Wow. I'm honestly in awe. I have no words. This is absolutely wonderful.

Everyone always makes sam look the victim and john the asshole yet sans the one who constantly picks fights to get his own way no matter what is is about constantly drags dean in to those fights sam is the fuckes up selfish dick and its about time people stop looking at him like some fucking innocent child when his far from ut!

That was really nice! I liked it :) Especially your Sam

This fic was wonderful and it made me really think. Your Sam POV was incredibly good, and I really liked the theme you had. Your writing style was really good, and I loved reading this fic!

This was so emotional! I'm really liking Sam's thoughts, especially that he wants to protect Dean.

This is so well-done yet sad! I loved Sam's graduation speech!

Wow this is great

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ahhh. I don't think I can bear right now to go on to the subsequent chapters, but this is right up there with my favourites for the graduation speech alone… and the *pride* Dean feels. and a very real sense of the willingness to go *all the way*, that doesn't involve some artificial forcing of a choice by some convenient malevolent being or villain… but has more the air of something that *could* very well happen. About five years on now :) but kudos on your writing

Really great story! Love the conflict that John has, I think that is the essence of his character, his conflict. And I think you really captured Sam and Dean and their relationship to each other really spot on. Thanks for writing this!

I don't review often, I know I should but I just don't. But that fic, man that was something. First of all, I'm almost never crying reading but I've to say my eyes are a little wetter than usual right now. I knew Sam would kill him but until the end I couldn't help myself and hoped he wouldn't.
I also loved the two previous ones but that 3rd was like a strike. Beautifuly written, and you've really got the Winchesters. We totally can find the way they behave, think, work, move...everything.
It's just perfect. Now, I'm screwed though, I'll have to read every single one of your other work... Oh well, I guess I found what I'll do with my day tomorrow.

Anyway, you're very talented and I hope you won't stop writting about our boys because you're obviously really good at it

You are a damn fantastic writer. You wrote an amazing story. Thank you

This was fascinating.

Incredibly well-written. A very thoughtful portrayal of three different scenarios that may have pushed Sam to make his drastic decision to leave the Winchesters - and incredibly believable. Every character was written with exquisite characterization - beautifully done. Thank you for writing and sharing this!

Loved this, I thought it was a very interesting idea to explore.

(Sorry if this doesn't make much sense, I'm scribbling things down as I go)

I liked Sam's valedictorian speech

I never knew about the suicide song/Gloomy Sunday rumours, but listening to the Billie Holiday version, I can sort of understand the connection :) (love the foreshadowing, with the talk of speakers and high tech equipment in the apartment)

(of course the kid is evil, he has red hair and the parents named him Chuckie! :) )

I think I've said it before, but I always like reading your Afterwords :)