Okay, this is in Fabian's POV

DICLAIMER: I do not own House of Anubis

Gone. My, Nina, my poor sweet Nina was gone.

It was all my fault. I should have spent more time with her. I was so just happy to see Joy again...that I completely ignored my girlfriend.

My soul. My heart. Gone.

I should have realized when she stopped eating, I knew she was thinner but I didn't put it together.

She left this world. And left me with nothing.

I should've noticed when she started wearing long sleeves, even in the spring.

My everything. Gone.

All the signs were there. Why was I so surprised when I found her there, a bullet hole in her head? Alive, but barely breathing. Why was I even more surprised when the doctor told me she hadn't made it?

The love of my life is dead.

She had left me a note, I already had it memorized by now but I carefully unfolded the paper and read it again as I climbed up the hospital stairs.

Fabian,

I loved you. I really did. I'm sorry Fabian. I'm sorry to do this to you. I couldn't take in any longer. The minute Joy came back, I was invisible. You never talked to me anymore. Didn't even greet me in the morning. Why, Fabes?

I knew I would always be your second choice, after Joy. So I couldn't do it anymore Fabian. I couldn't fake a smile all day, hide the cuts up and down my arms or pretend that it didn't kill me when I saw you two together.

Do me a favor Fabian. Tell Amber, I'll miss her and I love her. She is the only thing that kept me going so long. Tell her to be strong. I know she will cry but tell her I want her to remember our happy memories together. That's the girl I am. Not the one I've been for the last few months.

I wish it didn't have to happen this way Fabian. I wish you would sweep me off my feet and tell me you love me. But I know that won't happen. So when I look for the strength to pull the trigger, it'll be you telling me it will be okay and I'll be with my parents again.

I won't leave you with nothing to remember me by. I am attaching the eye of Horus locket. Wear it when you want to remember me.

I'll miss you,

Nina XOXOXOXO

I finished reading as I reached my destination. I put my hand in my pocket and pulled out the locket. I placed it around the neck and put the letter in my jacket pocket.

I looked down to the traffic below. It was a long way from the roof top. Perfect.

I closed my eyes and listened to the cars zoom by bellow me.

My arms stretched out and I jumped; free like a bird.

And I wasn't afraid, because I knew I would be with my love soon.

Ok that was my first one shot. What do you think?

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