Summary: Sasuke starts to feel afraid his boyfriend Naruto might leave him one day because of his foul attitude. He begins to feel depressed and down, how will Naruto react when he finds out?

Pairing: NaruSasu (Not SasuNaru)

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, this is called FANfiction for a reason.

Warnings: AU. Very detailed and long smut/lemon. There will be oral, anal, fingering etc. Yaoi (MalexMale).

AN: Hello again! This fanfiction is written by a request from kaykaybear1211, so I hope you like it. This is going to be a two-shot, in the same universe as the my other NaruSasu smut one-shots as usual! I decided that since all the one-shots i have planned will be more or less PWP, this one is going to be having a little plot, but the end of this and second chapter will be pure, long, detailed smut.

Also, feel free to check out my other oneshots :)

I have actually finished the whole thing, it was originally going to be a one-shot, but it got so long that I had to break it up in two chapters. But I will most likely post the second chapter tomorrow, so please tell me what you think!

"I am breaking up with you."

Sasuke froze on his spot, the words repeating themselves like an echo in his head. Naruto's brows were furrowed, his fists clenched, looking directly into him with those blue eyes. Sasuke's heart stopped, and it felt like time stopped as his whole world slowly fell apart. Break up? Naruto was breaking up with him? No...

"But-"

"I said it's over, Sasuke."

"B-but why?"

A long annoyed sigh escaped Naruto's lips, which made Sasuke's heart clench. He rolled his eyes and scratched the back of his neck. Who did he remind him of again?

"Look, Sasuke... I have tried to hold out with you, I really have, but all you do is hit, mock and ignore me. I have had enough, now you can feel how it is to be given the cold shoulder." Naruto buried his hands inside his pockets after that, and eyes narrowed angrily. Sasuke blinked, completely out of words, his heart was beating so fast and he didn't know what to do with himself.

Losing Naruto... No... That can't happen!

"Good bye," the blond boy turned his back to him coldly, and walked away. The elder reached out his hand, and no matter how far he stretched, his lovely boyfriend was too far out of reach. Sasuke ran after him, wanting to hug his back and tell him to stay. But no matter how much he ran, Naruto only got further away; as if he was unreachable.

"Don't leave me, Naruto!"

Sasuke's eyes shot open, the first thing he was greeted by was the white ceiling and the hot morning sun. His breath came out in uneven heavy pants while sweat ran down the side of his face. The raven clutched the sheets, sitting up and trying to calm down the wild heartbeats that only seemed to get faster. He ran his fingers through the ebony locks and sighed relieved when he realized it was just a nightmare.

He looked to the side, his heart jumping when he didn't find a certain blonde idiot sleeping next to him. Sasuke buried his face in his hands, trying to come over that dream, feeling horribly uncomfortable. The thing that really got to him was that it wasn't his first time having this exact dream.

Why am I whining like it's the end of the world? Sasuke rubbed the side of his arm and threw the blanket off his body. Where is that idiot anyway? A chill went up his spine when the cold hit his naked form, and he hissed. Sasuke got off the bed, his knees shaking slightly as he held the nightstand to steady himself. His butt hurt, reminding him of their activities last night. Naruto had been really rough, and Sasuke blushed weakly when he remembered how loud he must have been. Their neighbors, Gaara and Neji, have most definitely heard them, again.

The boy grumpily pulled on his underwear that were lying on the floor, and tossed on his dark blue t-shirt and grey shorts. Sasuke made his way to the kitchen, chewing angrily on his plump bottom lip and crossing his arms in front of his chest. Naruto was whistling a melody, which Sasuke didn't recognize, while frying something on a pan. A wide grin played on his lips when he noticed his lover, and Sasuke just rolled his eyes.

"Good morning, Koi~ Just have a seat, Sasuke, I made breakfast this time," came a cheerful greeting. Naruto drew out one of the chairs from the round kitchen table, as a gesture for the older to sit down. Sasuke raised his head and walked over, trying to walk steadily though he failed horribly.

"Tsh, you don't know how to cook, you will probably only make a disaster out of the kitchen. I am telling you, I am not cleaning up any mess." He crossed his arms when he took a seat, but then realized that he really... really was a cold asshole. Naruto, as usual, didn't flinch one bit at the comment and continued.

