Dark Need

Those three horrible months were over, done for. And he never felt more alive then he did right now. His brother was alive, he was breathing, and he was warm, oh so very warm. Sam tightened his grip on his brother, he could tell he was freaking Dean out, he was so still. But he didn't care, he was so relieved.

Those three months opened his eyes to a lot of things, like he needed to really change if he was going to survive. And that he could never really save Dean from having his soul taken away and thrown into hell. But he realized something about himself in that time.

He needed Dean.

He needed him like a thirsty man in the Sahara Desert needed water.

Dean kept him sane, kept him whole.

He new this feeling was wrong, come on who needs there brother in that way, but obviously he did and he didn't care, as long as Dean didn't find out all was good.

No matter what the Trickster said about "letting people go." There was no way he was ready to let Dean go, he wasn't reading for him to vanish from his life that was slowly spiralling out of control.

Dean stood still, he didn't know what to do. Sammy was acting weird, but he had been acting weird yesterday too. He certainly wasn't complaining about the hug it felt nice.

Sam pulled away slightly, he didn't want too, so he kept his hands on Deans shoulders the muscles were relaxed beneath his semi-light-tight grip.

"What do you remember about yesterday?" questioned Sam, his chocolate brown eyes held Deans beautiful green eyes.

"Uh….That you were waked out" he said pausing for a minute his mind buzzing to remember. "and meeting up with the Trickster" he said. Sammy nodded.

"Lets get out of here" said Sam releasing his brother, his hands clenched and they felt cold. He wanted that warmth back, but he couldn't it wasn't right to want to hold onto your brother. NO matter how much he wanted it.

"What no breakfast?" said Dean. Sam shook his head. Dean pouted. "Fine, I'll go pack the car" he said going to turn around, Sam's eyes widened in panic, he grabbed Deans shoulder and stopped him in his tracks, Dean stared at him with a raised eyebrow.

"I don't want you going anywhere alone" he said and he was serious what if the Trickster lied and Dean got shot again, and he was gone forever.

"Sammy it's the Parking Lot" he said. Sam stared at him not backing down, Dean stared into his little brothers eyes and saw the Fear there. Dean sighed. "Fine."

Fin

A/N: okay it wasn't much, but I hope it portrays that Sam likes his brother in more then a brotherly way. Anyway I have one strange feeling that these little one-shots I've started are going to lead up to them revealing there feelings just have to wait for that one perfect episode, and these new episodes are so inspiring because I keep coming up with this stuff. But seriously is it just me, or am I picking up the little attraction between the two???!!! And sorry if it wasn't as elaborate as Dark Sinner, but you know being Sammy is kinda hard. Anyway please leave a review, See Yha!!

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