ALSKLSJFLKF okay there are many things I wish to say so let me get my head straight for a sec.

FIRST: THIS FIC. OMG. I MEAN, IT WAS BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND. OW! MY HEARTSTRINGS WOMAN! HAVE YOU NO COMPASSION? Okay seriously though: it was soooo hurty but deliciously hurty, y'know? Short but you packed such an emotional punch into it, gah. What a painfully lovely oneshot *slowclaps*

SECOND: I CANNOT PM YOU. 'Tis disabled for some reason, therefore I am telling you through here that ILU AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR YOUR PERFECT COMMENTS ON MY FIC *tackle-hugs* You are THE BESTEST. THE END :D

THIRD: Okay I know it's wrong but now this just makes me want Merlin S5 all the more... I might have to rewatch 4x6 or something *grin*

I keep rereading this and it always makes me cry. Also because this story I almost cry everytime I watch Merlin. Why you might ask. Because they (being the creators of Merlin) completly trashed my brains Merlin and Arthur also have an affair that my brain cooked up in season 1 without my permission. So my Brain decided this was far more plasible and as far as my Brain is concern this might as well be cannon.

For example episode I was watching episode 4 of season 2 and Arthur is saying how much it hurts to love Gwen but to know nothing could come of it. During that scean Merlin looked like a kicked puppy in my opinon. So of course without my concent my brain supplied it was because Merlin knew exactly how it felt to Love and know nothing could come of it.

Okay so I went severly off topic because I originaly was just going to tell you how amazing it was and that it was well written and worth every single one of my tears.

FFFFFF, GUESS WHO?

And I re-read it, aaaand it was still beautiful and sad D8

Wow. My heart is laying on the ground, bleeding. This was so heartbreakingly beautiful. Thank you for sharing this with us.

Oh my! This made me cry, but it is very amazing! Love it(even the angst part:)

So sad! I cried in the end which an achievement considering the length of this fic. Amazing. Thank you, even though I'm not sure if I can read this again. Still going to my favourites.

Touching story. And LadyFromPoland has a point. Chapter 2?

It was so sad. Merlin's such hero and Arthur doesn't even know.

Nonetheless, somewhere deep inside I feel that there's a small hope for poor warlock. The legends say about Gwen's betrayal. And who's gonna be then there for Arthur? Merlin!