Disclaimer. I do not own any of the Twilight or Vampire Diaries Characters, I own nothing, Stephenie Meyer and LJ Smith do.

I glanced over at my boyfriend Edward out of the corner of my eye, eternally grateful that he couldn't read the morbid thoughts that were flying through my brain that were directed to the one and only Lauren Mallory or as I like to call her, the town bike/Ultimate Whore. Everyone knows she's had most of the guys in town, I knew that Edward hadn't had her because he was too uptight and prudish for that kind of behaviour. He couldn't even go further than chaste kisses with me, his own girlfriend for fucks sake. It was getting extremely frustrating that he kept rejecting my advances.

I knew that if Edward could hear my thoughts at the moment he'd rant about how I was imaging tearing Lauren limb from limb and then lighting the bitch up like a Christmas Tree. He'd lecture me on how unbecoming my thoughts were, how human life was something to be cherished, which I mentally snorted at but worst of all he would find out my secret, well several and we wouldn't want that now would we?

I gritted my teeth as I heard Lauren run her mouth saying how I was whoring it up with the La Push guys. The La Push Pack knew what I was and I knew what they were, we got along because they knew I didn't have to kill humans to feed; they were like brothers and a sister to me in more ways than one, I was like one of the pack. They were weary around me at first but once they got to know my charming, sarcastic self they warmed up to me.

Leah and I had bonded over the fact we had both loved and lost men to other women, I was once engaged to a man named Damon Salvatore, his face was the most breath taking thing I'd ever seen, his icy blue eyes were depthless and I could stare into them for hours, getting lost in them, then of course there was the sarcastic nature we both seemed to share, we both loved to explore the outdoors but also loved to curl up by the fire with a book and if the other was in the room the whole room brightened and we didn't need to speak to convey our feelings. I smiled slightly at the memories of us exploring the Salvatore boarding house together along with Mystic Falls, the town we lived in. Sometimes we were joined by Stefan, Damon's brother and someone I looked up to as a big brother.

But that all changed when she turned up, Katherine Pierce or as I found out a few centuries ago, Katerina Petrova. She was quite the manipulative bitch and quite the whore, the night before our wedding Damon turned up at my house and stated that he was calling off the wedding because he no longer loved me, he was in love with Katherine, who I may add was also dating his brother Stefan but they were keeping it a secret, now I knew why, when he told he I thought it was a joke but then he said that the past few weeks he'd been stringing me along, only going ahead with the wedding because of his father, he was just using me to get Katherine jealous. He broke my heart then stomped on it while he was at it, I was holed up for weeks in my room, hardly eating, sleeping and suffering with nightmares until I packed up, left town and never saw him again.

Leah's situation was similar, she was engaged to Sam Uley, a Quileute, who was also the leader of the pack and one day he imprinted on a woman. Imprinting is when the wolf see's his soul mate and his/her world revolves around the imprint, the real kicker was the fact Sam's imprint is Leah's cousin Emily Young and now due to the fact Leah's a wolf and part of the pack, the only female in the pack may I add, she has to hear his every thought about being in love with Emily, every intimate thing that's happened between her. It's killing her and it's made her bitter and twisted, I don't blame her, I am the same. We are both deeply in love with men we couldn't have.

Life could be such a bitch sometimes, the only good thing I had in my life at the moment was the Volturi, yes I kept in touch with them for personal reasons, the Cullen's were oblivious to our friendship. The Cullen's liked to tell me who I could and couldn't speak to, they would go ape shit if I told them about my friendship I had with the Volturi, they didn't even like me going to La Push because apparently the Shifters are dangerous and hanging around with a group of bloodthirsty vampires was? I hated being controlled but I bit back the retorts and cusses as often as I could, sometimes I would slip up and the Cullen's bar Rosalie and Jasper would jump on my ass and scold me like I was 3. They thought I was immature and stupid, I was neither. I was older than Carlisle and I had seen more of the world than any of them has seen, I knew more vampires than any of them had, many, many more. I wasn't human but then again the Cullen's didn't need to know that did they?

I smirked to myself, thinking about all the ways I could show the Cullen's how much they degraded me and how much they liked to put me and my idea's down. Maybe I could tear their limbs off little by little and then setting some of the pieces alight while they watch, that sounds like a good idea. I knew I'd have the Volturi's backing no matter what. Not even Emmett stuck up for me anymore, lately he seems to always be angry whenever I'm in his presence and he hardly tells any jokes anymore either well when I'm around anyway. He always seems to push Rosalie away lately, for example, the other day I was at the Cullen's as usual and Rosalie came down and sat on Emmett's lap like she usually does but he pushed her away and told her not to bother him again while he's busy. The look on her face was utter devastation when she walked out the room, I went to follow her but Edward intervened and told me to sit down, Rosalie was just being dramatic as usual. I knew it wasn't that and I tried to argue with him but he wouldn't listen as usual.

