I'm everywhere

There's nothing I can't see or find

I'm nowhere

There's not a person on the Earth who knows me

But always

I'm right beside you

My father loved me

God loved me

That man loved me

But all I wanted was you

Because you made me real

You saw me

When no one else did

And you brought me

Into your world

Of lights sound and color

It was so alive

But what was most alive

Was you

More beautiful than any neon sign

I was so small

So young

So foolish

But I did know

That you were special

I don't think it's my fault

That things turned out the way they did

Some things

Some things are unchangeable

I'm so sorry I made you suffer

And that's why I'm glad I left

I never wanted to see you in pain

And yet

That's all I caused you

And maybe I'm not real

But I have a heart

Because you showed it to me

When I told you I loved you

Before it all shattered

I tried to make it right

But still I wanted to cry

I didn't want to leave you

I didn't understand then

Now I know

I never will

I want to follow you everywhere

Even through death

I might able to do it if I tried

but no matter what

I'm by you forever

I'm at peace

And I'm real