this is so, SO good. i read it all in one sitting and spent most of it crying. the way you portrayed sam’s mind and thoughts and self was just beautiful, and it was such a ride seeing dean understand it and come to terms with it. thank you so, so much for sharing this with us.

This was so emotional, thank you for writing!

Well & beautifully written , tnxxx

This is a masterpiece. I read it in one sitting, just couldn’t take my mind away from it. This is a beautiful, poignant look into Sam’s psychology and Dean’s history with his brother. You brought up things I had wished they acknowledged on the show and things I’d never thought about. Your writing style is beautifully descriptive and such a pleasure to read. I found myself tearing up at points and wanting so much just to reach through and comfort them, tell them it would get better, even though I know it’s a damn lie! I was going to spend the day reading fanfic but now that I’ve read this, I feel I need to take some time off and ponder it, grapple with the way you have carefully painted these characters as flawed but oh so eager people trying to do what’s best. I’ve always considered myself to have a good understanding of Sam’s motivations and Dean’s responses but I see there are things I have missed and I’m grateful for the new knowledge of these beloved characters. Thank you so much for writing and sharing this amazing story. It is really one of the best things I’ve ever read, and I’ve read millions of words of books and fanfics. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Well shit thanks for making me almost cry,,, that is to say, you did a phenomenal job with this

Oh my goodness, I must say, this definitely ranks in my top five favorite fanfictions, and I have read a lot.

As someone who has suffered from depression for quite a long time, this story captured everything Sam was and should be feeling throughout this time period of the show. I'm one of the bitchy Sam girls that get all defensive when people try to pose most of the blame on him for what happened in Seasons 4/5, and this did a lot to ease my conscious and ensure me that I'm not alone; after all, he thought he was doing the right thing and avenging Dean.

In my opinion, your main characters were flawlessly in-character, and I appreciate that in an author. To be fair, I've read a majority of their works, and they're all like that. I just want to say, thank you for taking the time to write and share this, and I kind of wish this could happen in the show.

The writers need some tips from some authors like you.

Your story gave me a nice Sunday afternoon read. Thank you for sharing!

WOW! This was epic! Once again I've read something that was so very much better than canon! I love how you didn't wrap everything up and the it with a pretty ribbon. Thank you for this amazing story!

I have no words... this is just TOO PERFECT aaaaaaaaaaaaaa 3

I think that your Dean is a little bit OOC - for once, he canonically hated himself even before Hell (Dream a Little Dream of Me), and I think he only hated himself more after. And Dean also trusted the wrong person - well, angel. He was also at fault. And Dean would think about how much he let his brother down at least once, because that's how he'd most likely feel after such an experience. Your Dean turned out to be much more selfish that he really is, in my opinion. I also think that you should have brought up the voicemail, because Sam could not have known about it.
But otherwise, I really loved this fanfic. It is one of the most heartbreaking stories I've read, and I cried more than once. So thank you for this.

It's six in the morning and you make cry. Really, and.
for me it's enough to know that you're a beautiful writer. 'Cause if someone is capable to touch your feelings, have talent.
And not it's only that.
All scenarios that you put Dean, and the idea of a lot of Sam.
Personally, I think that the fandom need to explore this idea. Because Dean was a jerk... We know Sammy screwed up, but it was Sam's destiny! Like you said, he has born from a deal-ah...That part /3-
And you can make look Dean's like cannon. Like the real Dean only angry with Sam and not thinking about the rest.
Ah! I love it! And I'm glad of find it n.n
Beautiful job! I need to tell you
And sorry if my english it's not the best...I trying :B

I don't know if you believe in God, or how you knew how to write this with such pristine accuracy, but I thank Him that he led me to this. You, you've helped me so much, and if you need a friend, I'll be here.

I loved this story it was the best I've read so far I cried multiple times I loved the ending thank you for this

That was amazing! No words for it. A wonderful study of human character.

I can't even handle how amazing this is.
I've read some of your other works, but this is- so far- my favorite. The writing is incredible, and the story is... basically legendary!
My only disappointment is that you seem to have stopped writing Supernatural fics... I mean, if they're not what you want to write, then I'm not saying you should. It's like... when one of your favorite shows ends on a good note of finality- you're happy with how it turned out, but are still sad it's gone.
I don't know. Anyways, awesome story, awesome writing, just awesome all around!
Thanks!
-Silver