This is my first Deathnote Yaoi!! Woo hoo!!……I've really wanted to do one for like forever, but hadn't gotten around to it yet. Well I finally sat down and decided to take a shot at it.
I personally think Light and L are like the cutest couple in the history of forever!! )
Anyway, please read and review!! )
Disclaimer: I don't own Deathnote…sadly, or any of it's characters.
Which includes the incredibly sexy L…….TT!!
It was a cold night. Chilly and rainy, just how L liked it. He would have it no other way…..
It was well passed 2:30 in the morning, but constant insomnia and thoughts that wouldn't seem to rest, made him long for a moonlight walk. His mind was in a haze…..and a slight depression. He was truly alone in this life. No parents, hardly anyone to call a friend even…..He sighed heavily as the fact came to his mind once again.
He sought out a lone bench on the old bridge on the far side of town and leaned back on it, letting his shoulders fall slightly.
He put his head on the back of the old wooden bench and let the rain pelt his face with it's fat droplets.
What was the point of being the worlds greatest detective….if there was no one to share your glory with? No one to talk about the cases with…so naturally he had become a shelled human. Telling his thoughts to no one and keeping his emotions in his pockets alone. He sighed and felt warm tears welling up in his tired eyes. It wasn't that he wanted to be sitting here, in the rain, all alone…..it was just the fact that there was nobody to sit with him. He felt the tears slide down his cheeks like warm rain drops and fall to his already wet shirt. The lamp lights were dim on the cobblestone street, bathing small portions of the road in their eerie glow. L leans his hands on his drawn up knees and whimpers to himself……what he wouldn't do for just one friend. A lover even? Anything to salvage his heart from having to walk this life alone……
Suddenly there is a splash nearby, The sound is obviously made by someone's foot making contact with an unsuspecting puddle, meaning that there is an intruder. L looked up quickly, his dampened hair slicking to his forehead and neck, his eyes narrowed and hollow, the black rings under them even darker than normal with the lack of sleep.
"Don't be alarmed….." Comes a whisper from the shadows.
L shifts uneasily for he cannot see his stalker yet, this sense of lost power makes him nervous.
"Who's there!!" He snaps his voice dry and cracking a bit, from the fact that he was only moments ago sobbing.
The intruder slowly stepped out of the shadow and bathed himself in the moon shine.
He bore caramel locks, and hazel eyes to match.
He had a long thin face, and skin so perfect you could eat off of it.
" Light….what are you doing here..?" L whispers as he sees that the intruder, is not an intruder at all. But rather his prime suspect and fellow investigator on the Kira case.
"Well, I could ask the same question of you L." Light says calmly sitting on the bench next to the hunched Ryuuzaki-san.
L tenses as the other human scoots a little closer to him and leans back into the boards of the bench.
"You know if you stay out here too long…you'll catch a cold, and you'll get sick Ryuuzaki." Light said never even glancing at L, just upward at the grey mixture of clouds and soupy sky.
L huffed out annoyed and clutched his knees tighter.
"So what….." L snapped.
Like light really cared if he got sick anyway……it was probably just his way of making cheap conversation.
"I wouldn't want to see you sick in bed Ryuuzaki…that would be terrible." Light answered calmly, completely ignoring L's hostility.
L just snorted and brushed his rain soaked bangs out of is eyes.
"Like you care." L said huffily resting his chin on his knees.
Light turned his head to get a good, long look at L and shook his head scornfully.
"You always think everyone is out to get you don't you?" Light whispered his face soft and comforting.
L chewed on his lower lip…and did not answer for a very long time. The silence weighed heavy in the air, thick as syrup mixed with honey. The sound of the rain falling consumed the two as they sat alone on the bridge. Not another soul dared wander the streets, not at this time of night, nor in this kind of rain. Most normal people were inside their warm homes, snuggled up in a cozy bed of sheets and pillows, resting to the sounds of the night. Most likely next to their lover and partner, L thought sadly. He would love to be one of those sane people, curled up in their soft beds, his hands entwined in a lovers hair, as their lips press softly against his neck in sleep. But he had no such lover to call his own…..no hair to entwine his fingers in, no one to share his bed with. And he would like to share it….in fact he longed to share it, he was not as stingy as he seemed…..it just seemed like nobody wanted to share it with him. L felt tears welling up in his eyes again.
Where did all these damn emotions come from!? He thought angry at himself more than anything else…..
"Everyone is out to get me…." L replied finally his voice shaking and so quiet, Light almost couldn't hear it.
Light suddenly sensed the sadness in the black haired man's voice and he tilted his head toward him concerned and worried.
"Ryuuzaki…are you ok?" Light whispered.
"Does it look like I'm ok?" L said softly looking up at the sky, letting the rain wash down his teary face.
Light frowned and scooted a little closer to the little creature like human beside him.
L's eyes were downcast on the cobblestone below him and he slowly wiped at his eyes with his sleeve.
"What's wrong….."Light pushed, trying to help his friend in need.
L was a strange human, emotionless, cold, and unpredictable. To see him do something so very, unlike himself, like cry, was extremely unnerving. It made Light feel terrible inside….normally you feel sympathy when you see someone crying of course, it's only human nature. But to see L shed a tear…..it's made Light just want to break down and cry himself. The sight was so emotionally wracking t made him shiver.
"I'm alone Light Yagami…….I envy you to no extent I hope you know. You have a mother and a father, and even a sibling that love and care for you very much. Girls constantly lust after you. What does it feel like Light-kun…….to be wanted…….I want to know so badly it makes me ache inside………just to taste what you have" L whispered a bit ashamed at how foolish that had sounded. But it was the sound truth all the same…no matter how foolish sounding it was.
