A/N: The original plan for this story was to have it go through Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn, but I have found that to be too great of a feat for me to accomplish when I'm also working on my own novel. I really would like to be a real author, and get paid for writing (and noticed on bookshelves for once), and if I continue writing this, I won't be able to put my all into this story. You guys don't deserve junk for writing, and I can never leave a story unfinished, so I've deleted the New Moon chapters, and put this in place of it, because that way it will be a completed story, and not a disappointing in-progress one. Thank you so much for all the fantastic reviews and love. It has meant the world to me, and has made me become a better author all around. I owe it all to my beta lipstickletter and to all you dear readers out there for showing me that I can write. Hopefully when I'm not too busy I will come back eventually, but for now, farewell. I hope you all follow your dreams, seeing as I'm following mine (woot woot for cheesy lines!) and find other stories to read. Thanks once more, and I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I did writing this.

Edit: This is now beta'd by my amazing beta, lipstickletter! Thanks, girl!

Disclaimer: I'm not a real author yet, so this is just fanfiction, and I own nothing.


Chapter Eleven: Bloodlust and Prom

"The . . . the tracker has her?" Edward hissed out, feeling furious, horrified, and scared all at the same time.

"We have to go help her," I said, my stomach still twisting in knots. Would I actually be able to revive myself from my giant mistake if Bella was with a sadistic, unruly vampire who was out to kill her? I could only hope.

"Yes," Alice whimpered. "Quickly, maybe we could interfere—"

Before she could finish her sentence, Edward was off, walking too fast for any human. No one seemed to care of the exposure; we just needed to get to Bella.

Alice laced her fingers with mine, pulling me back behind everyone else.

"Jasper, this was an innocent mistake," she tried to reassure me, but I couldn't believe her. "Please, listen to me!"

"Alice," I sighed. "Mistake or not, Bella could . . . Bella, well, might . . . she might die because of me. And that's not all right. No matter what happens or what you say, this is still my fault and I'm not going to believe otherwise."

Alice huffed, looking angry and upset at the same time.

"Jazz, please just-" she started, but I cut her off.

"Come on, we must be going to try and fix my misdoing," I said, holding my hand out for her. She reluctantly took it and we ran off as fast as our human pace could through the rest of the airport to try to find Edward and the others.

We found our way to the room using Alice's premonitions to guide us. The way Bella was heading, we were heading. But of course we couldn't get there just in time.

"No, no, no!" Alice exclaimed, her eyes staring blankly up at the car ceiling. "No, Bella, oh God."

"What is it, Alice?" Carlisle hissed. He was even distressed at this point, which made us all realize how horrible of a situation this really was.

Alice blinked, her black eyes joining us once more.

"The tracker . . . he's gotten to her . . . or he will get to her in about thirteen seconds," she said, all her panic filling the car. I tried to spread soothing emotions around the car, but even I was too on-edge to do that.

The car dramatically sped up as Edward sent us flying around a corner.

"He's tricked her," Alice murmured. "She thought her mother was there. . . ."

"And is Bella's mom there?" I asked and Alice looked confused.

"I'm not sure . . . he must have her hidden some place or . . . I don't know. I can hear Bella's mother's voice, but I don't see her anywhere."

My brow furrowed, processing this as we sped along the suburban roads as fast as the car we stole could allow.

"Left!" Alice announced and Edward yanked the steering wheel to his side, nearly missing the turn we needed to take. "Here, here, here!"

We all immediately got out of the car and ran up to the ballet studio. I could smell the blood from the curb and stopped short.

"Jasper, we need to go!" Alice sighed, looking terrified at me.

"No," I shook my head. "There's too much-" Edward yanked the door open and the smell wafted to my nostrils.

My feet flew across the floor, following it.

Hunt, eat, kill.

I was hungry, and that blood was far too tempting. Before I could reach the door, someone attacked me. I snarled and immediately threw that thing to the ground. This was my kill, and no one would stop me.

But, suddenly, my arms were pinned behind me as I continued to fight for my prey.

"Alice, go!" Carlisle exclaimed as he and Emmett wrestled against me. "Edward will need you. Emmett! Get the tracker. Jasper will help you when he can control himself."

I growled a few more times, struggling against the strong arms as the smell continued to tease me. But Carlisle was pulling me away from the drug-like smell, and my consciousness was slowly starting to come back.

I sighed, hanging my head in shame at what I had just done. I wasn't helping anyone whatsoever with losing control, especially in a situation as important as this.

Carlisle put his hand on my shoulder.

"You did good," he soothed. "You restrained yourself faster than ever before. You are improving, Jasper. And we're all very proud of you."

Emmett burst through the door with a vicious tracker snapping at him.

