AN: So, this is the chapter a lot of you have been waiting for. Yes, I'm talking about smut people. I was really nervous about writing this, but once I sat down and actually did it, it didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would.
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Chapter 12: To do or not to do
Jackie steadied her beating heart as she led Hyde up her tall, winding staircase. If it wasn't for their fingers interlaced and her firm grip on the railing, Jackie was sure her hands would be shaking. She had spent the whole day thinking of the perfect words to make sure her old boyfriend knew where she stood in their extinct relationship, and also she kept plotting different ways to make sure her new… well… sorta boyfriend knew that he was the only one she was thinking of these days. However, the only thing that could come to mind was the one thing that could make them or break them at this moment.
Yes, Jackie Burkhardt was considering having sex with Steven Hyde. The more she thought of it, the more she wanted to give herself to him, but that nagging, good girl side of her just kept holding her back. She and Steven were not in love, they were not boyfriend and girlfriend, she wasn't even sure if they could be considered "an item". Everything she ever believed about love and romance completely contradicted the relationship she had with him. She couldn't help but counter that everything she once believed was also proved horribly wrong by Micheal Kelso.
Remembering the feeling of his fingers dancing across her skin and the arousal that erupted inside of her tempted her to be the bad slut that she would become by giving herself away so soon. Remembering how out of control she felt spread warmth throughout her body, and she couldn't help but imagine what would happen if things progressed further. Her mind kept telling her 'no' but everything else was screaming 'yes'.
So, as the two teenagers walked across the threshold into Jackie's pretty, pink room, Jackie still had no idea what she was going to do.
Jackie planted herself on top of her bedspread and watched as Hyde's eyes toured around her room. With a look of disgust smeared on his face, he shook his head and sat down next to her.
Jackie turned her body towards him and tucked her leg underneath the other. She fiddled with a loose thread as she tried to ignore but soak in the warmth radiating off his body. Their close position reminded her of the day before, and Jackie decided that she hated Steven Hyde for leaving such an impression on her. Eric constantly said she was the devil but if anybody was the devil, it was Hyde. She now understood why girls giggled and whispered about him. He was sexy. He made even the best girls want to be bad, and Jackie considered herself top notch.
With that thought, a new swarm of worries buzzed around in Jackie's skull, making her heart pound with distress. A new uncertainty creeped its way into her chatter. What if I'm not experienced enough for him? He has been with a lot of girls…. And I've only been with Micheal! What if those other girls did things for him that I won't… can't… don't know about???
Her torpedo thoughts were interrupted by a guttural clearing of Hyde's throat. "So," He coughed. "Where are your parents?"
"Uh," Jackie quickly tried to recover from her mini freak out. "They are out of town."
As mismatched eyes met blue ones, Jackie's mind went blank and the only thing she could feel was the magnetism in her chest. For a brief second as her body pulled towards Hyde's, she acknowledged that this was the moment that she could stop everything, but raw urge wiped that thought completely away. As Hyde's mouth crushed into hers, Jackie remembered that they had a secret relationship anyways. Only she would know of the things she'd done. When their tongues made contact, her excitement sharpened and she dared to think, "Maybe I'd like being a slut."
Jackie's muscles relaxed and her sitting position turned into a reclining one. With Hyde hovering above her, she wrapped her legs around his waist and allowed him to settle between her thighs. It amazed her just how well they fit together, like two missing pieces in a puzzle. The heat emitted from their two bodies became intoxicating, and when Hyde moved from her mouth to her neck, nipping and sucking the sweet flesh, Jackie squeezed her legs together, bringing him closer to her aching body. Jackie had never ached before. Well, except for the last time she was with him.
Jackie snaked her hand underneath his shirt, gently caressing his abdomen and chest. His skin radiated heat and it amazed her just how hard his muscles felt as her hand slid across their valley of hills. Hyde violently took her lips into his, massaging her tongue until Jackie could take control again. Her hands glided around his ribs, and she rubbed his back. It was just as muscular as his front, but his skin was much cooler and smooth. Jackie felt Hyde grind into her. His denim jeans felt too rough and hard for her mere panties, so she gasped and gripped his shoulders. That wasn't the kind of pleasure she wanted. She pushed Hyde off of her body, and in one swift motion he reached over his shoulders and peeled his t-shirt off. Mesmerized, Jackie skimmed his flesh again. Her arousal caused her to gasp at just how wonderful it felt to be this close to his naked skin. Touching his naked skin and… Jackie couldn't help herself. She danced her lips across a bicep, leaving a trail of wet kisses on up to his neck.
Completely entranced in her desire, Jackie barely noticed when Hyde stripped her own shirt from her body. The cool air brought her back to reality. Her arousal peaked at the exposure. Pink and panting, Jackie gazed up into Hyde's eyes. They served as tiny mirrors into his soul, and Jackie saw the same excitement she knew hers were showing. There wasn't a banner or candles or Barry Manilow playing, but this moment was beautiful. She would be stupid to ruin it.
On that note, Jackie gripped his cannibas leaf belt and worked her little fingers to undue it. She was sure she heard a sharp intake of breath from Hyde as soon as she began her bold little action. Once undone, Jackie tore the belt away from Hyde's jeans and tossed it into the unknown. She met his eyes again and they smirked back at her, surprised yet turned-on that she would do something so daring. Jackie bit her lip and unbuttoned his jeans. Now she was positive Hyde groaned at the action. Her heart quickened as she gazed at the outline of what she so desperately wanted. She was scared, nervous, and stimulated. The pounding of her pulse dulled her hearing as she slowly unzipped his jeans. Before she could see anything, Hyde gripped her wrists and pushed her towards her bed again.
