"Goodbye"

Summary: One-shot songfic. Sometime during New Moon, before the Jacob stuff happens.

Disclaimer: I own nothing.

Song: Goodbye, by Miley Cyrus

I wake up from yet another dream… a dream that leaves me shaking, in tears, and unable to breathe…a dream about him. I dream about him almost every night. The dreams are both good and bad. While I usually wake up screaming, and am often restless, they allow me to see him for just a moment each night.

I can honestly say

You've been on my mind

Since I woke up today, up today

There wasn't really any other way I could see him. I had no pictures. He'd taken them the day he'd left. Left me…alone…which was why I woke up the way I did…why I needed top keep dreaming of him to see him.I didn't want his memory or his face to fade away.

I look at your photograph all the time

These memories come back to life

And I don't mind

All the times he held me on this very bed. All the times he would kiss me, tentatively, of course…he didn't want to hurt me. (Didn't he know that he only hurt me when he left?) The smell of his breath so close to me when he whispered to me, softly kissing my lips before I would fall asleep.

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

Thinking of all these memories with him…only mad the hole in my heart grow even deeper.

But I remember those simple things

I remember 'til I cry

The hole that started forming the moment those words left his perfect lips…."Bella, I don't want you to come with me…."

But the one thing I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget

Is goodbye

I sit there for a little while, thinking of him, until I am startled out of my daze by the sound of a song blasting from my radio-alarm clock. I quickly hit the alarm button, shutting the music off. It hurt too much to listen to music now. Every song reminded me of him.

I woke up this morning and played our song

And through my tears, I sang along

There was a knock at the door, and my heart skipped a beat. I stare wide-eyed at the door. It opens, and I realize how crazy I am to think it is him. It is just Charlie. I tell him I am sick, and don't feel like going to school today. And then I am alone, always alone, thinking of him.

I picked up the phone and then put it down

Cuz I know I'm wasting my time

And I don't mind

I lay in bed for what seems like hours, recalling every moment of my life with him. How I thought he hated my guts at first…finding out what he really was…out first kiss in that special meadow…

I remember when we kissed

I still feel it on my lips

…the dreadful prom…dancing with him, so close to his marvelous body…

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

But I remember the simple things

I remember 'til I cry

…his body, so hard, like perfectly chiseled marble stone…his glorious, soft, yet stern voice…his amazing golden eyes, watching over me protectively…and yet, even though he'd always been so protective of me, always trying to make sure nothing hurt me, he's the one that hurt me the worst, the most…he left me in so much pain…

But the one thing I wish I'd forget

The memory I wanna forget

There is another knock at my door. Surely, it couldn't be late enough for Charlie to be home from work…? I check the clock. It is only the middle of the afternoon. I guess he just wants to check on me. The door opens, but I don't look up. Hopefully my acting skills will work well today, and Charlie will think I am asleep, and leaves me alone.

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up with your ring tone

Suddenly, I can feel someone sitting next to me. Then I smell something so familiar, so delicious, that I can feel my eyes water up with fresh tears. "I know you're not sleeping, sweet Bella." That incredibly amazing voice. I couldn't be imagining this.

I hesitate, but answer it anyway

You sound so alone

I look up, and I see him, sitting there, his face inches from mine. I start to speak, but I can't find words. He smiles at me, then leans close, and softly brushes his lips against mine for just a second.

And I'm surprised to hear you say

He pulls back slowly, the crooked smile I love most on his face, my heart beating incredibly fast. "I've missed you, Bella." he says, then kisses me again.

You remember when we kissed

You still feel it on your lips

The time that you danced with me

With no music playing

He lays next to me, and stares at me for a moment. "I'm so sorry, Bella…I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you. I'm sorry for leaving you, sweet Bella."

You remember the simple things

We talked 'til we cried

You said that your biggest regret

The one you'd wish I'd forget

"I love you, Bella. I will never stop." he tells me. He places his cold, strong hand on my collar bone, and I exhale peacefully, my eyes closing. I slowly open them as I say, "I love you, too…" but he is gone.

Is saying goodbye

I sit up, panicked. I glance at the clock, and it reads 7:05 AM…I guess I must have gone back to sleep…these dreams are going to kill me…

Saying goodbye

I close my eyes and whisper, "Goodbye, Edward," and then I lay there, and I cry…until I am numb.

Ooh, goodbye.

~The End~

A/N: Thanks for reading. I hope you guys don't hate me for having a sad ending. =] please review. Thank you!!