I'm everywhere
There's nothing I can't see or find
I'm nowhere
There's not a person on the Earth who knows me
But always
I'm right beside you
My father loved me
God loved me
That man loved me
But all I wanted was you
Because you made me real
You saw me
When no one else did
And you brought me
Into your world
Of lights sound and color
It was so alive
But what was most alive
Was you
More beautiful than any neon sign
I was so small
So young
So foolish
But I did know
That you were special
I don't think it's my fault
That things turned out the way they did
Some things
Some things are unchangeable
I'm so sorry I made you suffer
And that's why I'm glad I left
I never wanted to see you in pain
And yet
That's all I caused you
And maybe I'm not real
But I have a heart
Because you showed it to me
When I told you I loved you
Before it all shattered
I tried to make it right
But still I wanted to cry
I didn't want to leave you
I didn't understand then
Now I know
I never will
I want to follow you everywhere
Even through death
I might able to do it if I tried
but no matter what
I'm by you forever
I'm at peace
And I'm real