A/N: So, here's the English version! It's not exactly word-for-word, but if it was, then it would be grammatically incorrect and weird.

Catnip,

I know you're mad at me, but if you'd hear me out, I really need to tell you something. I miss you, and I can't sleep knowing what I did to you.

First, I was angry at you because of Peeta, I honestly didn't know that you truly loved him. I thought it was just for the games.

I feel so bad because of her, Catnip. I honestly thought that it was only to be used on the Capitol. I didn't know that she would be hit by my bomb, too. I didn't know that the doctors from district 13- and Prim- would come to the Capitol, too. Even though I knew that Coin issued the order to drop them, there's no one else in the world that should be held responsible but me. It was my entire fault. I wouldn't blame you for blaming me.

I need you to see, Catnip. I can't sleep without you knowing this. I need you to forgive me. I know we aren't the people we used to be, anymore. We were like siblings, then. But I thought you'd love me back when I realized that I loved you. I still love you now, but not in that way. We were best friends back then, I hope we will be, once again.

Gale