Probably the most intense thing ive ever written. (song- Sin with a Grin- Shinedown)

Sin with a Grin

Beep Beep Beep His alarm clock sounded. He reached out from under the covers knocking things off the night stand as untill he found that annoying beeping noise. He rolled over in a half asleep mode. She shifted in his arms and he finally opened his eyes. Taking in the blonde curly locks a mess on his pillows, he slowly got up afraid to wake her. She was mean at the best of times, but how would she react to this?

"Ouch." He rubbed his head his after standing up taking in his hangover. He reached for clean clothes and headed to take a shower hoping he'd wake up from this nightmare.

Whoosh and then came the boiling water. He opened the shower curtain to find Sam wearing one of his button downs brushing her teeth... with his tooth brush.

Take a good look at agony
Force fed pass down
Time release
I'm inspired to find the liar
Black list X on the back
Of a soulfull man

"Sam?"
"What Benson?"

"We need to talk."

"Talk then." she replied. He closed the curtain and finished rinsing the soap out of his hair.

"Sam. What happened? Did we..."

"Yes! We 'did it' Benson."

"But..."

"But I hate you and you dislike me."

"So-"

"So this happened because you and I had to much to drink at Jonah's."

"Then-"

"Then Jonah's mom dropped us off and I wanted to explain to your mom why you were drunk and and you said some real sweet stuff about me. So I snuck in later to talk to you and you kissed me."

"How-

"I-"

"Let me finish a sentence Puckett" he said nearly yelling. She could be real annoying at times, Freddie thought. Sam rolled her eyes. "How come you remember this and I dont?"

"Because I wasnt as wasted as you were." Sam said then walked out the door. Freddie shut off the water and grabbed his robe.

I've got way's you understand
Look left, look right, but I'm
Behind you
I never noticed, until I focused
On everything you did, you said,
You lit the fuse inside my head

"Sam. What does this mean for us?" He asked drying his hair with a towel
"It means the same." She said brushing her hair.
"But if we really did what you say then..."
"Freddie listen." Sam said as she gently pushed him to the bed. "What happend is behind us. We were drunk and it shouldnt have happened."
"But it did Sam."
Sam stood up and put her hands on her hips. "Okay, So what do you want us to do?"
He looked at her then shook his head. "I don't know."
"Good. Then forget it ever happened and we can go back to hating each other." She said grabbing her jeans.

Thank you for reminding me
Of why I'm sick inside
Thank you for the venom, did
You think it would paralyze?
These scars I scratch, I tear
Are there under my skin
Where you've always been
Thank you for reminding me,
To sin with a grin

"Why is it that we hate each other, Sam?" he said as he went back in the bathroom to get dressed.
"Because." the song Sin with a Grin by Shinedown ran through her head.

Hangman
Standing on a twisted 2x4
Built your house, but forgot
To lock the door
I'm inside with two black eyes
I have not one shred of sympathy
I have no use for apologies
I'm inspired to find the liar
I never noticed, until I focused
On everything you did, you said,
You lit the fuse inside my head

"Why Sam?"
"Because you remind me of everything I hate." she yelled. Immeditly wishing she could take it back. It was untrue. Yes, he reminds her of everything she hates about herself... She hated the fact that she's mean. Hated the fact that her grades were much less than average. Hated the fact that he loved Carly. Hated herself just for the fact that she could never be with him, as long as his mother was alive. He reminds her of herself because he is the opposite of her. And now she hated herself because of what she did to him. Using him for her own pleaseure. He reminded her to sin with a grin.

Freddie took that in and thought about all the mean things she'd done to him. Blue cheese shampoo. Sending his cell phone to a foriegn country. When she told everyone he'd never been kissed. Then he thought of the nice things. Which werent many. When she told everyone that she'd never been kissed either. And their first kiss was something he didnt plan on ever forgetting. "That was..." "Nice" "yeah" he remembered the awkward tension. Was it possible he'd actually fallen for her. "Sam is not a bad person Mom. Sure she does bad things. But shes still good. And I love her." He remembered from last night. "I love her." he said to himself. He noticed she'd gone silent. "Sam?" he said walking out of the bathroom shirt in hand. "SAM!"

"Thank you for reminding me
Of why I'm sick inside
Thank you for the venom, did
You think it would paralyze?
These scars I scratch, I tear
Are there under my skin
Where you've always been
Thank you for reminding me -"

She was in the corner of the room tears streaming down her face. "Why do you hate me, Benson" she sputtered out as she stood.

"Sam" He said taking her in his arms. "I dont hate you. I dont think I ever really hated you." he looked in her eyes. She was scared. "Sam, I love you."
"Liar!" she yelled and tried to break his hold but she didnt want to.
"Sam! I love you! Our first kiss changed the way I felt about you. And I know it changed you too."
"You dont know anything about me Benson." she said drawing out every word fighting the tears.
"Sam. I remember what I said last night. At least part of it. I told my mom I loved you. I even said it in front of Carly."
"You were drunk."
"Sam. I dont say things I dont mean. I wouldnt have woken up with you in my bed if you didnt feel something for me. Sam I love you!"
"You don't." she kept repeating shaking her head. "You don't" He kissed her. She kissed back.
"You love me too?" He asked. She kissed him quickly.
"No." She said choking back tears as ran out.

Sin with a grin