All I Ever Wanted

I don't own DBZ.

Or the songs: Now your gone, All I ever wanted and Angel in the night, which are all by Basshunter and are really good songs.

This came to mind while listening to All I ever wanted.

I've always been annoyed by people always painting Yamcha as the bad guy in Bulma's and his relationship. This is my take on his true feelings.

All I ever wanted was to see you smiling.

I sit here near the front of the church, watching him. I don't know why I'm here, I don't know why you wanted me here. You thought that I didn't care, you always thought I was cheating on you. But I'm a man, looking at other girls doesn't change how I feel about you. Now I'm here watching you marry another, he can't care for you as much as I do and it's breaking my heart. But you can't see that can you?

All I ever wanted was to see you smiling.

All I ever wanted was to make you mine.

I know that I love you, oh baby why don't you see.

All I ever wanted was you and me.

You're my oldest friend, that's human anyway. Your my first love, my only love, never to be another. He came here to kill us all! And yet you love him more than me and it's tearing me apart. I can feel that tears are coming as your father leads you up the aisle. But I can't let it show. Can't let you see the pain. He doesn't understand what this means to you, he can't give you everything that you deserve. He doesn't deserve you.

I try my best to satisfy, but all you do is wave me goodbye.

I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I'm so crazy about you.

I look at the child that should have been mine, he's holding the ring cushion in the way that all three years would, not fully understanding what was going on, he's almost going to lose the ring. A small smirk played on my lips, maybe if he did, the wedding would be cancelled and I'd be able get you back.

You are, my light in the dark.

You are, the beating of my heart.

But that is not enough, Will I ever be by your side.

But I know I've lost you and know the moment it happened, all those years ago. He had been training and we heard an explosion and we ran outside. When I saw how you nursed him back to health, I knew that I'd lost you. Not that I didn't try to keep hold of you. But you kept pushing me away, making out that I was cheating, when I could never do that to you. I love you to much.

There's an empty place in my heart.

Without you it will break apart.

It won't heal it never fades away.

I will think about you every day.

When the priest says the words "if anyone knows a reason why these two should not be wed." It takes all my self control not to stand up right there and declare my love for you. But I can't, you'd hate me for life, and he would mostly likely kill me on the spot. I can't lose you.

Is this the way it's meant to be.

Only dreaming that your missing me.

When the priest declares your marriage, my heart breaks. I feel the tears flowing now, but I don't care, what anyone thinks or how you interrupt them. The pain is too much to care about much. I have lost you, but you haven't lost me. I will always be there for you in all the ways I can, but not in the way I want.

You are the one.

All I ever wanted in my life

You are the angel in the night.

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