"I know, but you always cook for me and I feel useless. I know you must be exhausted, and deserve to relax this summer break. That's why I took time to buy a cookbook, I even woke up earlier." The blond told, scratching the back of his head sheepishly. Sasuke arched a brow, turning his head slightly to look at the younger's back.

That was... cute. Naruto was so considerate, so warmhearted, did there still exist people like that? Sasuke rubbed the side of his arm and lowered his head, guilt building inside, making his stomach hurt. The dream he kept having, flashed through his mind, and he gulped.

Was it some kind of sign? A reminder maybe, or a warning?

Either way, Sasuke understood that he had to try being nicer, or else... Just the thought of not being with Naruto anymore was enough to make him feel depressed. God, he had to try changing his attitude. No, he couldn't do that... but he had to. One day Naruto might get tired of him for always being such a negative ticking bomb.

"Is something wrong, Beautiful?" Sasuke jumped in his seat when a pair of arms wrapped around his shoulders from behind. Naruto's lips pressed against his ear, making the raven shiver.

"No."

Naruto's lips parted in surprise, usually Sasuke would snap and punch him in the face if he called him something like that. Wow, I indeed must have overdone it yesterday, he is probably too worn out to argue. The younger thought, smirking a little at the thought of how good the night before was. Naruto held his lover's shoulders and kissed his ear, then lowered his lips on his warm neck.

Sasuke's breath hitched, Naruto found one of his most sensitive spots, and sucked lovingly. The Uchiha tilted his head slightly, giving his boyfriend more access to his fair skin. Naruto's thumbs went inside the short sleeves, rubbing soothing circles while he made sure to suck hard enough to leave a mark.

The reaction he received was a sharp intake of breath, which sounded extremely sexy to Naruto. He licked over the red bruise he created, and licked a path down, before he cupped his older lover's chin. Sasuke turned his head to the side, facing Naruto with half-lidded eyes and lips slightly parted. The dazzling azure eyes were looking at him with so much affection, so much it was almost overwhelming.

"I didn't get my usual good morning kiss." Naruto whispered, his hot breath hitting Sasuke's slightly trembling lips. What are we, a married couple in the 60s? Sasuke was about that say, but held back in the last minute. Be nice, he told himself.

"Yeah."

A second later, Sasuke felt the familiar warm lips press against his own. Naruto gently cupped his reddening cheeks and let his lips move with the ones of his boyfriend. A pair of pale hands wrapped around Naruto's shoulders, deepening the kiss even with the position being slightly uncomfortable. Sasuke parted his lips and let Naruto's tongue enter his mouth, feeling it rub gently with his.

Pale fingers tugged the thick golden locks, while tan fingers itched to touch more of the other. Naruto broke the kiss for a moment, looking behind to see if anything had burned. Sasuke just gazed at his lover, his heart throbbing painfully against his chest, he could even feel it in his ears.

Will Naruto really leave me one day? Sasuke lowered his head, feeling so uncertain and anxious. Naruto turned back, about to tell Sasuke that he had to go check on the rice and fish. However, his cheeks reddened when he took in the dreamy expression on his boyfriend's face. Sasuke's pupils were big, his cheeks flushed beautifully and his natural pink lips formed a small pout.

What kind of expression was that? It was almost how he was when they were... Naruto shook his head and gulped, trying his best to not get turned on. Sasuke would kill him if he so much as tried to imply anything sexual so early in the morning, the feisty boy was extra grumpy at this time.

"Is something wrong?" Naruto mumbled, brushing a few ebony bangs off the dark brown eyes. Sasuke didn't like being treated like this, not one bit, when someone showed too much affection. He shook his head, pressing his palms against Naruto's flat chest.

"I am going to check on the food, you sit down." He said, standing up, cursing inwardly as pain shot up his spine. Naruto held around his waist, a little confused. "No, you just sit and relax-"

"I told you to fucking sit, dobe."

Sasuke immediately covered his mouth with the back of his hand, not meaning for it to come out that way. Naruto was however, sadly, used to it and just tilted his head confused. His boyfriend was acting a bit strange, he didn't usually look so... guilty when he spat something like that at him.

"I mean..." Sasuke mumbled, forcing a smile, but gave up when he realized it wasn't his thing. He instead traced a finger along the strong jawline sensually instead. "Don't you like it when I cook for you, hm, Naruto?"

Naruto's chin almost hit the floor, his heart skipping a beat as his boyfriend seductively batted his eyelashes. Sasuke decided to try being a little nicer to Naruto. He knew it was going to be hard, but the raven would do anything to keep his blond lover with him forever.

