AN: Disclaimer: Don't own any characters.

So I was thinking about how Embry – who I picture as very sensitive and sweet – could end up with Leah (who I view as a little bit too feisty for Embry). What would make Embry perfect for her, and I came up with this...

Sam will be behaving OOC (or maybe this is his true hidden nature?!), so in case you happen to like Sam this is NOT a story for you to read, because in this he is an evil and cruel psycho (but seriously when isn't he a selfish bastard?), who in time will get his just desert.

WARNING! Mentions of rape.

HATE

Sam's POV:

It's her eyes. Eyes he ones thought of as two precious jewels in his possession now accuse him. Defy him. Challenge him. She taunts him with her cold stare. Her piercing gaze questions and undermines him, his position as Alpha, his commands, his manliness. He hates those eyes, hates them. Sometimes he thinks about puncturing her eyes with a sharp object, a stick, maybe even a fork, so she would stop looking at him like she sees right through him, like she sees who he really is, an impostor, a pussy, not a real man at all.

She is not to look at him like that! He won't allow it.

He remembers how everything was so easy in the beginning, when she was 15 and looked at him with awe. He liked those first months of their relationship very much. He can't understand what happened to the cute, smiling, amiable girl. The one who would listen to him and do as he asked, the one who aimed to please him. He certainly doesn't know why she has turned into this angry, sarcastic, furious bitch. Why is she being so fucking difficult all the time? She makes them hate her, it's her own fault. Why couldn't she, can't she, be more like Emily? Then he might still be able to love her.

She started acting up more and more as their relationship progressed, rebelling against him, and he had to bend her will harder and harder. Sometimes even use a little force. Not that he ever hit her, he would never do something like that! Sometimes he just got so mad at her that he had to grip her ams. Roughly! If she hadn't been so stubborn, he wouldn't have had to do that.

He remembers how she once had slapped him across the face, so of course he shook her a little, to teach her to never do that again. Her eyes had grown wide with fear. He remembers the powerful rush he felt when he saw that. The memory makes him feel good, makes him smile. But it's not like he did any of this for himself. You can't think that! No, he did it all for her sake, her own good!

For someone considered intelligent, she is incredibly dumb. She still hasn't learned that he is the man, that he is in command, and that the woman always is to follow a man's orders! This is such basic knowledge, she should have learned it by now. Why couldn't she understand something as simple as that? Had her parents raised her better, he wouldn't have been forced to call her a whore for instance. At times his words made her cry, but these words were said for her own benefit. Why was she acting slutty and flirting? Why was she wearing short skirts desiring the looks of other boys? Why was she lying to him? If she had listened to him and done as he told her, he wouldn't had to hurt her. She forced him to the kind of behavior. It was her fault!

Always, always did he comfort her afterwards, and told her that he forgave her. He was a kind man. Much kinder than she deserved.

Selfless, that is a good word to describe him. She on the other side has always been selfish. Always. Even now, she has a choice. As usual, she chooses wrong. That's what happens when a woman thinks she can make descisions on their own, all women need a strong man to lead them. A man like him! She doesn't have to act like this. She could listen to him better. She could try to better her ways. They would surely forgive her if she showed them respect, if she showed him respect. It's not like he had a choice in any of his actions. He has always done what is the best for the tribe, for his family, for her. With eyes as big and bright as hers it's amazing how she always been too blind to see it.

He believes in freedom of speech and freedom of thought. Of course! He is American after all, but he does not believe in LIES! That's why he has forbidden her to think of certain things. The Alpha command is given because her version of things isn't right. Simply put she is a liar!

With her mind connected to the pack, he has to take new precautions so her false memories don't take a hold. So of course he commands her not to think of that night. Ever! Who wouldn't do the same?

It's not like he raped her. He is not a rapist! He is Sam Uley for fucks sake, he doesn't need to rape a girl to get her in bed!

The truth is that she was a tease. It was her own fault, besides she wanted it. A lot of girls say NO when they really mean YES. She was just playing hard to get, claiming she was scared and didn't want to. He had waited. Three years. Isn't that being patient? Didn't that mean that he deserved a reward?

It's not like she tried to fight him off either, the way she was trying to push him off was just for show. She didn't even say the word 'NO' very convincingly, it was more of a whisper. He might not even have heard it, come to think of it. So how can it be considered rape? Of course he had to persuade her a little one could say, talk her into it, that's what he likes to call it, and undress her because she refused to do it herself. But that's normal for a girls first time, isn't it? To be nervous like that, whimpering and trembling and crying, pleading for the guy to stop. It was all an act on her part, so he would think she was a good girl. But he didn't buy her act, because she had shown time and time again that she was not a good girl, but a dirty little slut.

