A/N: This is just a quick thing I wrote in Study Hall one day. I had been putting off writing an Ed/Al fic and I was bored so.... Huzzah for ficcage! XD My friend is convinced I'm insane because I write this (and worse .;) in school. XD Yeah... Anyways... Ed and Al don't belong to me... they belong to whoever owns Fullmetal Alchemist (don't know why I don't who that is . ). Ummm... yeah.... Mostly Ed centered.
Everything Is Okay
It had started out so simply. Just soft touches and the occasional quick kiss... nothing that could be seen as terribly odd.
Not like this.
Edward
pressed up against his brother, engaged in an over-powering,
dominating, open-mouthed kiss. A kiss that sent a fiery blaze
throughout his body, heating even his false limbs. A kiss with roaming
hands and grinding hips, with the potential to go farther than brothers
ever should.
He knew it was wrong. Oh gods, he knew it was
wrong. He had told himself this over and over as these feelings for his
brother grew.
But it was hard to convince himself of this lack
of morality when Alphonse's tongue was in his mouth and his hands were
groping along his back and shoulders. It was hard to convince himself
it was wrong when he needed this, when his brother needed this, so
badly.
There were times when Ed could not bear the wrongness of
their relationship and there were numerous times when he nearly broke
the bond.
Nearly.
He never did. The need to see Al smile,
to see him happy, weighed out all other inhibitions. He never told Al
about these feelings, never burdened Al with his guilt...
Ed
stopped, pulling his mouth away from his brother's, holding the younger
man at an arm's length away. He was panting slight, he knew, and his
eyes grew dark under the guilt of their incestuous acts.
"Nii-san...?" Al's voice was soft, hesitant... the slight fear in it nearly broke Ed's heart.
"We...
we can't do this, Al...." Ed turned away, eyes catching the moon
outside their bedroom window, looking anywhere but his brother's face.
"But Nii-san-"
"No,
Al.... We can't do this anymore... it's wrong... it's wrong for
brothers to-" Ed's voice choked, cutting him off. He could feel the
tears up his eyes, the sobs in his throat.
He could feel his heart slowly breaking.
"Nii-san... Nii-san, look at me."
Ed took a deep shuddering breath and turned his now wavering sight to his brother's... his lover's face.
Al smiled, and lifted his hand to caress his older brother's face, fingertips catching silent tears.
"Nii-san,
I don't care if it's wrong. It doesn't matter to me. I love you, and
you love me, and that's just the way things are. That's just the way we
are."
"Al..." Ed thought better of his words and pulled Al into
a tight hug, sobbing into his shoulder. Al held him close, smoothing
back Ed's long hair.
"It's okay, Nii-san. Everything is okay."
Fin
A/N: Awww. XD Yeah.... This was supposed to be all graphic and sex-afied and stuff.... But my New England heritage made me turn this around to an issue of morals and conscience.... Maybe next time. Anyway, let me know what you think. Please review. holds out the collection tin