"O-of course... I love everything you do. It's just... I t-thought you must be tired because of l-last night. It was a long night, but-"

"Don't worry about it, Naruto. We're lovers, we do stuff for each other and... I like cooking for you. So sit down, you baka." And like that his Uzumaki turned into a pile of mush. Sasuke switched their positions and made Naruto sit down, before he went to the stove. Wow, he didn't know saying such stuff would be this hard.

"Tell me if you need any help." The younger smiled, though he didn't understand why Sasuke was being so persistent. Sasuke rolled his eyes and put the steamy hot rice on two small bowls, adding some seasoning which Naruto failed to do.

"Tsk. Who would need your- I mean- uh... yeah." Naruto chuckled, shaking his head lightly. Sasuke kept the pout on his lips and seasoned the fried fish after tasting it, adding his favorite tomato sauce as well.

"Are your hips okay?" The blond asked, smiling when his boyfriend put the food on the table. Sasuke's brows twitched, taking a deep breath to control himself back from jumping on the idiot. Couldn't Naruto see that he couldn't take one step without lumping?

"I am all right." He sighed and sat across from him, grabbing the chopsticks after pressing his flat palms together.

0o0o0o0o0o0o0

"Sasuke, is something wrong?" Naruto wrapped his arms around his lover's waist, resting his chin on his shoulder. The older just shook his head and kept doing the dishes. Naruto was usually the one doing them, but all of a sudden Sasuke just offered to do it himself, which was weird. Besides, he didn't hear any "smart" comment or mock words since yesterday night, which was definitely something he should worry about.

"Can you stop asking? I already told you I am fine," Sasuke muttered, rubbing the last plate firmly with the sponge, before he washed it with water. Naruto nuzzled his neck, understanding that something was wrong when Sasuke didn't shove him away the second he laid his hands on him. Maybe I am thinking too much? The younger thought, sighing.

"I don't know, you just seem... troubled. You know you can always be comfortable with me, right?" Naruto whispered, making Sasuke turn around in the hug. The older was about to wipe his hands on the idiot's shirt, but remembered that dream and grabbed the kitchen towel instead. Dobe, who wouldn't be troubled with you clinging to them like a koala?

Naruto smiled childishly at Sasuke and sweetly pecked his lips, trying to remove that frown. He trailed his hands down his back, to his sides, and let them rest on his hips. Sasuke's batted his thick dark lashes, and circled his pale arms around Naruto's neck. There was a little sadness in his brown orbs, which made the blond slightly confused and worried.

"Hey... Sasuke, are you really-" Naruto was cut off by the familiar soft lips of his older lover. Sasuke pressed their chests tight and kissed him with everything he had, nibbling and sucking impatiently. Naruto caught up a moment after, hugging Sasuke's waist and responding to the kiss eagerly. The kiss grew heated too quickly, tongues already rubbing and swirling against each other.

There was some sort of desperation in it, need, which made the kiss get too deep very fast. Sasuke buried his hand in his boyfriend's hair, and held the back of his neck with the other. Naruto captured the older male's upper lip, running his tongue over before nipping at it. Sasuke hugged him almost as if his life depended on it, not breaking the kiss even when Naruto tried to pull back.

The kiss screamed 'you're mine' as Sasuke possessively claimed his mouth. They both eventually drowned into the feeling of each other as they made out, only breathing through their noses. Sasuke pulled back finally, drawing his tongue out of his younger lover's mouth, licking his lips. Naruto let their foreheads touch, both being slightly out of breath. Blue eyes looked deeply into the dark brown ones, the two of them looking like they were seeking something out of the other.

Is everything okay, my love? You are not acting like yourself.

Will... Will you really leave me one day, Naruto?

Sasuke cupped his face and nuzzled their noses, almost too lovingly for his character. Naruto wanted to ask, he really did, but then he would only end up repeating the same question from earlier. He just watched him silently instead, taking in the beauty of Sasuke.

His boyfriend was really pretty, almost too pretty, which also woke possessiveness in Naruto. He let his hands wander a little lower, to his hips, before he cupped his butt firmly. Sasuke bit his bottom lip, cheeks heating up just as fast as his heart was beating.

