Greetings Readers,

I had to write a monologue for my creative writing class so I decided to write this, little one-shot from Shion's perspective. Also my friend and I are writing a roleplay together and we decided to name the baby that Shion saves Risu.

Hope you like it,

Siren

Watching him, walk out that door was the hardest thing I've ever had to do… but I know he left for a good reason. A reason he never fully explained. He muttered something about needing to find himself and to explore the world he never got to, as he packed his belongings, ignoring my pleas for him to stay. I couldn't go after him then, no matter how much I wanted to. Someone had to look after the baby, and no one else wanted to take care of the orphan.

But, now, things are different. People have fallen in love with little Risu and are willing help take care of him. And I'm finding myself having more and more free time, and more time to think about Nezumi.

Should I go to him? Or should I just continue waiting for him to come back to me? If I go to him, would he even return with me? Would he yell at me, and call me an idiot, ridiculing me for following him? Or would he hold me close and never let go?

The pain of not knowing what would happen keeps me here in my hum-drum life. But the thoughts of whether or not he'll return to me continuously plague me. I have everything I need, but my Nezumi.