I'm only me when I'm with you

Chapter 1

Jacob POV

"Don't die, Bella. Don't go. Don't." I choked out. She was leaving me for the bloodsucker. Even after how much he hurt her and I fixed her, she went for him. What if I never saw her again. She might die.

She threw her arms around me and buried her tear-wet face into my chest. I put my hand in her hair to hold her there. "Bye Jake." She pulled my hand from her head and kissed my palm. I watched as she spun around and ran to the car.

I watched until that stupid Mercedes sped off. I got angry and ran into the woods and phased not caring about clothes. No one was supposed to be on patrol now. As I phased I felt somebody present so that proves you can't get everything in life. Whoever it was worried so I assumed it was Paul. Chill Paul, I thought.

What? She replied.

Leah? I thought.

Jake? Why are you in my head? What's going on? Leah replied. I thought girls can't phase. Only boys can me werewolves. Except for me I'm a man.

Were wolves? What the hell is going on? Why am I a dog? Why are you in my head? She thought.

Leah? Where are you? I asked her.

The woods, She replied. Well that's a lot of help. Hold on I'll find you, stay where you are.

I ran towards her thoughts until I found a silver wolf. When she saw me She started backing up. Its okay, its me. Jacob. She came back to me but still avoided direct eye contact. Can you phase back? I asked.

What? She said. I forgot, she doesn't know how to phase back and forth. You can't phase back can you?

I don't know. She thought.

Just imagine yourself human. Concentrate, I thought. I really hope she can do it. It took me 2 days to phase back.

Not helping! She yelled at me. Okay sorry .I said.

Within seconds she was human. I was jealous about how fast she could phase back. I phased to human too. Then
I realized we were both naked. " Um. Sorry I'll get you clothes." I said. She was still avoiding eye contact with me. I ran to the nearest place we hide spare clothes. I put on shorts and a T-shirt and brought her a plain black T-shirt.

She slid it over her head and whispered "Thanks." Then she finally made eye contact with me and my world changed.

I connected with her big, beautiful brown eyes. All connections to everything wear cut like strings. I didn't care about Bella. She wasn't important. Noone was important as the eyes I'm staring into right now. All those strings were cut and the only thing that kept me from floating off was Leah. She was the only thing important in the world. She was all I ever wanted and my everything and anything. I right then what had happened. I imprinted on Leah. There was nobody else who would be more perfect as an imprint. I fell in love with Leah Clearwater. "Jacob?" she asked in a musical voice.

"Hm?" I said

"Are you gonna tell me what happened or just stand there and stare at me?" she joked.

"Um, come on." I said and led her to Sam and Emily's house. When we got at the porch she stopped walking.

"What's wrong?" I asked. She swallowed and said " I don't want to see them." That's when I remembered Sam giving us a memory of him and Leah dating in High school and how he left her for her cousin Emily, whom he imprinted on. They were supposed to get married. I wanted to kill Sam for hurting her.

I put my arm around her and she buried her face in my chest. She looked up at me then I couldn't control what I did. I crashed my lips against hers. She reached up and put her hands in my hair and I put my hands around her waist. We were kissing for a few minutes until the door shot open to a very angry Sam.

I pushed Leah behind me and growled and he lunged straight for me.