Why aren't you telling me how much you love me? The raven mentally asked, nails digging into the broad shoulders. Naruto hadn't said it at all today, which worried Sasuke greatly. Usually, the blonde idiot would say it so often, with no shame or hesitation. He repeated those words over and over, so much Sasuke would feel embarrassed and rudely tell him to shut up. But... He liked it, deep down. Of course he did, because there was no one in this world he loved more than Naruto.

"Hold me..." Sasuke whispered carefully, leaning in to bite the side of the tan neck. Naruto blushed hazily, taken aback by the fact that that action was both cute and erotic at the same time. Sasuke sucked on the skin, and was startled a bit when he felt those hands go his thighs, and lift him up. The beautiful male wrapped his long legs around Naruto's back, their lips meeting yet again when the blond managed to place Sasuke on the counter top.

"Don't say stuff like that..." Naruto panted, their lips only a breath away. "And expect me to be gentle with you afterwards." He finished, voice so deep it made the proud Uchiha shiver. Sasuke didn't dare close his eyes, he was so scared his boyfriend would just disappear. Then don't be gentle with me. He wanted to say. Be rough, show me that I really am only yours. Sasuke took a deep breath, and decided to say those words. Yes, he could do it.

"Then don't-"

Before he even started, a loud ringing noise filled the couple's apartment, startling them both for a moment since the atmosphere had been quite intense. Naruto looked behind at the door, the arousal that was in his eyes slowly fading. Sasuke arched a brow, a bit dazed since his heart was still beating like crazy.

"Shit... I forgot I was going to hang out with Gaara today. It must be him." Naruto chewed on his bottom lip, sending his boyfriend an apologetic look. Sasuke furrowed his brows, trying to hide his uneasiness with anger. "I am so sorry love, but I-"

"No, don't apologize, it's fine. Go." Sasuke pushed him away and jumped off the counter top, his cheeks now flushing from embarrassment. Naruto's features softened, and reached for his arm, giving it a comforting squeeze. "I said go."

"I really didn't mean to... Sasuke... uh..." Naruto mentally slapped himself and hugged his lover's shoulders from behind. "Look, I am sorry, but I already promised him. I am sure you can hang out with Neji-"

"Let go of me, Naruto. Besides, I didn't complain, just go. Don't let him wait, I am not mad or anything." Sasuke sighed, unwrapping Naruto's arms from around him, then turned to face him. Naruto smiled weakly, and cupped Sasuke's chin, forcing him to have eye-contact.

"I won't be long." He said, and pecked the lips sweetly, before he went to the bedroom. Sasuke stood there, not moving, just lowering his head slightly so his bangs fell in front of his eyes. He knew Naruto would not go if Sasuke told him to, he would cancel every plan he had for him, he knew it. So why can't I bring myself to tell him to stay?

Naruto was probably happy to be away from him anyway, and this was his chance to stay away from the foul-mouthed grumpy selfish brat of a boyfriend he was. Negative thoughts already clouded Sasuke's mind, taking him further down by the minute.

"You sure it's okay for me to go?" The voice of Naruto made Sasuke turn around, finding him fully dressed by the kitchen doorframe. His gentle blue eyes made the elder's heart clench, and he parted his lips slightly. No. No, I don't want you to go... Stay here, with me... Please...

Sasuke bit the inside of his cheek, and he could see in Naruto's eyes that that was exactly what he wanted to hear. So why did he have to be so stubborn and proud all the time? Sasuke parted his lips, but his voice didn't come out. Say it, just say it! He told himself, still looking at his boyfriend. It is not so hard, just say it. Say you want him to stay, and hold you all day and night and forever.

"Yeah. I need some privacy, you know?" Sasuke bit the inside of his cheek, disappointed with himself for not saying it as it was. Naruto smiled wholeheartedly and gave him a final kiss on the cheek, before he left. Sasuke crossed his arms, pouting sadly.

This is for the best... I must not be selfish after all...

0o0o0o0o0o0

It had been one hour, and Sasuke was lying on the bed, watching the digital clock with dreamy eyes. It was boring, he had to admit that. Usually, he would busy himself with school work, but since it was summer, there wasn't much he could do. Sasuke sighed, rolling to face Naruto's side of the bed. Now I understand how Naruto feels when I leave him alone for hours just to hang out with Neji.

"I miss you..." Sasuke whispered, and closed his eyes, hugging Naruto's pillow close to himself. He took in the scent of it, the familiar scent of his lover which he could never ever get tired of. Sasuke rubbed it against his face, and warmth filled his chest. Naruto won't leave me, he said so himself, didn't he?

