A/N
I was having an emo sick day and watched Blue exorcist. So here is the outcome of what happens when you mix pain, cookie dough, emo-ness, and a half-demon.
"Those flames can murder people. Why can't you get that through your head?" Bon looked at me, hatred gleaming in his eyes.
"Get lost."
I was shocked. I mean, couldn't they see the demon that was perched on Konecko's shoulder?!
I found myself getting up, and walking numbly away. Nobody called after me, and I could feel Bon's hatred-filled glower burning into my back as I vanished down the hall. No feelings could penetrate my mind at the moment.
The person who told me not to forget that I have friends just told me to get lost. My brother yelled at me. And the others were just looking away from me, utterly disappointed.
Life had sucked up to this point, and I just let my feet carry myself to wherever they saw fit.
Lost in my own thoughts, I barely snapped out of it in time to keep myself from falling off the rooftop. I immediately regretted stopping.
What else was there to live for? Not even killing Satan was worth this. I decided that I had no use to the world anymore, only as a weapon of destruction, a monster, an inhuman creature.
Suddenly, the hard cement five stories below me looked very inviting. A small smile stretched ironically across my face as I thought of what a relief it would be to die and go to hell. But, maybe if I was lucky, I would go into a coma so that it would give the others some time to think of what they had done to me, who wanted nothing more than to live a normal life, as my life spilled away until the council decided to kill me.
Holding out my arms, I tilted forward, ready to let myself fall. Maybe death would allow a moment of sympathy and let me die fast.
Just as my body tipped the five degrees it needed and closed my eyes, I heard the roof door slam open, and somebody called for me to stop.
Too late… I thought to myself as the wind hurled past me, but only for a moment, as the ground was coming fast.
My final thought before the dark surrounded me was at least the last words I will have heard won't have been 'Get lost.'