Wishlist
By TrunkZy
Summary: Alex Riders' wishlist. AU to Ark Angel. Reference to the last chapter in Scorpia.
Disclaimer: I do not own Alex Rider and I make no profit by this.
Author note: Has not been beta'd, all mistakes are mine.
Iam sick and tired of flamers: if you are reading this only to flame it, I highly suggest you leave an email for me to spam with terrifying pictures of David Hasselhoff. If not I will simply delete the flame.
To my (future?) reviewers: you all know how much I love you (Kiss)
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I wish it was possible to travel back in time and correct the mistakes I have made.
I wish it was possible to see how I would have turned out if my parents had not died. If I had grow up like a normal boy... Instead of a spy in making.
I wish I could be somebody else.
I wish I was not forced to save the world.
I wish I was replaceable.
I wish I could close my eyes and dream MI6 away.
I wish I would stop believing the lied fed to me.
I wish there was somebody to stand up for me!
I wish I was small and unnoticeable.
I wish it wasn't so hard to make friends.
I wish I was able to just walk away. And never come back.
I wish time could freeze in one happy moment and stay that way. Forever.
I wish for my suffering to stop.
I wish I could wish for a genie to grant me my wishes.
I wish I could worry about girls and acne instead of when the next dreaded phone-call will come.
I wish for a dream without death.
I wish for a day without worry.
I wish for the burning pain to cease.
I wish for so much, but my biggest wish is to let go and let death take me. 'Cause I am sick and tired of living in a lie.