Suddenly, Sasuke's eyes widened and he threw away the pillow when he realized where his thoughts had been wandering. "What the hell was that?" He asked himself, jumping off the bed angrily, tramping out of the room.

I am Naruto's boyfriend, not girlfriend, so why the hell am I whining like one all alone, after being left for one little hour! Sasuke stepped angrily to the kitchen, and went to the fridge. He grabbed a can of soda, and almost brutally slammed the door shut. I am a teenager for fuck's sake. I should be partying and enjoying my life, not sobbing like some desperate housewife waiting for her husband!

Sasuke grabbed a bag of potato chips from the cupboards and headed to the living room. He was having so many mixed emotions, all because of those stupid dreams. The feisty boy had never been in love with someone so much before, and the feeling was scaring him. Sasuke turned the TV on and opened the soda, taking a long delicious sip. He tried to distract himself from thinking too much, it was never good, and it only made him feel worse.

It's okay... Even though he didn't say I love you, doesn't mean he will leave me. Sasuke thought, clutching the couch pillow. His eyelids grew heavier, and a long yawn escaped his bow-shaped lips. He rubbed his eyes slowly, and tried to focus on the TV. Naruto won't leave me...

Right?

0o0o0o0o0o0

Naruto closed the door behind himself silently, entering the dark apartment. He had been out for quite some hours, and deep down he hoped Sasuke hadn't felt lonely. He removed his shoes, and put the house keys on the hallway table before he got inside.

The living room was dark, the curtains were drawn, which made the room darker. Sasuke was sleeping soundlessly on the couch, not even having a blanket over himself. Naruto softened, the scene looked so cute, his lover was extremely adorable. It would have been completely silent if not for the small mumbling from the television. The blond grabbed the folded thin blanket that laid on the edge of the sofa, and covered his sleeping lover with it.

He turned off the TV, then knelt before Sasuke to brush a few bangs off his forehead. Naruto then placed his lips gently against his skin, tenderly, lovingly. The older boy hummed in his sleep, his brows furrowing. Naruto giggled lightly, cupping his cheek to run a thumb over the soft skin. Sasuke was just too cute when he was sleeping, it put Naruto on a good mood instantly.

"Unh... Naruto..." Sasuke mumbled, shifting slightly. The blonde's smile widened, the thought of his boyfriend dreaming about him was really... hot. Naruto pecked the sleeping male's cute lips, and kept doing that a couple more times before pulling back. He stood up, about to go change his clothes, but was stopped by something grabbing his wrist.

Sasuke stared up with sleepy eyes, having a look Naruto had never seen on him before. Naruto is in front of me? He thought, holding the tanner wrist tighter. I can at least touch him in this dream.

"Why are you leaving me?" The raven mumbled, taking Naruto by surprise. Blue eyes widened, not understanding why his precious irreplaceable boyfriend would say something like that.

"I am not-"

"Please don't go... I will change myself, I will try... Just don't leave me..."

"What..." Naruto whispered, kneeling down again, taking Sasuke's hand in his. There was such sadness in his eyes, and he hadn't seen that in a long time. What had Sasuke been thinking of lately? He thinks Naruto is going to leave him? The blond mentally slapped himself for not noticing this before now, his lover should never feel like this.

"Baby, I am right here, you know I will never leave you." He whispered, squeezing his hand comfortingly. Sasuke's lips formed a weak o, before a small smile crept on them.

"Really?"

"Of course, I wouldn't leave you for all the money in the world..."

Sasuke nodded relieved, and looked like he was about to say something, but suddenly his eyes closed slowly. He fell back asleep, and Naruto just watched him for a while. He didn't get to finish what he was going to say, about the fact that Sasuke should never try to change. Beside that, he had so many questions to ask, but he would wait till Sasuke woke up.

He kissed his hand, and then decided to carry him to bed. Naruto pulled the blanket off, and carefully laid one arm around Sasuke's shoulders, and the other under his knees. He lifted him up, like a princess, and nuzzled the top of his head, before he went to their cozy bedroom.

Naruto placed his lover carefully on the comfortable bed, then went to the closet to change into something comfortable, before climbing on the bed. The slight vibrations made Sasuke shift slightly, before his eyes fluttered open. His eyes locked with Naruto's, who was lying just beside him, smiling.

