It's been two months already since Haru and I officially became a couple. We didn't exactly "come out" and tell our friends and classmates, but I'm pretty sure they all know. The class seems more relieved than me about us finally getting together. Rei's been awkwardly supportive and Nagisa's completely ruthless with his teasing. Overall a very happy outcome.
My little possessive side hasn't gone away, but Haru always seems to know how to handle it. He was never really close to anyone else so it was hardly an issue in the first place, and now that I know he returns my feelings I'm more relaxed than ever. He's even agreed to a little bit of public affection, which I've been dying to show ever since we left elementary school and it was too "weird" to hold hands on the way to school. We never go past a kiss on the cheek in front of other people, but I think I'd be too shy to anything more excessive.
However, affection in public places when no one is around is a different story. It's not like I'm always on him, but I've certainly embarrassed the role of a "daddy dom" as identified by Nagisa. I swear to Haru that I didn't tell him! But Nagisa just always seems to know. Or he likes to guess embarrassing things and neither Haru, nor I are prepared enough for what comes out of his mouth to be nonchalant about it. Luckily Haru seems to embrace Nagisa's knowledge and openness to discuss...stuff...in that genre. As long as Haru's happy and having fun I suppose it's fine but it's all so embarrassing! Sure he learns a lot of very interesting things that way but I don't know how many lunch time BDSM talks my heart can take. Poor Rei looks like he's about to combust every time.
I've always been able to let go around Haru more than anyone else, especially when we're alone. It feels so liberating getting to explore more sides of myself and I'm now at the point where I can initiate a scene without losing my nerve. Today I've resolved to take this confidence to the next level and introduce something new into our sex life. Don't get me wrong, I'm very happy with how it is now and I'll be fine if Haru rejects the idea. It's just... something a little extra that I've taken an interest in. I hope he likes what I bought him. Personally, I think it'll look great but Haru's always had a more critical - if not strange- eye.
I pull Haru out of the pool at the end of swim practice and as he comes up I whisper in his ear:
"Shower longer and change slower, I want to talk to you." In my sweet, authoritative tone that I know he loves. I don't even glance at him as I turn to the changing room, but I know if I did I would see his eyes glimmer and a expression that only I can identify. Nagisa and Rei are already showering, so I'm not worried about getting caught. If anyone can put on a poker face it's Haru.
I know I could wait until we got home, but I really can't, and I know that starting a scene in a riskier place excites my little Haru-chan.
He does what I ask and soon Haru and I are in the locker room alone, the both of us half-naked still. Without warning I spin him around and pull him into a hot kiss. I use my larger form to assert myself over him and back him into the lockers before pulling out of the kiss. He looks a bit dazed but recovers quickly with a naughty glint in his eye.
"What did you want to speak to me after practice about, Captain?" He's teasing me a bit, I'm happy to see him in a good mood. I take a deep breath and steel myself to just come out with it directly.
"I wanted to try adding a new element to...to the bedroom."
He smirks, "This is the locker room." Damn his adorable sass.
"I know, I know, but just take a look."
"...Makoto brought a fetish that isn't me into school?" I blush heavily, not even having thought of that. I can't think of a reply so I just unzip my bag.
He waits while I fumble through my bag with the cutest little curious kitten look on his face. I'm starting to feel anxious but I try to push it down. Even if he doesn't like it he won't make fun of me. Haru's always good to me. The image of my latest online purchase comes to mind and now with Haru right in front of me I'm certain he'll make them look good.
Finally I feel my fingers brush over the soft material. I take a few deep breaths and silently thank Haru for his patience. I carefully pull out a pair of white, lacy panties.
I end up mirroring Haru's dumbfounded expression as I look at the girly underwear in my hand. I feel my blush spread down to my shoulders as I fully realize my boldness. He's quiet and the anticipation is killing me, but I know I can't pressure him for an answer.
He still hasn't said anything, but takes the garment out of my hands. I wonder if he's going to throw them out. He then holds them up to the light and seems to be studying them. I can't help but let out a little squeak because I'm so mortified by how heavily he's scrutinizing them.
Then without warning Haru rips off his pants like he's seen a waterfall and puts them on!
"H-Haru!" I stumble back onto the bench in shock.
"... How did you know what size to get?" I choke on the question for a bit before coming clean.
"I... I looked at the size of underwear you usually wear when you-you were asleep one time and...guessed using that..." I mumble. "Do they fit?" I'm doing my best to look anywhere but at Haru right now because I am in no way mentally prepared for the sight right now.
I hear the soft slap of elastic which I can assume is Haru snapping them against his hips.
"A little tight, but you know I prefer it that way." Hiding my face in my hands I gulp and ask the question.
"Do...Do you like them?"
"Never really thought of myself as a white kinda guy before but... This is the first thing Makoto has brought up on his own. Of course I like them."
"R-Really?" Stupid voice crack.
"They're comfortable enough and certainly not the weirdest thing we've done." I sigh, he's right as usual.
"But Makoto..."
"Wh-What?"
His cool hands cover mine and he gently pulls my hands from my face.
"Don't you want to see them?" I do. I really do. He's standing over me and I'm at eye level with his crotch. I unconsciously let out a groan. They're perfect.
I let myself relax finally and wrap my arms around his waist and look up at his perfect face.
"I knew they'd be perfect on you! You're so cute, Haru-chan!" He blushes and looks away, but has given up on telling me to "drop the chan."
I tighten my hug and can't help but nuzzle my face into the soft fabric with a big grin. It's mostly innocent - honestly. I'm just so relieved and happy right now. Haru tenses up slightly anyway.
"H-Hey!" I can't help but smile wider.
"Is my little Haru-chan finally embarrassed? I can't help it. You're just ssooo pretty!" My tone is light good-natured. Not much could ruin my mood right now.
"It-it's too girly, I changed my mind! Let go!" There's no real force in his tone, I know he's just being shy. First time in a while he's been this flustered so I savor it.
"I'll let go when you mean it!~ I know you secretly like to be called pretty." I drop my voice a few octaves and grope his soft ass, still feeling playful. "You can't hide anything from Daddy. I know how much you loved getting fucked like a girl..."
Haru shivers and I can feel his dick twitch under my cheek. I give him a little kiss right in the middle of the growing bulge forming in the underwear.
"Come on, time to get dressed. I'll be coming over to help you...study...this evening." I pull back despite Haru's whining. "Not yet sweetheart, be patient."
"Y-yes sir..." I stand back up and straighten my clothes out. Haru's eyes look deliciously hazy and I know he's starting to float into his submissive head-space. To help him along I help him get dressed - pulling on his pants and shirt, buttoning his clothes with a gentle pat on his backside. I love it when he lets me take care of him like this.
I go over to wait by the door while he grabs his bag, my left hand in my pocket from having secretly snatched Haru's old underwear. I'm hoping won't be wanting them back now that he has my present. Haru meets me at the door and I kiss the top of his head sweetly. I lock up the room and take Haru's hand as I walk him home.
"Makoto?" He speaks up quietly after we cross the last intersection with my hand protectively locked onto his.
"Hm?"
"...can... can I help you pick out more? I want... I want enough to wear around normally." I'm taken back by that a bit, I was sure Haru would only agree to wear them for a scene. I can't say I'm not happy though. The idea of Haru wearing girly panties to school and out shopping with only me knowing is very exciting.
"Of- Of course! Anything you want, Haru-chan!" I know my face is way too eager right now but I can't help it. Haru-chan's just so cute! I get the feeling I'm going to be spending all of my money spoiling Haru from now on...
When we get inside I shut and lock to door.