Title: Innermost Thoughts (1/1)
Author: Kendra ([email protected])
Rating: G
Spoilers: Into the Woods
Category: Kyle POV
Disclaimer: Don't own Kyle in anyway, though it would be nice if I did. LOL. :) WB and everyone else affiliated with Roswell does. Dedication: Christianne, one of my cool beta readers!
Synopsis: Just Kyle thinking about his life. No real action, just thoughts.
Distribution: Please e-mail me first at: [email protected] and send me your url and then you can stick it on your site.
Author's Notes: I felt sort of bad for Kyle after Into the Woods, so I wrote this. It's really short and it may suck because I've never wrote a fan fic that didn't somehow revolve around M&M. Anyway, constructive criticism and feedback is always welcomed. This was not beta read because I just wanted to send it out asap!

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How can your own flesh and blood not tell you their innermost thoughts and secrets? I mean, all of my life my Dad has had his secrets. He is always in deep thought and never lets me in on what he's really thinking. Maybe, that's why Mom left. She couldn't handle living with Dad and his secrets and thoughts. He spends too much time being the Sheriff of Roswell. He wakes up in the morning and is automatically out of the house. He never even cares enough to ask, 'Hey Kyle, want to do something?' No, my Dad is not like that. His work consumes most of his time. I remember when I was younger his work never took up so much of his time. He used to want to do things with me and actually listen to what I was saying.

Dad has always been a little distant, but before I knew it he had another agenda, other than me. Ever since that thing at the Crashdown a few months ago he's become obsessed with Max Evans. What happened at the Crashdown that would make Dad so interested with Max Evans? Everyone seems to have a thing for Max, lately. What is it with him? Max even took Liz away from me. I wish my life was better, but hell, wishes never come true. You can wish your life away and it would still do no good.

When I'm an adult and I have my own children, like that's ever going to happen, I'm going to never ignore them. I'm going to be the type of Dad I've always wanted. Like, the ones you see on those family television shows. Nice, loving, and I'll actually listen to what their children are talking about. Kids deserve to have a parent there for them. I will never let my kids grow up the way I have, with my Dad being distant.

Dad has this whacked obsession with finding aliens, just like Grandpa. How much do you want to bet that someday Dad ends up just like Grandpa? Maybe, Dad is so into Max because he thinks he's an alien? Yeah right! Max, an alien, never! That'll be the day!

I'm never going to be like my Dad or my Grandpa. I'm going to be my own person. I don't believe in aliens and I never will. I am a strong person and I will make my own path. After all, I'm Kyle Valenti.

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The End.