The only ones out of the Cullen's I would even consider not torturing or harming were Rosalie and Jasper because they never tried to control me, tell me what to do and they never tried to force me into something either. Rosalie glared, sure, but I could understand her reasoning, letting s human into a vampire secret was extremely dangerous, but she never went out of her way to be nasty or degrade me. Jasper kept out of my way and never got involved or chose sides for which I'm glad. I went back to thinking about ways of taking revenge on the Cullen Coven, the thoughts made a smile spread across my face and my inner beast purr with pleasure. There was something dark, sadistic, bloodthirsty and dangerous inside me but I could usually calm it down easily, when I was hurt and angry it came to the surface and when it did everyone better watch out.

Lauren's irritating voice broke me from my morbid thoughts once more as she was starting another rumour about me, I tensed as she was telling Jessica Stanley her lap bitch about how she found me and Embry Call, one of the La Push Pack, at it in a back alley behind the grocery store. I glanced at Edward again and frowned. Edward was staring at the board, pretending to listen to the teacher but I knew better, he was paying attention to Jessica and Lauren and their vile little thoughts and rumours and he just ignored them. Wasn't he going to even bother defending me?

The bitch was describing how we were positioned and imitating poorly on how we would be moaning and everything, if I wasn't as disturbed or pissed off as I was then I would have been proud of the little bitch's imagination. It was obvious Edward had no intention of defending his girlfriend, the supposed love of his existence. I had no feelings of love towards him, he was just a means to an end, I mean I wouldn't be seen as normal if I turned down the Illustrious Edward Cullen. The object of almost every girls wet dream. I didn't even think he was that good looking. Definitely nothing compared to how Damon had looked. I was saddened to think that Damon would be long since dead by now.

The bell rang at that moment so I jumped up and packed all my stuff into my backpack. I pulled on my jacket and head4ed towards my history class, ignoring Edward calling for me, I wasn't ready to deal with the immature prick. I was sick of him and his controlling ways, I was so ready to dump his ass faster than a lump of hot coal. He seems to have it ingrained in his brain that because he was dating me that he could decide what I ate, what I wore, who I hung out with and it was starting to piss me off greatly.

He made out he loved me yet he couldn't bring himself to do anything more than chaste kisses. He uses the excuse he doesn't want to hurt me. I call bullshit. I mean a girl has needs that he isn't catering for, fucking virgin pussy. It pissed me the hell off. He claimed he was my mate yet he refused my sexual advances and refuses to consider changing me. Not that he needed to change me that was just a test of whether he actually wanted me or not. I would of told him my secret if he had agreed to change me but alas he said no. He didn't want to corrupt my 'soul' and he'd tried conning the Volturi into thinking he would change me but he wouldn't really. Of course I told Aro this straight away. I chuckled inwardly, if only the Cullen's knew the truth. I had no idea why I stayed with him anymore.

I entered History and took my seat beside Jasper, this was the only class we had together alone and we decided it would be easier sitting beside each other compared to a snivelling human teenager vying for your attention, sometimes we would talk, other times just sat in comfortable silence. I took out my notepad and began doodling, waiting for the teacher to arrive. We were studying the Civil War and for once we didn't have a teacher that was biased towards the North. He strictly gave us the facts and let us make our own opinions without any biased comments. I had to mentally correct him sometimes when he made a mistake but he wasn't to blame half of the history textbooks got it wrong. I glanced over and saw that Jasper was probably doing the same because he had known a lot about that era because he had fought for the South in the Civil War. I respected him for that; he fought for his family and his home. He was also the second oldest in the Cullen Coven well he wasn't even a Cullen he was a Hale.

"That's an awful lot of respect comin' from ya darlin'," Jasper drawled from beside me. I jumped because I had been so submerged in my thoughts, I turned to him.

"It's for the men that fought for their families and homes during the Civil War," I winked and he chuckled quietly.

"Well thank you, no one's ever respected me for fighting in the South in the War before," He murmured quietly, I could see it upset him so I sighed quietly.

"That's because they have no sense of respect or honour and they obviously can't see how brave you are to have to face the horrors that you did and that you gave your life for your home and for your family to be safe." I said angrily, it was directed towards the Cullen's. Damon had fought in the war also and I had always thought highly of him for it.

"Yeah you're probably right darlin'," he said then went quiet, he looked deep in thought so I turned back to face the teacher, idly doodling because I didn't need to take notes.

