Chapter 17: Let's

I reached out tentatively to run my hands over Silver's sides. I took a shaky breath and pushed myself against my boyfriend's entrance. It was still our secret. We'd been sexual with each other for two weeks now, and still only we knew. It was comforting and turned me on all the more. It was our sexy little secret. No one knew how truly close we were, no one knew that I was about to make myself one with Silver. There was only us in the world, no one else mattered.

As my length touched his entrance, Silver groaned happily. I'd taken it painfully slow over the past two weeks, introducing a single finger a night and making sure it was nothing but pure pleasure for my lover. He'd really learned to love surrendering himself to me. He loved the pleasure I could bring him. I loved how open he was, how much he trusted me.

Tonight was the night we took the final step.

Silver wasn't trembling, or scared. He wasn't even nervous. Hell, he wanted it.

"Gold, just hurry up," Silver snapped at me, as loving as always.

It was a bit difficult to be loving and affectionate in our love making. In fact, we weren't even at the stage where you could really call it love making. We were hormonal teenagers, desperate to climax and collapse into each other's arms. We would nuzzle and whisper sweet words afterwards, but it didn't last long until we both ended up passing out. Despite that, we still felt the power of our intimacy, and we used it not for our own gain, but for the other's.

I bit my bottom lip and with relish, completely pushed myself into the boy I'd do anything for. My breath hitched in my throat and Silver practically screamed, and it wasn't in pain. I was clutching him in a death grip, gasping for breath already. "Damn it, Silver. You're so fucking tight…" I panted, giving him a tight squeeze—if that was even possible with how tight I was already clutching him. It wasn't like he was going to try and get away.

Silver was on his hands and knees on our bed, his eyes squeezed shut in the dim light. "That feels amazing," he panted.

I grinned and gave a quick thrust once we'd adjusted, making Silver cry out again. It looked like our secret wouldn't last much longer. All of Viridian was sure to hear us at this rate. Then again, I had gotten Silver to scream a few times in our previous nights together, and no one had given us that "I totally know you're having sex" look.

I set the tempo, and it wasn't slow and gentle anymore. The past two weeks had been slow and gentle. Even Silver was fed up of it. I pulled out of the beautiful redhead in front of me (despite his protest) and flipped him onto his back before I slammed back in. He was slick with lubricant (the joke gift from dear sweet Blue, of course), and so incredibly tight around me. I already wanted to cum.

With Silver facing me, I kissed him passionately, or I tried to, but it was difficult with us both panting. Our limbs tangled together in our passion. All I could think about was how much Silver trusted me, how much he loved me to surrender himself like this to me. I felt his fingers threading through my short hair. I pressed my forehead against his, and took in his beautiful silver eyes.

I was getting too close for my own good, so I reached down between us and took Silver's half hard length in my hand. It was only our first time of many to come, I knew that, but I still didn't want it to end. I wanted to keep thrusting into Silver until the sun rose in the morning.

I stroked him until he was close, trying to focus more on his climax than mine. It thankfully wasn't hard to make Silver cum, and once I had him at his edge, I kept him there for a while, starting and stopping until he was yelling death threats. I focused on kissing then, Silver pressing tight against me, tugging at my hair, shifting anxiously with me deep inside him and his aching length sandwiched between us. I knew he was extremely close, but I wanted it to last a bit longer. I focused on the heat of Silver's skin and the erratic beating of his heart. I focused on his taste and how velvety soft his locks of red hair were.

I thrust upwards again and had Silver cry out in pleasure. I bit my bottom lip and shuddered. It was too much; I needed to release the pressure within me. I couldn't stop now. I thrust again and again, each time having Silver scream louder and louder, begging even. I wasn't even touching his erection, and yet I felt him tensing in climax from only me within him and the friction of our bodies brushing from my thrusts. It was amazing I didn't cum as he grew tighter around me and tenser. I was just focused on Silver. I loved bringing my lover this pleasure.

He cried out my name and I felt his body shudder as he released his seed between us. I came almost immediately afterward, thrusting violently as my climax hit, burying myself deep at the last second as the pleasure washed over me in violent waves. It had to have been my best climax ever, releasing deep inside Silver. I couldn't help wondering if he felt it, but I couldn't find my voice to ask. I gave a few more thrusts, panting heavily as the last few waves on my climax tingled through me.