He was a passionate man, that is why he ripped her clothes off, and he had to hold her arms in a tight grip, but just because she didn't seem to know how to caress him. She was a virgin after all. That's also why there was so much blood on the forest floor, something he noticed once he finished, but if she was bruised, bleeding and hurt a little it was because the sex was wild, animalistic even, the way he liked it. And he couldn't be blamed for that, he was a wolf by then, not really aware of his own strength yet. Hell, he was kind enough to get her really drunk too before it happened, so she could loosen up a little, she was always so stiff around him by that time. So pouring that vodka down her throat while pinning her under him was done out of concern for her, cause it would hurt her less if she was relaxed.

Afterwards she had laid motionless, her eyes dead, sobbing and asking him 'Why did he do that to her?'

Why? Was she stupid? He did it because she had asked for it, that's why. Besides, she wanted it, he knew she wanted it! She was nothing but a whore after all, and whores like it rough, whores need to be taught lessons, whores need to be thought who is in command.

She needed to learn that she couldn't just decide to leave him out of a whim. Who was she thinking she was, avoiding him and telling him and their friends that they were through, breaking up with him? Stupid girl! Did she think she could just up and leave? But he did show her, he did. Those weeks, well months actually, when she would slam the door in his face when he showed up, not take his calls, walk the other way when he saw her meant nothing, since he was the one to chose to stay or to go, all these events leading up to this night where he proved to her that he was not the kind of guy a girl just could decide to break up from. How could she think that she could leave him?! That night was his way of teaching her that she couldn't just decide to break up, just like that. He had waited and he earned the right to be her first, to be her only! He simply took what was rightfully his!

Later he had to have a very uncomfortable talk with her and make her understand that she couldn't go around spreading lies about him, like she already had tried to lie to Emily. He had to tell her that he would hurt her brother if she ever repeated her lie to anyone. That shut her up! Of course Sam would never actually do anything to hurt Seth, maybe just scare him a little if necessary to stop his sisters lies, but after all, that would have been Leah's fault if he had have to hurt Seth. Luckily for them all she stopped, and now with the Alpha command he don't have to worry about her spreading these lies anymore.

Not that anyone would believe her anyway.

Thank god he was able to convince Emily of that what Leah had told her about that night on the phone, the reason why Emily had come to La Push, was a complete and utter lie! He is grateful for being very good with words and making people see things his way, he doesn't want to think of what might have had happened if anyone would've believed or listened to Leah and her poisonous words.

Emily, unlike Leah, is perfection! She never says no to him, never tells lies, never believes the lies Leah has tried to tell her about him. Emily always listens carefully to what he has to say and does everything exactly the way he likes it. She is a great cook, she keeps the house clean, she stays at home so he won't have to fear her flirting with other men or being unfaithful, and she doesn't have any ridiculous dreams thinking she could be something special, that she is better than him.

Leah disgusts him now. The word slut, that he so many a time has called her in his mind and sometimes to her face, is now openly whispered about Leah by many of the inhabitants of La Push, the ones that see her in the company of his pack. Of course he will not let anyone else touch her, but he likes how she has fallen from grace. He wants her to know how disgusting she is to others, how he was right about her all along.

Her pride, that is what is the matter with her, the way she still thinks she is special, even after he has shown her that she is nothing but a whore. Her idiotic belief that she could accomplish anything she set her mind to. Look where it all took her! She is running around in the woods half-naked or as a wolf, no college for her, no travels around the world. She is nothing special at all. HE IS! He is the Alpha of La Push, an honored member of the council. He is Sam Uley, someone to be reckoned. She is nothing.

Nobody can understand why she is chosen to be a protector. It's not like she deserves the honor of it. But he remembers the story of Utlapa, the Quileute Judas. She is Utlapa, he often thinks, she has a role to play, the role of the traitor. So he keeps a close watch so he can detect the second she will betray them, betray her tribe, betray her family, betray HIM – like she already did when she was a mere human. He waits for it, knows she will betray him again, if he gives her a chance. So he doesn't.

He makes sure everyone else in the pack – except her ridiculously loyal brother – is suspicious of her as well. He makes sure they all stay clear of her, that they all despise her. He fears she might win followers otherwise. He knows the strength in her, because he has fought a long time, fought many hard battles to bend her to his will, and sledom succeeding completely. Some might claim that he has done his best to break her, but that's not true. He was only trying to mold her to become the kind of a girl, the kind of a woman, he wished for. What's the harm in that? He was doing her a favor! He was trying to make her better!

