Dear Finn…
I feel like…
I feel like things aren't the same anymore…
Where are you, Finn?
Don't you hear me calling your name?
I've been here in this castle, listening to the sound of my steps as I walk.
I've been here in my room, listening to the sound of my breath as it escapes my body.
I've been here in my bed, listening to the echoes of your voice that are fading from my memory…
I feel like…
I feel like you've abandoned me, Finn.
I feel like a lesser person than I am normally…
You used to be there for me…
You used to be so happy to see me…
Every time I escape the castle for a walk around town, you used to be there, and you would greet me happily with that sweet smile of yours.
That smile…
Oh how I loved it…
I feel like…
I feel like I'm addicted to that smile…
I feel like an empty person, now…since you left the void of my schedule…
You left the sight of my eyes…and never explained yourself…
You left my life…and took your person with you…
Why did you leave without saying anything?
…
Why don't you tell me where you are?
…
But you don't have to tell me…
I know where you are…
…
You're with her…
That vampire lady…
Don't deny it. I've noticed it…
You two hang around so often. You two have so much fun together. What the hell am I supposed to think of that?
What the hell…
…am I supposed to think…?
When you visited me less and less often and made your routine schedule centered around her?
How do I know you're not sharing your thoughts with her?
How do I know you're not thinking of her?
…
How do I know you're not fucking her…?
…
I feel like…
I feel like I'm jealous of you…
I feel like a lesser princess than when you left me…
…
How could you have done this to me…?
I was here first, wasn't I?
I was the first one to give you a kiss…
I was the first girl that ever made an impact on your life…
…
But I have to accept the truth…
…
That you prefer someone else…who you can relate to…
…
And you'd rather abandon your friends…your important ones, I mean…
Me…
…
Were you so oblivious?
Did you not see me?
Did you not see how much I liked you?
Why didn't you notice…?
…
I should stop whining. It's no use complaining about it any further.
…
I feel like…
I feel like I should be angry at something…
I feel like I should hate everything…like I should just resent all of the world around me…
You…
You always made me feel differently…
You always made the darkest days seem brighter…
And…I never felt mad…
I feel like…
I feel like I'm unwanted…
The way I manage to catch your eye, just once, in a lucky break of your oh so important schedule…
I said hi…
…and you said hey…
And that was it…
…
…
What the fuck, Finn…?
…
…
I will not endure this any longer.
I will not wait for you to change the ways of my life beyond tomorrow.
This is goodbye, Finn…
I wish you luck in your future.
Without me…
…
Don't even bother coming to the castle looking for me…
You're not allowed, anymore.
I don't want to see you anymore…
…
Fuck off…
Love, Bubblegum.
P.S. I feel like…
I feel like I could've done something…something different…
I feel like…
…
I feel like you took a big piece of my heart with you…
Keep it.
I don't want it anymore…