Hallo! This is just a short attempt to get into the mind of Jet Link. And
to the administration (who are starting to annoy the hell out of me) I'm
almost positive this does count as fanfiction. I don't recall any rules
against introspection. SO TAKE THAT SUCKERS! YOU @#$%^&*$##$%^!!!!!
*Apollo: Forgive her, she's just pissed at the administrators for severely
cramping her style.* DAMN STRAIGHT!
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I hate you. You're a cold, emotionless bastard and everything you do and/or say gets on every one of my nerves. And yet you remain as empty as ever, your beautiful ice blue eyes a void of emotionless sorrow. A pit of despair that pulls me in and refuses to let go, drawing me into a soul of pain and torture, a frozen ice land compared to my own raging inferno. I can feel the anger boil up inside as you gaze at me like that; who gave you permission to look at me? I didn't, if I had my way I'd never look at you again.
I feel sorry for you, though. You lost everything you ever had in the blink of an eye. I, on the other hand, had nothing to lose. Alone in a world where I was forced to look out for myself, all I had was the moment. I had to be strong, had take control of my own destiny, with no one to rely on but myself. Who else could I trust? I needed no one but it feels like ever since you came along something inside of me has changed, for better or for worse I can't tell, but it has. No matter what I hate you.
Look at you, high and mighty behind your shield. I have a shield too, you know. Whose is stronger I've yet to find out, but I will someday. I'll break that shield with a sword of fire and then what'll you do? Will you break down and cry, or will you stand as proud and aloof as you do now? Why? Why don't you allow me access behind that shield? What are you so afraid of?
I can't stand not knowing what's going through your head, with you it's like trying to read a foreign language! I'm not used to this kind of frustration, damn it! You make me want to scream and shout and all sorts of other things that I can't put into words. Everything I feel is like a volcano inside, just waiting to explode and unleash it's wrath across all those foolish enough to cross it's path. You make me feel so many things, and yet I can't tell you about any of them because I don't know how you'd react. I love you, I hate you, I can't stand you, I can't live without you, I worship you, I defy you; I feel so many things, all of it directed at you, only you, and always and forever you.
You keep my mind off my own pain, distracting me with your frozen ways. But why'd it have to be you, of all people? You're so cold, it burns; like ice. I hate ice, it's just so cold and hard, it makes me feel helpless, like there's nothing I can do to break through.
My head feels like it's going to explode. And it's all because of you. I love you. I don't understand why, but I do. I hate you. Everything about you sets me off, from your cold exterior to the warm heart I know that beats inside. Someday I'll break through, I don't know how or when, but I will. And finally, you'll see that somehow we belong together, like fire and ice.
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I hate you. You're a cold, emotionless bastard and everything you do and/or say gets on every one of my nerves. And yet you remain as empty as ever, your beautiful ice blue eyes a void of emotionless sorrow. A pit of despair that pulls me in and refuses to let go, drawing me into a soul of pain and torture, a frozen ice land compared to my own raging inferno. I can feel the anger boil up inside as you gaze at me like that; who gave you permission to look at me? I didn't, if I had my way I'd never look at you again.
I feel sorry for you, though. You lost everything you ever had in the blink of an eye. I, on the other hand, had nothing to lose. Alone in a world where I was forced to look out for myself, all I had was the moment. I had to be strong, had take control of my own destiny, with no one to rely on but myself. Who else could I trust? I needed no one but it feels like ever since you came along something inside of me has changed, for better or for worse I can't tell, but it has. No matter what I hate you.
Look at you, high and mighty behind your shield. I have a shield too, you know. Whose is stronger I've yet to find out, but I will someday. I'll break that shield with a sword of fire and then what'll you do? Will you break down and cry, or will you stand as proud and aloof as you do now? Why? Why don't you allow me access behind that shield? What are you so afraid of?
I can't stand not knowing what's going through your head, with you it's like trying to read a foreign language! I'm not used to this kind of frustration, damn it! You make me want to scream and shout and all sorts of other things that I can't put into words. Everything I feel is like a volcano inside, just waiting to explode and unleash it's wrath across all those foolish enough to cross it's path. You make me feel so many things, and yet I can't tell you about any of them because I don't know how you'd react. I love you, I hate you, I can't stand you, I can't live without you, I worship you, I defy you; I feel so many things, all of it directed at you, only you, and always and forever you.
You keep my mind off my own pain, distracting me with your frozen ways. But why'd it have to be you, of all people? You're so cold, it burns; like ice. I hate ice, it's just so cold and hard, it makes me feel helpless, like there's nothing I can do to break through.
My head feels like it's going to explode. And it's all because of you. I love you. I don't understand why, but I do. I hate you. Everything about you sets me off, from your cold exterior to the warm heart I know that beats inside. Someday I'll break through, I don't know how or when, but I will. And finally, you'll see that somehow we belong together, like fire and ice.