Lips on lips and skin on skin, the two desperately held onto each other. In the midst of Hyde's touching and groping, Jackie's bra loosened around her and she felt the lacy material leave her body. A mix of arousal and cold hardened her nipples into tiny jewels of sex. Hyde nuzzled his face in between her breast as Jackie's body relaxed underneath his touch. She closed her eyes and let the ecstasy his mouth was creating take over. With each tiny nibbled and flicker of tongue, Jackie instinctually gyrated her hips along to his rhythm. Each time her clit came in contact with his hard member, which was still unpleasantly encased, the sensations he was giving her were accented. From head to toe, Jackie's entire body was tingling. It reached a point of no return, and the only way to continue the scandalous pleasures was to move forward.
While Hyde was busy with her breasts, Jackie moved her hand downward into the unknown again. She felt at the loose flaps of his jeans and pushed through them coming in contact with his skin. It was very evident that he was going commando on this afternoon as she slipped her hand downward through the wirey jungle. Once she felt what she was reaching for, Jackie grasped his erection in her hand, giving it a light squeeze. Hyde stopped what he was doing and sighed against her chest as she began to stroke him. Jackie felt the heat from her own aching core against her wrist. She pumped his dick faster, coaxing him to take her right there. Hyde seemed to hear her message loud and clear because he sat up and began pulling down her skirt.
Jackie relaxed against the bed again and allowed herself to be stripped of what remained of her clothing. As Hyde pulled her pink and white panties down, she lifted her hips along with it and was met with a surprising kiss on her clit. She gasped and caught Hyde's signature smirk play across his lips. She waited for him, completely naked and exposed as he pulled off his jeans.
She was met with Hyde's steaming, naked body slowly lowering itself on top of hers. She opened her legs up wide and began petting the back of his leg with her foot as he kissed her slowly. She felt his dick rub against her and surprisingly the only thing she could think about was how much she wanted it inside of her. She didn't feel as scared as she thought she would or torn about whether she should take the leap or not. Instead, pure sex and emotion fogged everything else, and the only thing that was clear was her need for more.
"Are you sure you want to do this." His raspy, panting voice sent shock waves down her spine.
"Yes." She managed to get out through her own panting and excitement.
He didn't answer back. He lifted one of her legs and slowly entered her. Jackie felt her walls tighten around him as sharp pain shot through her body. "Just relax." He whispered in her ear. Jackie bit her lip and tried relaxing her body. Once he was halfway in, Jackie knew from experience that the only way to get want she wanted and fast was to meet him halfway. She pushed herself along with his thrusts. The pain was slowly replaced with the most wonderful feelings Jackie could imagine. Never had she felt so completely filled before. Hyde quickened his thrusts, and each one hit her clit and g spot just right. A need for release from all of the built up tension elicited tiny moaning pants from deep in her throat. The sensations built as Hyde quickened his pace. He was literally pounding himself into her, and it was amazing. Jackie heard her pants grow louder as well as Hyde whispering her name at the base of her neck. Jackie felt Hyde squeeze her hip. "Ohhh, Steven." She called. Now, each time Hyde hammered into her, Jackie thrust back, gripping onto his shoulders to keep steady. Soon everything became hazy and all sound didn't seem to reach her ears. Hyde's movements became frantic as piercing waves of orgasm shot through her body. As Jackie slowly came down from oblivion, she was sure Hyde was coming along with her.
Panting and closing her eyes, Jackie lay underneath Hyde's limp body. One thing repeated over and over in her mind as both of them crawled underneath her covers and wrapped their arms around each other. She never wanted this to end.
Jackie was met with darkness as she opened her eyes wide. She was sleeping on her side now, and she felt tickling breaths on her neck. Hyde's strong arm was wrapped around her, holding her close to his body. She relaxed underneath his touch and snuggled into the pillow, coaxing herself to fall under again.
Of course, she couldn't fall asleep though. Thoughts plagued her mind instead. She looked at the clock and noticed it was well past midnight, meaning her and Hyde had been sleeping for hours. She grinned to herself at the idea. Kelso had only slept over once before, and he didn't last long with sleeping in this position. He had turned over on his back and snored the night away. Hyde gripped onto her like a small child would hold onto a teddy bear or a security blanket.
Jackie giggled to herself. She was Hyde's security blanket. She knew under that rough exterior was a soft and cuddly man just waiting to snuggle close to her. She hugged his arm and softly cooed, not wanting to wake her sleeping beauty. If she could spend moments like this with him in private, then she really didn't care what they were in public. Knowing that only she could bring this out in him was more than enough.
Jackie thought back to the first time she had sex with Micheal. It was a lot more hurried than this time and not as much foreplay was involved, but she did give him the benefit of the doubt because her parents would be home any minute. Micheal wasn't bad; he just didn't give her this kind of feeling afterwards. Jackie couldn't put into words exactly what she felt. Safe? Secure? Exhilarated? Loved? All of them seemed to be true but didn't pin point the emotion she was feeling when used alone.
After she lost her virginity, Jackie was positive that she would feel different somehow. Maybe she would feel more like a woman. But the truth was that she didn't feel much different, just open to do more things. But now, there was no doubt that she felt like a metamorphosis had occurred. She now had taken two men as her lover. The sex she had just had with Hyde felt like the kind of sex a woman would have, not the kind some silly, inexperienced girl would. She felt sexy and mature, not awkward and used. But more importantly, Hyde had stayed with her. That was much more important than a banner.
Jackie hoped that all of these feelings, all of this change, and Hyde dozing next her meant that they had made it… somewhere.
AN2: So there you have it. The first real smut piece I have ever written. You guys know what to do.