The bell rang a few moments later, it was lunch time now and I sighed, knowing I'd have to see Edward and Alice, Jasper obviously felt what I was feeling as I packed my stuff away because I suddenly felt calm wash over me, I nodded in his direction and stood, I stretched out my muscles and saw Jasper imitating me, trying to look human, I rolled my eyes.

"I would ask if you wanted to accompany me to the cafeteria but I don't think your guard dog will allow it." I said as I pulled my jacket on. Jasper smirked in response and shook his head.

"I don't think your guard dog would allow it either darlin', apparently I'm too dangerous for you to hang around with, they think I want to kill you," He said quietly and frowned, I placed a comforting hand on his shoulder, he sent me a shot of gratitude.

"I call bullshit on that Jasper, you should too, pay no mind to them," I said as I left the room.

Edward wasn't there yet which made me smile so I walked to the cafeteria on my own, sneering at Lauren Mallory as I walked past her when she gave me a dirty look, she backed up and sucked in a breath, I smirked and my inner beast purred once again. Once I had entered the cafeteria, I joined the lunch cue, thankful that it wasn't that long, only 6 people in front of me. I glanced round and grinned when I noticed Prudeward hadn't entered yet, probably sulking because I didn't wait for him. Fuck it, I was hungry.

Since he wasn't here yet, he couldn't tell me what I could and couldn't eat so I piled my tray full of pizza, chicken nuggets, fries, baked beans, fizzy pop, candy and everything else that had fat in it. Just as I was about to hand over my money to pay, my tray was pulled out of my grip and a new one placed in it, I glanced down and saw fruit, water and veg, I turned to look the culprit in the eye.

"Bella, love you know I don't like you eating all that unhealthy food, its no good for you," Edward smiled his horrible crooked smile which I would love to smack from his face. My inner beast snarled and rattled against her chains.

I huffed, said nothing and I let him pay for it seeing as he being a controlling prick as I walking over to the table, I took a few deep calming breaths so I wouldn't rip anyone's head from their shoulders. I sat I my normal seat beside Edward and opposite Jasper and Alice, Emmett and Rosalie were sat next to them. Emmett was staring intently at the table, ignoring everyone else and Rosalie gave me her usual icy glare. If only she knew what and who I was and I could also give her an equal run in the bitch department but no I had to play clumsy, pathetic human Bella Swan, who doesn't argue and bends to the Cullen's whims. I was their personal pet, I had a feeling I wouldn't be playing the role much longer.

I poked at the apple in front of me and frowned, I wanted something greasy and meaty like a cheeseburger and I got stuck with this shit. I didn't need to eat human food but I needed to in order to play human and I also liked some kinds of foods. I pushed my tray away in disgust, opting to sip on the bottle of flavoured water that was forced upon me. I used to like eating healthy food but ever since I had met the Cullen's I had started to hate it with a fiery passion. Edward made me eat it everyday, almost every meal and if I didn't he would throw a tantrum like a 4 year old then tell me I was acting immature. Can we ay hypocrite much? Scratch that, 4 year olds know how to behave better than him. I was just glad that Charlie insisted that we go out twice a week for a meal and Edward wasn't invited. The diner was like my greasy food haven and I loved it.

I saw Edward watch me with a frown on his face, I was tempted to poke my tongue out at him but I couldn't be bothered, wouldn't want him to think I was immature now would I? Today the cafeteria was buzzing with activity, apparently we had new students but I didn't know their names, I didn't really care as long as they stayed out of my way unless they wanted to become my snack then all was fine and dandy.

Suddenly the cafeteria went deadly quiet, I lifted my head to glance at whatever had caused the silence and froze, the breath in my throat caught. In the doorway of the cafeteria there was a man I never thought I'd see again, he stood at about 6"1 with brown messy hair. He was someone I thought of as a brother one time. He was clad in a pair of black fitted jeans with black shoes, a grey t shirt with a dark grey hoody and a black leather jacket, he had a pair of dark sunglasses on but I knew underneath those glasses were a pair of bright green eyes. There in front of me stood Stefan Salvatore, I wondered briefly if his brother was here too, no stop it Isabelle, He left you remember. I scolded myself.

"Fuck me," I breathed.

I watched Stefan walk to the lunch cue, I vaguely heard Edward scold me for my language but I didn't give a shit, I have a mouth like a trucker and I tried to curb my swearing as much as possible around the Cullen's. My eyes were glued to Stefan, my mind going about 120mph.

"I've already done that a few times if I remember correctly," I stiffened as I heard an eerily familiar male voice that I would know anywhere coming from behind me.

No it can't be!

I edited it slightly because there were a few things that didn't quite make sense. Reviews are like seeing Damon Salvatore topless. ;)