Some of the pack members are hard to convince of siding against her, but he knows how to do it.

Quil he gets through Claire, talking about how Leah hates children and how she has been nasty to little Claire making Claire cry pinching her arms when nobody sees. To check if this is true isn't anything Quil bothers to do, because why would Sam lie to him?

Paul always envied her family, so it is easy to show him images of Leah talking about her family like they were the royalty of La Push and bad mouthing Paul's. Jared is his cousin and thus bound to side with him no matter what, so he doesn't even bother to create any false images to show him. Brady and Collin are too young to think for themselves, too afraid of him and his power to have their own thoughts.

With Seth he doesn't even try, he knows it it is of no use, so he makes sure Seth gets no wind of anything, always making the Clearwater's patrol together, isolating them from the others.

Embry proves to be the most difficult, Sam has to use a lot of trickery for this, because the idiot for some reason thinks very highly of Leah, adores her even. So Sam lets her read his mind replaying images and words supposedly said by Embry. The words are not exactly true, maybe not even close to the truth, but Sam is very good at these mind games. He has had the most practice in hiding and altering his thoughts, so he lets her see images where Embry says things like 'She's a disgusting cheap whore, I don't get how anyone could ever like her, she killed her father, that shows just what kind of cold-hearted bitch she is.' Sam congratulates himself when she buys these false images, these lies fed by him, and silently laughs when she launches her vengeful thoughts at Embry, attacking him, hurting his feelings. That gets the pack to dislike her even more, because they all think she attacks Embry out of the blue, Embry who is so kind and compassionate, Embry who is fair and just, Embry who thinks ill of no one. Sam takes pleasure in the fact that Embry is hurting, maybe even a little bit more than in the fact that his plan is successful. He doesn't like the gentleness Embry shows Leah, he doesn't like how the others appreciate Embry's company, he hates the fact that Embry just might be his brother by blood.

Jacob is hard to convince too, but this she manages almost on her own, getting annoyed about how he constantly puts his foot in his mouth and also by Sam planting images in the heads of the others, never knowing they came from him. Thoughts of how she is pitiful and weak, a whiny harpy, always complaining about nothing, while Jake is heroic in his silent suffering having real reason to complain unlike her. This unfair comparison makes hurts her and so she is harsh towards Jacob, who himself believes that he is the one who has titled her 'bitter harpy', when in fact it is Sam who has manipulated that term into his mind. When Jake is off to Canada – sure it's Bella's choice of Edward that does it – Sam makes sure everyone gets the impression that Leah is the one who caused Jake's leave of absence. Even the elders. To them he paints the picture of a very mean and heartless Leah pushing Jake away with her cruelty despite how they all try to show her nothing but kindness and patience. Even her own mother believes Sam's words. Soon she will have no-one! He delights in this.

He is also pleased that Jake is gone, that Jacob Black shows himself weak. Sam feels stronger then. No one will question him as the Alpha when the heir of Ephraim Black fails and fails over and over again, for the sake of a leech-lover who isn't even his imprint.

It's not like Sam hasn't seen Billy Black's eyes assessing and then questioning him, Sam, seen how Billy Black awaits his son to be ready to embrace the role tradition wants him to have, taking Sam's place. It will never happen, he will see to it. He will not give up this spot that he has earned. Harry Clearwater looked at him in the same judgmental manner, and he saw that Harry somehow concluded that he fell just a little short of something, that Harry had the audacity to think that he was not good enough for his daughter.

Well, look at him now! He is the Alpha, Harry is laying in his grave due to his daughter and she is the most hated bitch of the entire La Push, the omega of his pack, even below Seth and the two other pups. He revels in this, having her under his command. Where she belongs!

But still her eyes haunts him, his dreams, his nightmares, his waking moments. That's why he has a plan. It will take him some time to act it out, because despite his best efforts, some of his stupid pack members still care for her. Like that dumb fucker Embry who forgives her for every harsh word she has said to him for some god damned reason. Is he in love with her? He better not be because that will mean that Sam will have to punish him too.

Sam is confident that his plan is a good one, and soon she will exist only due to his mercy. Then she will be his forever and always, his to do whatever he wishes to! Oh, he does have plans!

She will beg, she will look at him with fear and respect, she will honor him like he deserves.

He already basks in the glory of the moment when he will sink his teeth deep into her neck and press down until she lies belly up and surrenders to him completely, when she begs, cries and prays for mercy He just has to wait until the entire pack is ready for him to do it, until they all hate her enough, until no one will come to her defense, until they hate her so much that they won't listen to her brothers pleas, how they all will join in breaking her will, showing her that she is nothing, nothing, NOTHING without him!