A/N: it's dyslexic story telling time so you know what that means! You know I like to mix up my stories a little so it's not always Sam fighting Luke for Andy's heart. Thank you all who read my last story it gives me an incentive to carry on doing these stories. oh and by the way season two of rookie blue dose not start here in England till October so I am so jealous of you guys who are getting to watch it now.

Disclaimer: I do not own rookie blue if i did detective Boyd would be in it more because I think he's hot. McSwarek always.

Chapter 1:

The morning sun hit his face through the small window that was now his home for who knew how long. His face twitched because of it; and so he turned and sunk his head into the pillow to escape it. Only a few moments had passed before he stretched out his arm to pull the woman he loved in close only to find the space beside him empty. He turned over and opened up one eye to see where she was. not being able to see her he sat up taking in his surrounding feeling a little disoriented he quickly remembered where he was. He loved undercover work playing someone else for a while but at the same time missing the people he loved. No phone calls no visits; nothing that could put him or the people he loved in danger and he was deep, deep undercover. The only thing he did have was a small photo in his wallet. This was the brake in his career after this job he would be what he wanted to be, a detective. The day was young so he swung himself out of bed and made his way into the bathroom to take a shower. As he stood under the water, as it trickled over his body He Remembered the day before; and how he ended up here, her words resounding in his head "you'll always be my whack-a-doodle." A smile pulling at his face, as he reached for the ring that was attached to a chain around his neck he shook his head at her words.

That was the hardest day of his life having to say goodbye to her, his arms wrapped around her as she was slumped on the floor with tears in her eyes.

24 hours earlier

"You know I love you more then life itself Andy, but this is my job and I have no choice! I was the only guy available, and it's a long job I have been told. This could take up to or over a year."

Andy's tears where falling thick and fast now, she felt that her whole world had come crashing down around her the one person she truly loved was leaving her just like everyone before him. He took his hand and placed it on her face his thumb wiping away her tears as he move her head so he could look into her deep brown eyes.

"I can't take someone else leaving me; you promised me you would never do that! Yet here you are about too. Has the last 2 years meant nothing to you?"

"You know they have I would not have asked you to marry me other wise now would I!"

A small weak smiled pulled at her face as she glanced down at her hand to admire the ½ carat diamond ring on her finger. She moved closer to his face as she placed a small tender kiss on his lips before looking into his deep blue eyes.

"I love you." She said as they picked themselves off the floor. "No matter what happens you'll always be my whack-a-doodle. I will do anything for you, you know that right? Even if I had to die for you I would." Her words softly spoken as she held him close.

"Do you really mean that?" She nodded in response. "Then I want you to promise me, no matter how you feel, no matter where you are I want you to live your life and not have to worry about me. I don't want you to have to sit around and wait for me. You are the woman I will always love. If nine months from now a guy ask you out I want you to say yes, do not worry about my feelings I will not be here to be hurt. Yes I want to marry you but now our lives must take a different path and you being happy are all I care about. I want you to promise me you will"

Andy at this point had stopped crying and looked at him with hesitation she managed to crackle out the words "I promise, I will." She took a deep breath trying to hold back the tears that were bound to fall again before she spoke again. "No matter what goes on in my life after today we will always be friends." She slid the ring off her finger and placed it into the palm of his hand and closed his fingers around it. "I want you to take this, keep it close to your heart and never take it off. This was a part of me; it's now a part of you."

Taking the chain from around his neck he placed the ring onto it and places it back into place. In the same response he took off his ring and gave it to her. For this ring he gave her was something you would not see any man were, it was a simple platinum band with 2 diamonds on either side of an light purple amethyst stone. It was the one thing besides Andy he treasured the most as it belonged to his grandmother that had passed away 4 years earlier. He was left it in her will and was worth a lot of money. He did not care, he knew she would treasure it more then he had.

Time had passed away as they were wrapped up in each other before he pulled away and picked up his bag and slung it over his shoulder before turning back towards Andy and placing a long lingering kiss on her lips. As he pulled away he looked into her eyes as she placed her hand on his cheek he lent into it and closed his eyes.

"I want you to remember your promise no matter what you will move on and love again." Again Andy nodded in response to his words. He opened the door to her apartment walked out the door; looking over his shoulder to have one last look at the woman he loved for the last time for a long time "I'll come home I promise." Then he was gone.

The second he was out of sight she knew what she had to do. That second she just knew! She was going to join the academy in a hope that she would see him one day no matter how or where she was in her life. There bond was strong and even her life moved on she knew she would always remember him.

Present

Stepping out of the shower he grabbed a towel and wrapped it around his waist. He made his way into the small kitchen that looked more like a small closest and made him a quick breakfast and a coffee before he dressed. Today was going to be the first day of his new life as a drugs and gun runner for the biggest mobster in the city Eric Glock. And he was going to bring him down no matter what it took. Taking the ring in his hand he brought it to his lips kissed it and whispered is silence "I love you Andy, I'll come home soon just like I promised you."

A/N just to let you know Sam is not the guy I'm talking about here I had a thought and ran with it. It's a mix up I just like doing them. So who is this guy that's left Andy to live her life? And congrats rookie blue on being picked upfo a 3rd season.