"When he left he took everything with him. My hopes, my dreams, my family. I thought I'd never love again. Until I found it in an unexpected person." -Bella

Bacicly it is where Jasper comes back to comfort Bella insted of Jacob in New Moon.

It had been months since he left. I have been in a haze barely recalling anything that happened. The thing that woke me up, Charlie threatened he was sending me to Jacksonville. I told him I was going to a movie with Jessica tonight so he won't send me away. I couldn't leave the town of Forks. If I went to a place where the sun shined then I won't be able to believe he excised.

In the parking lot I hesitated to ask Jessica. I didn't want to ask her but it was my only choice. Or was it. I decide that I would drive to Port Angles and sit in my truck for an hour or so then drive back. It was somewhat logical. Far better than having to sit through a movie with Jessica.

As I got out of my truck having made my choice, I realized if I didn't hurry I'd be late for class.

I slightly ran at a pace where I wouldn't fall. As I got closer to the building I look towards the forest. It was something I did everyday hoping I might see him. But unlike every other day of the past few months, today I say something. I looked closer. It looked as if to be blond hair.

I felt the hole in my chest sting and quickly put my arms across it trying to hold myself together. I turned away from the forest hoping the pain might decrease if I was farther away from it. As the doors shut behind me it lowered by the smallest fraction but it was enough where I could go to class.

Again at lunch I conceited asking Jess but yet again decided it was a bad idea. Today, unlike any other day, everything seemed louder. Like I'd had cotton in my ears and just taken it out.

After the little decrease in pain this morning nothing had changed. The hole in me chest hurt like hell. No I had be through hell and back. It didn't hurt that bad. But the pain didn't lessen any more.

By now I had convinced myself that what I saw this morning wasn't real. It couldn't be. There was no one in the woods, there was no blond hair, there was nothing. Nothing anymore.

Before I had realized it I was walking to my truck. For the last time I concided asking Jess but yet again I voted against it.

As I drove away from this place and looked in the forest out of habit. I saw it again the blond hair within the green of the forest. I looked away and tried to hold back as much pain as I could.

When I got home I wrote a note to Charlie, changed, and grabbed my wallet, just in case, then got in my truck and prayed it would make it to Port Angles.

Jasper's POV

After Bella's party I barely talked to my family. I felt horrible about what I did. If it wasn't for me we'd still be in Forks. Alice keeps telling me not to feel guiltily. That it wasn't my fault and, if had the chance, Bella would forgive me. I highly doubted that.

Why would she want to forgive me? A monster that tried to kill her. It didn't make since.

After a while I left. I didn't want to hurt my family but it felt as if I was hurting them by staying. But before leaving Alice saw it. She told me to do what I thought was best and she understood. I hugged Alice goodbye and told her I would be back. In response to this she became very sad.

When I pulled back to see what was wrong she said, "Jasper I love you but I want you to be happy so follow your heart and don't worry about anyone else." I was about to ask what she meant but she shook her head. "No just trust me on this one."

I never would forget Alice but at the moment my mind was made up and I was going to leave.

After I was out of sight of our house I drove as fast as I could. If I could get there before night fell maybe I could speck with her. No! I thought, Your just going to check in. No talking to her and making her life worst.

I didn't get there until eleven pm even with my fast driving. I packed my car in the garage of our old home and made the rest of my trip on foot.

When I reach the Swan residence I did as my brother used to and used the tree in their front yard to get through her window.

Bella's room had changed at all. The only difference was that it felt sadder. Almost gloomily.

I looked at Bella who was asleep on her bed. She was stiff and rigid. I saw he loosen up the smallest bit when I'd entered her room.

I stayed in the corner and watched her sleep. She was so peaceful, beautiful even. No that's just Edward's emotions getting to me. I don't feel that way.

Bella became stiff again and then screamed into her pillow. I hid but tried to calm her. It worked and she fell back asleep. I stayed in her room that night and just watched her sleep. But I was gone before she awoke.

She got in an argument with her father. I wish I could have been there to defend her. Maybe that was a brotherly instinct, to not let people yell at her. But why from her own father?

At school she was nerves, not wanting to ask Jessica to go to the movies with her. She eventually got out of her truck a little happier. That made me smile. Was that an instinct to?

She half ran half walked to her first class. At the door she turned and looked directly at me. I wish I could go up there and tell her I was here but I can't.

Bella felt a horrible pain all of a sudden and she throw her arms over her chest then ran inside.

I rushed closer so I could stop her pain. I followed her all day making sure she wouldn't hurt. It was very difficult. The pain wouldn't go away so I just masked it with calm. It was horrible seeing her like this. I would catch myself trying to leave my hiding spot and try to go and comfort her. But I would stop. I just wish I could hold her in my arms and. No! I stopped myself from thinking that. Bella is Edward's! I love Alice! But even as I thought it I felt myself wishing it was different.

At the end of the day I followed Bella home. I snuck inside her bedroom and hid in her closet. When she came into her room I watched her write a note to her father then get her wallet out of her book bag. After that she went to change. I tried to keep my eyes closed. I would not invade Bella's privacy like that! At least not more than I already did.

She walked back out to her truck and started driving out of town. I went to my old home and got my car. I couldn't just let her go back to Port Angles alone. But this time I'd be more careful then Edward. I won't let my Bella get hurt. My Bella. That sounds good.

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