"Sorry for waking you up," he said, and scratched the back of his neck sheepishly. Sasuke yawned and sat up, his eyes trying to adjust to the bedside light. "You're here already?" He ran his fingers through his hair, blushing a little when he thought of the dream he just had.

"Yeah, sorry for being away for such a long time." Naruto whispered, leaning a little closer. Sasuke pressed his lips together and shrugged, not knowing what else to say. He felt a little nervous, now that he was around the boy he had been thinking of all day. Naruto just looked down shyly, then back at his boyfriend. "Hey, Sasuke? Is something bothering you? You know you can always talk to me about it."

The pretty male's eyes widened, before he quickly shook his head. He didn't want to talk about it, afraid something bad will come out of it. Naruto looked skeptical, and decided to take the first step. He couldn't just stay silent when he knew something was troubling his love.

"You said earlier... that you were afraid of... losing me... I j-just want to talk about it, and apologize if I did something that made you think like that." Sasuke's eyes widened in shock, and his face turned completely red. He thought it was a dream earlier... Did he really say those things to Naruto? How embarrassing!

"N-no... it's nothing..."

"Come on Sasuke, you think I am buying that?" Naruto placed a hand on his thigh, rubbing it soothingly. Sasuke looked away, having so many mixed feelings inside, he didn't know what to do. He knew deep down, that talking to Naruto was the best solution. But he was too afraid he would laugh at him, or mock him if he opened up.

Not knowing what to do, Sasuke just buried his face in his palms. Now, Naruto knew something had to be done, whether Sasuke liked it or not, he was not going to sit there and watch his lover break down. Naruto carefully grabbed both wrists and straddled his lap, forcing his hands away from his face.

Sasuke had tears in the corner of his eyes, tears. Naruto hadn't seen him cry in... ages. He sniffed softly, then avoided his lover's eyes.

"I am sorry, Naruto... I must look super pathetic right now..." Sasuke whispered, and wiped the corner of his eyes. Naruto covered his mouth with his palms, and shook his head. He parted his lips to speak, but didn't know what to say, he hated himself for hurting his boyfriend without even noticing it. He hugged him close to his chest, holding him in a warm embrace.

"Oh... Sasuke,"

"Listen Naruto," Sasuke whispered, pulling back to look Naruto in the eyes. When he looked into those honest blue orbs, he couldn't help but let all his feelings out. "I know that I have been nothing but trouble for you, but you know how complicated I am, so I didn't say anything..."

"Wait, Sasuke, what is all this? I am very confused right now, though, I knew you had been hiding something from me." Naruto said softly, and gently held the sides of Sasuke's face in his hands. "Please, before I say anything, will you tell me what all this is about?"

"You... you won't laugh at me if I do?" It wasn't before those words slipped out, that he realized just how idiotic he sounded. If there was one person in the entire world Sasuke could trust, it was Naruto. He had always been by his side, and never, not even once let him down. That was what worried Sasuke the most, what had he ever given Naruto?

Naruto's chin fell, and he quickly shook his head. His love was having a though time, of course he wouldn't joke about this stuff.

"T-there is no way I would laugh, Sasuke... I will hear you out baby, just pour your heart out." He smiled, kneeling before Sasuke and taking both his hands in his. The raven nodded, finally letting out a breath he didn't know he was holding. He decided to just tell Naruto everything, he couldn't bear the look in his eyes. He looked so worried and guilty, and he shouldn't be feeling that.

"It is actually pretty silly, really," Sasuke forced a laugh, and squeezed Naruto's hands tighter. He never broke eye-contact, wanting to look directly into his lover as he did this. God, when was the last time he felt so nervous?

"I was afraid you might... leave me one day, you know?" Sasuke swallowed hard, he could almost see his pride shattering right before his eyes. Naruto quickly parted his lips to protest, but was stopped by a pale finger pressed against his pink lips. "I also thought about changing a little, you know? Being a little nicer, and not all gloomy and grumpy."

Naruto closed his eyes for a moment, and shook his head. He felt relieved, he really did, because if this was the problem, then Naruto was glad, because he could fix it. This was his opportunity to show Sasuke just how much he loved him, and that he was fearing the exact same ting.

"Oh, Sasuke... you're really too adorable for words." Naruto laughed and lovingly kissed his forehead. Sasuke's cheeks were burning now, his whole body felt hot from his boyfriend's touch. Naruto once again cupped his cheeks and gave him a long kiss on the trembling lips.

