The author of this fan fiction was disappointed with the final book of the Twilight Saga and decided to write her own version. Breaking Dawn left the "natural" (as natural as vampires can be) course of the way the story would have gone and the characters would have acted. This is an attempt to recreate the ending to make more sense.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn or any of the characters.

This is all just for fun. My friends and I were disappointed with Breaking Dawn, so this is my own version of what I would have liked to have seen happen in the last book. If you've read that last book you might see some similarities, at first, but it completely diverges after chapter 3. And, since I'm mostly writing this for myself and my (adult) friends, I've greatly embellished on the lusty encounters. You've been warned. If you don't like it, don't read it.

-SurrepTRIXus

Chapter 1: Wedding

The ceremony was a haze. I saw only Edward. Somewhere in there I knew we agreed to stand together through the good times and the bad, through joy and sorrow. To cherish each other as long as we both lived, but I had already promised that to him a long time ago. Saying "I do" now was as easy as stating the obvious.

I was afraid I may have offended Alice earlier. After nearly taking a header down the stairs in the ridiculous shoes she strapped to me, I decided I didn't want to fall. Not today. I had wanted to focus all my attention on Edward, but trying not to fall was taking too much focus. I stooped down and untied the malevolent devices from my feet and gently tossed them to the top of the stairs. I was vaguely aware of a quiet laughter spreading through the crowd, and I thought I heard a groan from Alice, but I didn't care. I would rather go through the ceremony in bare feet than spend one second concentrating on anything other than Edward.

But whether Alice was offended or anyone else was shocked at my lack of footwear I didn't know. I was with Edward, now forever my Edward and there could be no other place I'd rather be.

But still I worried. I worried about my best friend. And I knew Jacob worried about me to. But at least Jacob had an idea of what was happening to me, whereas I hadn't a clue where he was or what he was doing. Seth wanted to tell me but couldn't. I knew that was Sam's doing; his Alpha orders. I had hoped beyond hope that Jacob would come to the wedding. Once I even thought I saw him, well, not him exactly, but a russet colored wolf, on the outskirts of the forest as Edward and I left for the airport, but it must have been my imagination.

And now, as I sat with Edward's loving arms wrapped around me on a plane to Brazil and some secret honeymoon location, I should have been content to simply enjoy the moment. But a little nagging piece of my mind reminded me of the things I was leaving behind. The goodbyes to Charlie and Renée seemed rushed. There wasn't enough time to say all the things I really wanted to, to let them know I would be okay as long as I was with Edward. And now I might never be able to.

They thought I was going to honeymoon with Edward and then head off to Dartmouth. They were half right. We weren't going to Dartmouth. Edward was going to change me. He promised. He would make me a vampire, like him. Indestructible, impossible beautiful and immortal. Then, truly, we would be together forever.

Edward and I had a deal. Before that change happened he would give me all the human experiences I would miss. I had fulfilled my end of the bargain and married him, and now we were embarking on our honeymoon to fulfill my sole demand. I wanted to experience him, all of him, while I still had the human desires within me to fully enjoy it.

After the change, I would be a blood-thirsty newborn vampire. I would lose, for a while, any urge except for the desire to feed. And as soon as that happened, I would have to cut all my ties with my humanity. No more contact with my family, with my friends…

I sighed into Edward's shoulder. He looked at me quizzically.

"That didn't sound like a sigh of contentment," he said.

"I was just thinking. I didn't really get to say good bye to… everyone."

"Jacob," he said, understanding who I meant.

"I just wish he had been there. I want him to be happy for me."

Edward hesitated.

"He was there, but I'm not sure if you could say he was happy for you. He was sort of waiting in the wings, so to speak, in case you changed your mind at the last minute." Edward said. Sometimes his ability to read minds came in handy.

"Why didn't you tell me he was there?" I demanded.

"He didn't want you to know he was there," Edward explained quietly. "He can't be happy for you, and he knew it would upset you to see that. But he wanted to see you one more time, to make sure that you were happy."

I sighed again. It was selfish for me to want him to push aside his own feelings and just be happy for me. I understood why he had come to see me one last time, and despite it all I was glad.

"And did he see me happy?" I asked.

"He thought you looked very happy," Edward said and brushed his lips against my forehead in a kiss. "Everyone thought you looked happy. Are you?"

I laughed lightly. Edward could read anyone's mind, except mine. Some glitch in me kept him out of my head. I snuggled closer to his perfect chest.

"Are you happy?" he asked again.

"Unequivocally."

"Me too," he said.

I let the hum of the engines drown out my thoughts as I drifted off to sleep in my new husbands arms. As we started our lives together I began the last days of my existence as a human. But first, we would have our honeymoon, and I would give his perfect, immortal being all that my human self could offer.

I'd like to hear what you think, so leave me a review and any suggestions. I just might take your advice.

(Interesting tid-bit for those who care... That part about the shoes is based on what I should have done at my own wedding when my shoe came off twice while I was walking down the aisle.)