AN: This PART ONE of a two part story! This part of the story is 54 chapters long and includes many twists and turns. I hope that you like my first story and will review to let me know what you think. I love to hear from my readers! Thanks to everyone in advance for adding this story to their alerts or favorites!

I do not own anything. All of the books in the Twilight Saga are owned by SM.

** This story may have some well known characters acting differently than they are portrayed in the books, but I have my reasons; so just trust me and enjoy the story for what it is. Also this story will eventually contain lemons, just so you are warned. **

Preface: some information that will help you understand the story because I am changing the history a little:

Bella is half Quiluete, Renee her mother is a full descendant and is Billy Black's younger sister, whom makes her Jacob Black's aunt and Bella and Jacob are cousins along with being best friends.

Bella knows all the legends of the tribe including the cold ones and wolf spirits, but like many of the younger generations think of them as stories until she meets the Cullen's. She knows what they are, but it does not stop her from falling in love with Edward. All of the major events in Twilight and the beginning of New Moon take place including her 18th birthday and Edward leaving her in the woods. She proceeds to into her zombie stage until she decides she wants to break her promise to be safe she made to Edward and finds two motorcycles that she gets her best friend and cousin, Jacob, to help her with.

Everything has been getting better, even though her heart is still broken, but she is no longer a zombie. All during this time period she notices that she is not feeling quite right and is growing extremely fast considering she thought she would forever be 5'4. She is also developing muscles in her legs, arms, and abs that she had not been working towards. Along with all of this she is constantly running a temperature, but does not feel ill. She is noticing these changes in Jacob too until one day he disappears and will not answer any phone calls of visits from his cousin. This is where my story picks up.

Chapter 1: Alone and Changes BPOV

Three weeks that how long I have been without Jacob and I am alone way to much without my distractions that I relied on so much. Memories of the lost love that left me with a large gaping hole in my chest have been beginning to creep back into to forefront of all my thoughts. To much time by myself in this house and I can't even get Uncle Billy or Dad to get Jacob to talk to me. They just keep saying he is sick and needs time to rest, but for some reason I get the distinct feeling that they are lying to me, but why?

I need a distraction; even though I hate TV it has to be better then twiddling my thumbs and staring at the ceiling of my bedroom. I made my way to the living room and flipped on the television. At first it seems to be working until a trailer for a upcoming vampire movie comes on, and even though I know that there is nothing remotely similar between Hollywood's version of vampires and the real ones, just the mentions sends me into tears. I have to see Jacob even if he is sick I need his sunny attitude. I race out of the house and get my rusted old truck started. As I make my way to La Push it suddenly hits me I know why Jacob is avoiding me because it is similar to how he described Embry and Jared when they started to hang out with Sam Uley. Stop the memory that name brings up right this second Bella. My best friend and cousin Jake has been brought into whatever gang that had taken control of La Push. How did I not see this before? Because you have been wallowing in your memories of the vampire that broke your heart. Shut up!

Okay how to save my cousin? There has to be a way to make him come back to me and not be influenced my peer pressure. I was so consumed in my mind on how to save Jake that I didn't realize that I was pulling up to the familiar red house of my uncle. I turned off my truck and just decided to try and get in the house. Running up the driveway I was shocked that I did not trip, my recent growth spurt has been not very good for my already dangerous status on clumsy hit list. Knocking on the old door it was immediately answered by my Uncle Billy with a scowl on his face.

"Bella what are you doing here?" he questioned me with a stern tone. "I just want to see Jake, I am really worried about him and I want to make sure that he is okay." I answered back. "Jake was feeling better, but he is not in he went to Port Angeles with some friends to the movies, said he would be gone all day," he answered, but for some reason I did not believe him. "Oh that's good. I am glad he was feeling well enough to get out of the house," I said a little depressed that he didn't want to come and see me after three weeks apart, but I still needed answers. "Do you know which friends he was going with?" I asked my uncle. "No not all of them" he seem evasive; and I knew better than to mention Sam's name. "Was it Embry?" I asked. "Yes I think that Embry was going along" he seemed cheered by this. "Oh that's good I know that they have not spent a lot of time around each other lately. Do you mind if I wait here for him to get back?" I question. I was not leaving today without seeing Jake. "Well I don't think that's a very good idea young one" he seemed that was not what he really wanted to say but was not budging on this no seeing Jake thing that everyone had all of a sudden come up with. "Please Uncle Billy I just need to have one little conversation with him and then he can go back to avoiding me if he wants to. I just need to see him so that he can tell me to my face to not hang around him so much" I answered trying to hold in the tears. "Oh young one I will call Jake and see if that will be possible why don't you go down to the beach and I will tell him to meet you there," Billy seemed really concerned about me. "Okay thanks Uncle. I will be at the cliffs if he wants to come. Love you," I yelled as I ran back towards my truck. "Love you too sweetheart," I barely heard over to roaring of my old truck.