"Jasper, help!" Emmett growled, struggling to hold the vampire. I nodded once to Carlisle and we both ran forward, him toward Bella and me toward the devil.

I snapped off his arm in a second before continuing, making the death a little more painful for extra measure. He deserved to feel what he had most likely done to so many.

When I had finished, Emmett fished a lighter out from his pocket and we set the pieces on fire before Edward and Carlisle came out, holding a bloody and unconscious Bella.

I held my breath, relieved that she had made it. Sure, Bella wasn't in the greatest shape, but she was alive. I hadn't managed to kill her.

"Where's Alice?" I asked, wasting my oxygen supply.

"She's in the room," Carlisle murmured softly. "You should join her, she's very upset."

Confused, I flew into the room to see Alice sitting on the floor and staring at the television.

"A hundred years earlier and she would have been burned at the stake for her visions. In the nineteen-twenties it was the asylum and the shock treatments . . ." the tracker's voice sounded, slightly different coming from the speakers of the television set.

The words set in my brain, and I gasped.

"What does this mean, Alice?" I asked, running to her side and sitting down next to her. She looked up at me, horribly sad.

"I've forgotten everything . . . what happened to me?" Alice whimpered, her bottom lip quivering.

"Alice, Alice," I murmured into her hair, taking my wife into my arms and rocking her soothingly. "We've discussed this before; it doesn't matter what you don't remember. In fact, it's probably for the better. The only thing I care about is that you're here with me, and will be forever."

"But you remember what it was like to be human!" Alice snapped, sobbing. "I don't have any memory of who I was, or where I lived, or who my family was."

"I know, honey, I know," I sighed, rubbing her leg. "What happened to you was totally unfair. We can always research more about you later on if you'd like."

Alice paused from her crying and looked up at me.

"Really?" she asked, starting to smile a bit.

"Yes," I nodded. We both stood up, and hand-in-hand made our way to the door.


"Alright, so she'd needs something to trip over, even though Bella is clumsy enough as it is," Alice started as we stood on the hotel's staircase.

We had been assigned to fabricate evidence of Bella's supposed fall—we had chosen a story to give the doctors at the hospital. According to our lie, Edward had come down to Phoenix with Carlisle and Alice to talk some sense into Bella for leaving. On her way to Edward's room, she tripped on the stairs and fell down, crashing through a window. And Alice was having too much fun making the fall as believable as possible.

"Okay, so I'll pretend I'm Bella," Alice said, ripping up a piece of the commercial carpeting so it would be easy to trip on.

She started clumsily stomping her way down the stairs, catching the rip she'd made with the toe of her left foot. Alice fell to the floor too gracefully and agilely somersaulted her way down, making small areas where Bella probably would've hit if she had actually fallen.

"And for the grand finale," Alice announced, standing up and diving lithely through the window. I chuckled, watching her land in the bushes below and poke her head up to look at me. "Does it look believable?"

"Bella couldn't have even done a better job," I reassured her, still shaking with my laughs as she hopped back into the hotel.


Bella slowly recovered and soon made her way back to Forks, able to walk around in a bulky cast just in time for prom. The strangest thing I found was that she honestly had no clue what was going on when Alice started torturing her and dressing her up. No one was allowed to tell her—Edward had sworn us to secrecy—but anyone would've guessed what they were going to. . . . Well, aside from Bella, apparently.

I buttoned up my tuxedo jacket and quickly walked down the stairs, where Emmett was standing. We both smiled as our beautiful loves flitted gracefully down the stairs.

"How do I look?" Alice asked, grinning wide and twirling in front of me. She had a nice black dress with triangles exposing the skin of her snowy white tummy. The dress went perfect with her.

"You look absolutely perfect," I murmured, smirking slightly.

"And you are rather dashing yourself," Alice winked.

"Shall we?" I held my arm out, and she took it before we parted to the car.

At the dance, I was in agony, like always. There were so many hearts, pumping their sweet juices even faster than before due to the physical activity that dancing involved. Though I had hunted just hours before, I was so thirsty.

Alice rubbed my arm sympathetically, snapping me out of my trance.

"Do you want to leave?" she asked, her worried golden eyes looking into mine.

"No," I shook my head. "I'll manage."

We slowly walked into the dance floor, used to everyone giving us a wide berth before staring with my arms. Alice didn't seem to mind, and quickly grabbed my hands. Swaying gently to the music, I felt everyone lose interest eventually.

Looking around, I quickly checked to see if anyone was watching before giving Alice a lightning-speed peck on the lips. She grinned at me and reached up to play with my blonde curls. Though Bella might have nearly caused havoc for our family, she was something I could handle. As long as I had Alice.


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