Silver was the first one to speak up, panting softly. "I love you, Gold."

I shuddered happily, still gasping for breath. "I love you too, Silver. Get some rest."

We shared a tender kiss and I reluctantly pulled out of him, his least favorite part. I grabbed a cloth off our bedside and quickly cleaned up Silver's spilt seed. Our heartbeats and breathing started to calm and we fell asleep in each other's arms, the way it should always be.

x

I yawned and stretched, feeling Silver's hot skin behind me. He was nuzzled into my back, only now starting to wake. I mentally cursed myself for disturbing him.

"Good morning, Gold," he murmured sleepily as I rolled over to face him.

"So, how was your first time?" I asked curiously.

Silver sighed softly, nuzzling into my neck. "Different."

I sighed at Silver's teasing. He wouldn't dare give away his true thoughts. "You loved it."

"Maybe."

"You would totally love it if I did it again right now."

"I—"

I didn't give him time to finish as I kissed him deeply and slid one hand behind his head while the other found his already stiff member. I wasn't quite sure what exactly the right thing to do was. Was I supposed to restrain myself and keep my hands off him so he didn't think I only wanted him for sex? Or did I touch and pleasure him often so we could both enjoy it and so Silver didn't feel like I didn't want him? He would never let himself speak up to tell me when he'd like me to take him, so I'd have to pay extremely close attention to any tiny hints, but Silver being hard wasn't exactly a hint. It wasn't unusual to wake up with morning wood, and sometimes it just got hard for the hell of it. I mentally groaned at the mess I'd gotten myself into. It was worth it.

After a tiny amount of foreplay, I was back when I belonged inside Silver.

Silver was a tab shier than he had been last night, but I'd quickly discovered that brighter light made him more embarrassed of his beautiful body. I let him have his back to me, both of us on our sides. He was so slender with moonlight kissed skin. His red locks were so soft and I loved burying my face into them, my hands laced over Silver's stomach, his back against my chest. It was a bit difficult to thrust in the position, but it was nice being so close to each other.

"Oh!"

I grinned as I sunk myself even deeper into my lover. I had to be careful not to thrust too roughly for risk of hurting him, but so far I hadn't brought Silver any pain.

A knock on the door made me frown and Silver's breath hitch in his throat. We stayed frozen. Thankfully the door was locked, but it was doubtless we'd been heard.

"It's nine already you two! Breakfast is ready!" one of the maids informed us.

"Looks like you're going to be late," I stated casually, giving a rough thrust and making Silver stifle a cry.

I clutched him tight, burying my face into his back, just so… exalted. This was cold hearted Silver is my arms, telling me he loved me, letting me take him. He was another man, and yet I wasn't embarrassed at all. This was the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I pushed into Silver as deep as I could, his tightness and heat too much for me to bear. I shuddered happily as pleasure washed over me, feeling my seed spill into Silver. I gave a few more thrusts before reaching down and grabbing Silver's length to help him finish up as well.

I held him after he came. I loved him so much. I kissed him over and over, just so thrilled. And Silver was practically glowing as he kissed back and tangled his fingers through my hair. After a little while, we both finally showered and dressed, and then Silver reluctantly left for the gym after I took him once more.

The ref grinned at us as we stepped into the gym. We needed to remodel the place later. It was still so dusty and plain from Green's ruling. "So you finally showed up," he chuckled.

Silver flushed pink and I just smirked. He had on a high collared jacket to hide all the love bites I'd given him in our passion.

And so each day continued, each night and morning in our bedroom getting a little bit bolder. And for some reason, we thought it was our little secret that absolutely no one even suspected.

"Please," Blue scoffed as we gawked at her from across the table. "Silver's been practically glowing and you've been looking him over like a piece of meat you've memorized well."

Practically every single person in the world seemed to know, and there we were thinking we were so secretive.

"Does it change anything?" I asked curiously afterwards in our bed, groaning happily as Silver massaged my shoulders. His hands always caught me by surprise. Although they should have been calloused like mine from being an active pokemon trainer, they were gentle and soft from always being protected from his gloves.

"No," he stated simply.

"Do I embarrass you at all?" I asked curiously.

