We Don't Belong

Prologue

Summary: Alex and Collette live in a research facility because of their exceptional brain power. Tokio Hotel finds out about the girls and they're horrified. They want to save them but they don't see that the facility is they're refuge. What else don't they see? They don't recognize the darkness that both girls hide. With brilliance comes insanity. Alex's former life almost killed her. Is Bill in time to save her from herself?

Setting: Just outside of Hamburg, Germany in a facility called 'The international Research Facility for Gifted Insanity'. The Facility contains the brightest minds of our times. These kids our taught, nurtured and loved. This isn't as much as it may seem a jail to keep them in this place is a refuge for people who were never accepted by the world. Each child has millions invested into them their every whim is granted and they are loved and that's what they love.

Main Characters:

Alex- 13 year old girl. Mahogany hair that is naturally spiraled. Fantastic eyes that are shardded and contain the colors yellow, brown, blue, and mostly green. She is an all around gifted which means she can do math, science, English, sports, fashion, art, social studies, you name it she can do it and do it well. Unfortunately with genius comes insanity Alex is living at the facility after running away from a school that emotionally tortured her and nearly broke her tremendous spirit. Alex is brilliant, random, passionate, and can sometimes be an air head.

Collette- 12 year old girl. Light brown hair that is usually streaked black and red. Her eyes are gentle they are blue green and brown but the colors swirl and mix. She is also an all around gifted. She was Alex's best friend and though from a different school she followed Alex to the facility and loves it there. Collette is clumsy, quiet, random, brilliant and fickle.

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Alex

I stood in my room dressed only in a simple night gown it was brilliant purple and silk it was strapped and fit to my body. I looked in the mirror and a face looked at me. Not a face my face I reminded myself. It was still hard to register that too many years of that same face looking back at me when I was blinded and saw what they wanted me to; a girl, not pretty nothing special. They had taught me hate self hatred and just hatred to them and to the world. I looked at my pale face. I was only thirteen but I could easily pass for seventeen and I had often caught lots of older guys but none had actually wanted me. I looked up to where I knew the invisible windows were. I knew they would be watching me. They always were because I was dangerous to myself mostly. My mind may have broken but I still had that part of me that didn't want to hurt another human well most other humans. I looked into my face and looked into the eyes that gave a thirteen year old the attitude to make people believe she's seventeen the candy coated pain and mystery rapped horror. I saw the mystery that made people want to have me but I knew that it wasn't pleasant it was the insanity that I fought every day. I knew the secret was coming out today with the technology to look into my mind they would see the horrors inside. So why was I letting them you may wonder but the answers simple, because I'm a scientist and these people give me anything I want they gave me a place where I'm accepted and they asked they of course could do it with out consent but they had asked. I looked away from the mirror around my room. Deep red and royal purple heavy gothic architecture and a bay window it was perfect for me. I looked out to the forest and planes I could see from my window it was beautiful. So why do you want to stay? Is probably what your wondering why be a lab rat when you could be a famous scientist outside? This is one question about my mind I can answer its simple, I may be a prodigy but I still have a heart, the world scorns me they have no reason to disown me but they do. This facility is my refuge, I am appreciated here it's really that simple. I have can have personal tutors and coaches because I'm a prodigy not a genius I'm here because I'm exceptionally good at everything not impossibly great at one thing. So why am I discontented because there I s no Bill Kaulitz, there is no one true love here for me. I know girls say they love their favorite singers but would they give everything would they give up their sanity to make him happy? No, I think not especially not when they have been where I am and know exactly what insanity means. Was there anyway I could ever have him? No of course not he wouldn't love me they never really did.

Collette

I heard Alex pounding on my door. I looked up from my floor where I was arranging my scissor collection. The room was made of what looked like heavy stone, cast iron furniture and heavy black cloth it was my paradise.

"Come in" I called. Alex ran in and waved her laptop at me.

"LOOK!" I took it and set it down carefully. I saw the screen 'Tokio Hotel comes to Hamburg' my eyes widened.

"Do you think they would let us go?"

"I have no idea," she said.

"Are you ready?" I asked on a more serious note.

"Yes, it doesn't really bother me thinking about them looking in my head."

"I'm not really sure about it," I told her she shrugged giving me the 'it's you choice' look.

"Let's get breakfast," she suggested.

"Let me find my clothes" I told her. She was in her Alice and Wonderland outfit all blue gray and Cheshire cats. Her shirt and skirt both said 'where all mad', she loved the Cheshire cat with its evilly happy grin and huge eyes. I decided to were my black and red Alice in Wonderland out fit that said 'off with there heads' and was the queen of hearts.

"WHAT! Where'd you leave your clothes?"

"Oh my gosh Alex shut up!" She just kept laughing. We ran out of the room down the hall into the cafeteria crashing into several chairs and such on our way.

"Hello Alex, Collette," the servers said without looking up. We were the only people in the place who made such a racket.