I made my way to the cliffs that I had seen Sam's 'gang' jumping off of a few weeks back and just took in the beauty of being up so high and how the ocean went on forever and it was strangely calming. I could get lost into the never ending blue and cloudy sky and forget losing HIM and my best friend avoiding me like HE did. I wasn't there long before a loud bang on my window made me jump and yelp. "Bella my dad said you wanted to see me," a guy who looked like my Jake but with more rounded and protruding muscles. His hair was cut short, almost a buzz cut and his jaw was tensed. His eyes and facial expression were nothing of the joking, caring ball of sunshine that I had seen in him three weeks ago. Now there was darkness in him and right now that darkness was directed at me. "Jacob" my voice was barely a whisper, but he seemed to have heard it and gave a stiff nod. "What do you want Isabella." Jake said in a voice that was close to a growl. "I missed you and wanted to see that you were okay. Can I talk to you for a minute?" I asked him in a stronger voice. It was only when he looked over his shoulder that I noticed three other similar looking individuals staring at me with scowls on their faces. The one that looked to be the oldest, one I recognized as Sam Uley gave a nod and the others took off into the woods around the cliffs. Strange. Jake turned back with a slightly less severe expression and started walking towards the back of the truck. I got out and followed him as he sat on the bed of the truck.

"Jake what happened to you? I have been really worried about you and I missed you. Can you explain why you have been avoiding me?" I questioned in a slightly elevated voice. I kept feeling a rage building up in me seeing Jake hanging out with these boys who were clearly a bad influence on him, since he was not acting anything like himself. "I can't tell you and I don't know if I would if I could. There are things about you Bella that I don't know that I can forgive," Jake answered with venom in his words. Again pushing the rage down that was burn deep in my chest. "Why? What did I do to you that would warrant being ignored by my best friend? Explain yourself Jacob Black," I practically yelled at him. I noticed that his hands were shaking and he was taking some calming breathes. "There is no need for me to explain myself to you of all people. I have just come to the knowledge that you are not the best person for me to be around because I know where your true allegiances lie," he hissed. Huh, I am totally confused.

He is talking riddles. "What are you talking about Jacob and no more riddles. I want a straight answer," I hissed right back. "I can't tell you, what part of that don't you understand" he huffed in an exasperated sigh. "I understand that someone who I thought was my best friend is treating like shit," I yelled in his face. The rage that was burning in me was beginning to cause me to shake; so I began to pace in front of him. "Me, I am not your best friend Isabella, I thought that spot was reserved for all of those leeches you love so much," he yelled right back. What does that have to do with anything with what is going on right now? "Don't tell me you are starting to believe all those silly prejudices now?" I tried to brush it off, even though the fault line in my chest was beginning to break, partly do to rage and also because of that damn broken heart that would not stop. "There not silly when you know that they are true. I just had my eyes opened that's all and because of this newly found knowledge and your past actions I cannot hang out with you anymore, even if you are family." He said in a stern tone. I cannot believe the words that just came out of his mouth. They were things that I never thought I would hear and I could no longer control the rage.

Jacob turned to face me with his wide open and he yelled for Sam to come, but that only made me more upset and shake harder. I wanted nothing to do with him or anyone part of this 'gang' that stole my best friend. Before they could get to me I was blinded with a red haze and pain that felt that my entire body was breaking apart. The next thing I know I am leaping towards Jacob but where there should have been hands there was now white covered paws. What the hell! Before anyone could react I jumped off my former best friend and took off into the woods opposite everyone else and just tried to figure out what the fuck was going on with me now. Can't I ever have a normal life? No, now I have changed into some sort of animal, boy I really do have all the luck.

At least now I can be totally alone without having to face everyone who has left me and forget the hurtful words of not only Edward but Jacob as well. Crying over what Jake just said and what just took place with my body on the cliffs, I realized now that I am totally alone now. That was until I heard the voices in my head.

EN: I know How could Bella turn into a wolf now after spending so much time with vampires before and never being effected? Well all of those questions will be answered later in the story, but here is a hint, Bella is not just a wolf!

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