"Yes," Silver chuckled softly. "But not in the sense you're asking about. I'm not embarrassed I'm dating another man, Gold. You know how much of a damn I give about anyone else's opinion."

"Mm, I guess—oh, right there—but you seem the type that it secretly eats at."

Silver just sighed and nuzzled into my neck from behind, his arms circling around my waist. "Gold, I'm happy."

I felt blush cross my face.

"I don't think I've ever been this happy besides when I got my freedom. I always thought I was going to end up alone, Gold. I never expected… this."

I sighed softly, a weak smile crossing my lips. "It's sort of crazy, isn't it?"

"It is."

"I mean, I guess it makes sense. I've always been so curious about you, Silver."

"I have nothing left to hide. You know everything." Silver pulled his hands away as I turned to face him. I smiled tenderly and stroked his cheek with my thumb, my other fingers under his chin.

"I know, and yet you still grip my attention."

"I was always trying to get rid of you," he laughed softly.

I grinned and pushed him down onto his back, lying down on him so I had him trapped. "I know, so I chased you down. In return you'd leave me with a mob of gyrados to fight."

Silver laughed and pushed me off. I rolled away as he sat up again and he moved back over me to once again gently kneed at my shoulders. "You've always battled so well."

I grinned at Silver's compliment. "Come here so I can kiss you, please."

"Catch me, first," Silver challenged, letting go of me and getting off the bed.

I loved him when he was playful. It was rare, but it made things delicious. "You know I can't," I admitted.

Silver sighed softly, looking a bit defeated that I wasn't going to chase after him. He sauntered back over to the bed, and the second he sat back down I tackled him into the sheets. "Caught you!"

"Cheater!"

I wrested and tickled him until he was laughing and screaming so loud one of the maids came to check on us. Afterwards, we both lay panting, enjoying the softness of the sheets under us and the sunlight spilling into the room.

"This is nice. It needs to be this way forever," I panted, reaching out to lace my fingers with Silver's.

"Yeah," he agreed, his eyes fluttering closed. I smiled tenderly and sat up, gazing down at Silver's peaceful face. I promise I'll always take care of him.

It was amazing how so suddenly Silver wedged himself into my heart. He was such a mysterious challenge, so of course I'd had to pursue him.

XxXx

I can't stand endings. I'm bad at them. I know there was some disappointment with the little bit of lemon in the last chapter, so I threw quite a bit in here. I'm really sorry for not for updating before, things actually happened in my oh-so-stagnant life. Good news is that I got accepted to my first choice college (yes! I'll be a whole two and a half hours from home!), bad news is they put me on some sort of hormonal drug that's had me yelling and angry one second, then balling or laughing the next. It also threw off my sleep pattern and made me more lethargic than usual. It has been a bit rough on my boyfriend, too, so we've been having a bit of a tough time. It's hard to write fluffy romance when my own isn't so great. Things are starting to lift up though, and I got a smoothie today. I'm thinking those things influence me to write. Hm.

The sequel, Admitted, is moving along at a snail's pace. Bear with me. You won't be getting it for a long time, but if you're really bored and would just love a good laugh at my attempt at a "heterosexual pairing," go read my new story, Trust and Tame. I'll have it up soon. I have a love hate relationship with it. I love it because it's different; I hate it because it's so stupid. Speaking of love hate relationships, I need to write a shot oneshot between Silver and a certain pair of pants… -stalks off-

-Comes back-

Ah, but I mustn't forget. Thank you very, very much to all my reviewers—especially misakiluvusagi, thekomododragon, Latina-Chica-16, Harumi Fujyoshi, and SliverOfHope, who reviewed nearly every chapter (though people seemed to avoid chapter 3 XD). I'm very thankful for all the reviews from everyone. I do love feedback. There's also a very special thanks to Asmie, who did some lovely art for my story. You can find her on Deviantart under the name Aosuka—drop her some comments if you have an account :) Oh, and to all my silent lurkers, I love you guys, too. I know you're there because I have a reader count for each chapter. I'm a bit of a lurker myself, so I have a special place in my heart for you guys. Alright, that's enough sap, but really, thanks guys. See you soon with many stories in the future. Finishing line… uh… darn… UHURU. YES. (A direct quote from the King of All Cosmos)