, I'm getting along quite well by myself
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless

he was slowly burning out his emotions

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Do you even see me, did you already completely forget me?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't even approach you or talk to you
Alone in the night, I erase my thoughts a hundred times

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye

He desperately sang as if the heavens them self might help with his sadness

Even if we bump into each other
Pretend you didn't see me and keep going
If old memories keep on being thought of
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I don't think of anything else
You have to get along so there is not even a small regret in me

Like the white sky and like the blue clouds
Yes, just smile like nothing is wrong

He felt more connected orpheus than ever before

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Hope your heart is relieved after leaving me
Just forget me and live on
Those tears will all dry up, yeah
As day by day passes

If we never met each other then it would have hurt less, mm
The promise of us staying together is now a memory baby
I'll pray for you

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh, my love, don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

His emotional fire was out but the pain was still there he had a feeling it would always be there. he now knew what igor meant by i chooseth this fate of my own free will and taking responsibility for his actions

Velvet Room

"It seems we have encountered an anomaly within your psyche which is most unexpected it does not seem to impose any real threat for now so continue as you will" igor said still smiling unnaturally

"you dragged me into the velvet room in my sleep for this" Minato said sleeply almost falling unconscious

"we shall see you later then young master then farewell" igor said

"Sleep waster" Minato muttered to himself before returning to his sorrowful sleep

A/N

First off I know bad place to end but im a bit sleep deprived and i know not much time in the velvet room but hey its just making it easier for the next chapter

anyway if you like review if you dislike it review if you want to its my first fanfic so reviews will help me motivate myself to write but next chap will be up probably hope fully be up in two weeks tops and i promise it will be much better considering im writing this at 12 in the morning

SEE YAH!