Stupid oneshot I wrote when I was falling asleep in Geometry. Hope it doesn't suck as much as I think it does.

The first time I heard that word from my father was when I was eleven. Useless. What does it mean, useless? What does it even fucking mean?

I don't know when it was that I stopped caring what he thought of me- what anyone thought of me. Maybe I never did. All I know is that that word, that word, changed me. Got some tattooes. Started dealing. Because it didn't matter what he though of me anymore. I knew what my father thought of me.

"My useless son." Those words. That word. Useless.

And it wasn't just him, either. Hearing Sakaki say "That useless boy" when she thought I wasn't around. I'm sure Sawamura's said it. I'm sure Ryuzaki's said it.

But I don't care about them. I don't care about it. Even if sometimes that word makes me want to tear myself apart, I don't show it.

Yes...I don't care about my uselessness, and I don't care about anyone. So when my hand, my knife, kills Shirakawa's mother, when I slash it through Sawamura's gut, I feel nothing.

After all, who cares what a useless person like me does anyway?