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This story is disgusting.

This is without doubt the most cruel C&A love story I have ever seen. I can't even wrap my mind around why I finished reading. I kept hoping for a miracle.

Wow ... ana,s been through the ringer

"I had to reign her back in" is incorrect. It's REIN. (Think about using a horse's reins to control it.)

"Coming too, Stephen looked around..." is incorrect. It's "Coming TO, Stephen looked around..." What it means is "Coming TO (CONSCIOUSNESS), Stephen looked around..." "Consciousness" is understood; kind of like when you say "Close the door," it's understood that you mean "You close the door."

She needed the healing process. There was too much that happened and she was really not the old Ana anymore, she has to find herself. Will Christian be able to wait as long as the time to heal and find herself? The Elena in this story is different and better than most of the Fifty stories I had read. Thank you for the story, the second time I have read it now, but the first time to leave reviews.

The anger and hatred on the abuser mutiplied and she gave all the strength she had to return the vicious attack the man did to her short of killing him because she was prevented yo do so.

How did the creep entered Escala. What happen to their security, ridiculous that an intruder could just get inside a bedroom.

Alcohol is just a temporary numbing of the mind, and once the effect is gone more is needed to continue the cycle until a better remedy if is Ana being left alone, that is how it started, she was left alone on the side when the news came that the search for Christian ended and declared dead.

Love for him and losing him is what made her go where she also lost herself. He was gone but losing herself was not what she had in mind to begin with but that was all she got. She lost herself.

She wanted to emulate the Christian she knew after he was declared dead but she was not Christian and she failed miserably and lost herself instead. Christian did say now that he loves her. Does she believe him or just not feel worthy of his love anymore.

Mentally she is screwed, suspicious of everyone blaming her for what she did, the decision she had made on her own willingly in her clouded mind. She suffered because she had asked for it. She still has not heard Christian say he loves her. That still remains in her mind that he is not committed to her as much as before?

The reality of Christian's dom life, and in Ana's fogged mind decided to the only to remain close to him after he was declared dead is to emulate the past life of his. Worse decision she had ever made and left her abused physically, sexually and scared the rest of her life.

The healing will be tediously long with the damage that was done to her. What is Christian really feeling now.