Light looked a bit taken aback as L spoke his heart out to him. You see, he hadn't really expected the stubborn detective to actually come out and tell him what was bothering him. Usually L refuses, or even just walks away from you when asked such questions……maybe he needed to talk. Needed to get some things off of his heavy chest.
"You aren't alone……." Light said before a flustered L interrupted him sharply.
"YES I AM!! Don't give me that bull-shit!! I have no one, no family, no friends, no lover!! There are some days that I wonder why I even try….." L said his voice cracking even worse than before.
Light looked at his friend sadly……
"I'm your friend Ryuuzaki-san." Light said getting even closer to the broken human beside him.
L looked at Light in shock at the comment and….Light continued to approach closer to the hunched raven haired boy. His body pressed against L's softly…..Light then leaned over , and wiped L's eyes with the back of one of his slender fingers. L continued to stare wide eyed at his other….Light slowly let his arm slip around L's waist pulling L to the teenage boy. L blinked stupidly, still in a state of shock, and he found…..he couldn't move his legs, or arms. He was frozen….like a rabbit caught in the headlights of a truck. Light slowly leaned his chin on L's slender shoulder and closed his caramel colored eyes to everything around him.
Suddenly….L felt warm inside. Cozy almost…….he could feel Light's body heat against him through his clothes and it warmed L right down to his core. He felt Light embracing him tighter, as if L were his little doll, just made to squeeze.
" Its ok Ryuuzaki……you aren't alone. I'm here………." Light whispered in L's ear, his voice mellow and soothing like coffee poured into his ear canal.
L sighed heavily…….and Light gently nuzzled his nose against L's exposed neck, just like a cat might rub against it's master.
L tensed a little…….he felt Light touching his stomach very openly now, his hand caressing little circles through the soaked material of his shirt. What was this…….was this………affection?
L bit his lip at the word…something he had never really known the meaning of wholly.
Light's wet locks tickled against L's now flushed skin. The more Light proceeded to touch and groom L like he was a little pet…the warmer he seemed to get.
"Light……"L whispered, but Light put his finger to his lip and shushed the boy before he could speak further.
"Shhhh….Ryuuzaki-san…..you say you want a friend, you already have one. But you also say….you want a lover…..do you want one now?" Light whispered his breath thin and gentle.
L's breath got caught up in his throat like a piece of food that was too big to swallow down……..
Ever since L had first seen Light, he had known there was something different about him.
A slight intelligence that matched to his own, and a sense of reasoning that agreed with L for the most part.
In a strange universe….in some ways Light was L's equal.
L had always found this intriguing and fascinating.
Just the fact that Light could somehow live up to his standards of the way he sees the world. Despite the fact that Light was indeed L's prime suspect, in which he thought to be the most infamous killer in present day-Kira.
But that aside…..Light was no sight for sore eyes.
A long thin figure, built for nothing less than utter grace and beauty.
Slender hands, and soft fingers from what L had felt of them….which wasn't much mind you.
Luscious, thin pink lips, and deep sepia eyes that were at most times narrowed into cat like slits.
A very pretty boy for his age……..and though L didn't want to admit it, this was true. Light was quite stunning.
Light's glistening pupils slowly raised to meet L's widened black hollows.
"Well…….do you?" Light pushed his question again, as if the only thing he wished for at the moment was a direct answer from the man he had his arms wrapped around.
L was a bit intimidated by the order for a reply…..Light's harsh gaze was boring straight through L's head and burning into him. But he wasn't sure exactly how to answer such a sudden subject………..his conscious loomed above his brow heavily.
If Light was Kira…..wouldn't that be becoming involved with a serial killer?
Light leaned into the shivering man beside him…..his porcelain lips nearing L's sensitive ear.
"I can give you what you want L…..I can give you everything you've ever wanted……..I can give you pleasure." Light hissed so silently, only L could here him.
L tensed at the slightly dirty whispering to his ear……….
Then Light slowly took the soft lobe into his parted lips, and nipped at it temptingly. L felt shivers explode down his spine like thousands of red ants, biting his skin…….making him itch for more.
"Everything I want……" L whispered dazedly, his eyes searching Light's face for any sign that this may be a dirty trick.
But as his glossy eyes swept across the smooth surface of the other boy's cheek….he found no such flaw.
Light ran his tongue up the rim of L's now burning ear.
"Everything….." Light whispered in reply.
"All you have to do is ask for it." Light added, as if egging the elder man on.
L felt his body shudder…..it knew what it wanted, and L couldn't ignore it much longer.
He gritted his teeth hard…then in one quick motion, he turned around on the bench, facing Light, and grabbed the front of Lights shirt in his fists harshly. L's face was not centimeters from Light's, and Light's eyes grew wide in shock and surprise. Half because he hadn't known L could move that fast, and half because others eyes were more intense than he had ever seen those eyes look before.
"I want to know what sex feels like." L said rather loudly, and very bluntly.
Light giggled at the sudden request.
" You rush things, my dear Ryuuzaki…….patience." Light breathed, gently blowing on L's eyelid.
The two were then silent…..and the rain continued to fall, making up for the silence between them.
L's eyes shook slightly as he raised them to look into his other's.
Light blinked slowly at L.
"Kiss me." L said his breath shallow and distant.
The corners of Lights mouth curled up into a sadistic little smile that reminded L slightly of something out of the nightmare before Christmas. L's request had not meant to sound demanding…….but he guessed now that it may have been just a little pushy……….
Light grabbed the strangely perched man and pulled him from his position and into his lap. L gasped as he was plopped
Between the others legs, he did his best not to loose his balance, which meant finding Light's thin shoulders to grasp…..