"Me? You really think I will leave you? Are you aware of the fact that I am the one who is constantly worried about you leaving me?" He whispered, a wide smile on his lips. Sasuke just shrugged weakly, and held his wrists gently. Naruto could see the pure love in his boyfriend's eyes, and there was so much of it.

"I am so in love with you, Sasuke. Even though it sort of hurts that you think I will leave you, it still makes me happy to know that you love me enough to worry about it." Naruto grinned wider when Sasuke smiled weakly.

"But... why...? Doesn't it bother you that I am so cold all the time?"

"Look, Sasuke," Naruto murmured, eyes roaming his boyfriend's gorgeous face. "When I confessed to you many years ago, do you think I confessed to a happy-go-lucky guy? No, I confessed to you, because I loved you, and I still love you and will always love you."

"H-how can you be so sure that there won't be someone much better out there?"

"I just do. For me there is no one out there who is better than you."

Sasuke wanted to believe those words, he really did, especially since Naruto was saying them with such a tender voice. But, he still had billions of questions left.

"W-what about me is it you like so much? I am nothing special, really..."

"Oh, that's a though one... I don't think I can count all the things I like, it is way too much... But I can make it short; I love everything about you, everything." Sasuke still didn't understand, but when Naruto put it like that... he could really do nothing but believe him.

"I love your eyes, and the way they light up when you're happy. I love your every small little gesture, and the way your face heats up when you're embarrassed. I love the feeling of your hands, lips and any part of your body really. I love your habit of calling me 'idiot' when you're happy..." Naruto had to stop, he could see how much his words were overwhelming Sasuke. The boy looked like he was on the verge of crying.

"So... you really won't leave me? Even though I am such an asshole sometimes?" He sniffed, heart beating so fast that he was afraid Naruto would hear it.

"I want you, when we wake up tomorrow, to be just the way you feel comfortable. Say the things that make you comfortable, and express your feelings to me your way, okay? I don't want you to change for me, because I love every bit of you just the way it is." Naruto took a deep breath, and used his thumbs to wipe the crystal tears that fell down his beautiful lover's face.

"And Sasuke, when I have such a precious diamond like yourself by my side, there is no way I will leave. I will be a fool to leave someone like you behind, you bring joy to my life. I miss every second we are apart, so never ever feel like you're not special. You make my life colorful."

Sasuke would roll his eyes if he heard this in a movie, and would most likely throw up right after. But this, coming from Naruto's mouth, had to be one of the most romantic moments in his life.

"So I can be myself from now on?" He asked, wrapping his arms around Naruto's neck. The younger grinned sheepishly, and let his hands wander to his waist.

"Yep, just the way I love it. But I also think you are extremely beautiful when you are not busy trying to hide who you really are. Keep that in mind. So, are we okay now, my love?" Sasuke nodded, and hugged Naruto close to himself. Tomorrow, he would probably feel humiliated and probably hide in a corner for weeks after realizing how silly he was acting. But right now, he was happy, because he was with Naruto. One day, Sasuke would also say such things to Naruto. He just needed time, which his boyfriend wholeheartedly would give him. Both boys then just held each other in silence, enjoying one of the sweetest moments in their relationship.

"What are you waiting for? Kiss me, you jerk." Sasuke whispered after a long moment of absolute silence. Now as they confessed their love, it was about time to show it, express it. Naruto smirked, and gently pushed Sasuke back against the pillows. The raven bent his legs, and spread them invitingly.

Naruto kneeled between them, and took both Sasuke's hands in his, entwining them over his head. He was so going to make wild love to the older male, he was going to tease him, kiss him, lick and worship every part of Sasuke's body. He was going to show him just how much he loved him. Tonight, he would not hold back.

"Prepare yourself, Sasuke, because you're not going to be walking straight for a while."

"Then show me that you're not just talk." Sasuke whispered playfully, just the thought of being one with Naruto after this god-awful-long day made him all hot and bothered. The blond licked his lips, and dipped his head to melt them with Sasuke's. He licked his boyfriend's lips first, before he pulled at his upper lip teasingly, just the way he knew the older liked it.

TBC~~

AN: This is the first time I write something by request, I hope you like it! It is un-beta read because she is on a trip.

The second part will be up very soon, but please leave me some reviews :3

Thanks for reading!