Title: HOW DO YOU FEEL, HOW DO I FEEL

Author: Kammyh

Genre: Romance/Angst

Rating: R

Summary: Kai come back to the BladeBreakers with a strange feeling inside him. Has this something to do with what happened to Yuri at the abbey? What if an old promise made the things worse?

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot. If someone doesn't believe me ask Takao Aoki.

Warnings: The story contains rape, beatings and so on, if you have problem with that DON'T READ. Sexual implication that could be described, so don't like DON'T READ. YAOI. That means malexmale or male/male or MaleMale as you wish. English is not my native language and I'm not perfect, so BE TOLERANT about mistakes and so on.

Chapter one: Coming home

... phones, mobile phones, microphones and all that technological stuff

-...- talking

"..." thinking

... movements

-Kai! Kai! You are come back! We are so happy to see you with us again!!

Max was jumping around his friend laughing, he took his hands and brought with him the slate haired boy, who seemed really disappointed by all that going around. Seemed, because deep inside himself he loved feeling the lovely and carefree sympathy of his teammates.

Rei was almost crying holding his friend in a relieving embrace. Some tears of joy dropped out from his half closed golden orbs. Kai's face softened at the genuine boy way to acting and he felt necessary repay with one of his rare smile his friends trusting.

-We were just about to think you would have abandoned us!! You can't even know how worried we were to lose you. Please don't leave again, we are your team, your friends. Whatever it happens.

Kai caressed the raven haired head below his chin in a way that would have surprised even Rei himself if he wasn't so busy in crying. The Chinese boy was almost the only one who was never astonished by the rare signs of emotions or tenderness Kai was capable of.

-Don't worry guys I will not escape right now, so just start thinking about our next match with the enemies.

The half Russian boy moved his glare away from the raven haired blader in order to see completely the room, as he felt Rei releasing him from his grip. His red eyes stopped on Takao's form knelt down crying profusely...for the joy, lost in his own alternate universe of glorious battle all together against the whole world. All together. His naïve reaction to his coming back gained a small thankful smile too.

Kenny was there around writing joyfully something on his laptop. Sure he cared about him, but they had had a little talk before. He was the first welcoming him as he was dying to revealed the slate haired that he had never shifted his data from friend to enemy on his laptop. Even if it seemed distant sometimes, he was really a good comrade.

It was all perfect, just one thing was missed. Maybe a strange feeling forgotten on the way home.

But Kai couldn't know.

He couldn't remember.

He wouldn't remember...maybe...

TBC

Yuri: Short and sad one. And I'm still not in.

Kai: What I've forgotten about? Have I? Have I not?

Kamsmiling sadistically just like Sesshomaru: You two are supposed to be happy for this.

Kai&Yuri: Ehm...Give her feed back, so she will not kill us!