Wow this killed me, especially that last line...awesome job!

Okay i hate to admit this, i hate it so much. i laughed when he said “it hurts” because all i could hear was jensen’s voice in the bloopers when cas was beating him up.

Kinda broke my heart a little when he finally admitted he was not OK. This was great!

Poor Alec.
I'm tremendeously glad that he has Joshua looking out for him.

That wonderful, broken confession at the end was a very nice touch. Well written. I like how Joshua got there before Max did, and how it was him who stayed with Alec at the end, emphasizing the idea that Joshua is his only friend. Would totally love more of these types of stories.

AWE

I really liked the way you captured the characters, it's been a while since I watched DA but finding this in with the rest of your fics made my night. Thanks!

That was beautiful, I loved those last two paragraphs particularly. He finally admitted it. I love Joshua, everyone's protective older brother. And poor Alec, I don't know if he ever knew enough to know he was lonely. Awesome job with this, I really enjoyed the depth and detail you put into it, and as usual I wanted to reach into the story and smack Max senseless. Thanks for posting!

LD

I've never seen a single episode of DA although I know JA is in it - and lord the boy's purty. I love this fic although I totally replaced Alec with Dean and it did all sorts of lovely things to me. I think I just might have discovered I have a Seizure!Kink or at least one where there's really bad muscle spasms along the lines of this. Love all your yummy details and descriptions.

And does Sam - I mean Josh - totally scoop Dean - I mean Alec - into his arms and just holds the guy?

enjoyed reading this, Alec is most complex

.I'm always looking for DA -fics exactly like hurts so much that this show ended the way it ended,I think I'll never get over it. And I was ALWAYS wondering about this Alec-also-having-seizures-thingy.I mean, it would make sense, wouldnt it?

I think you captured them all REALLY well and you did a great hurt!Alec! And dude! The angst! For example the last passage..it just .heart.

Very well done! Enjoyed it very very much!

Kritty

Aw! Poor Alec! I really liked this one (fav'ed it :)) and I think it's great for your first DA fic. The characters are really true to cannon and the fact that Max -isn't- suddenly in love with him and Logan -isn't- a huge prick is actually really refreshing. Fancy writing another (longer) one? ;) Thanks for posting!

Poor Alec. It must be a shock finding out you're not as perfect as you thought you were.

ok, so i'm not one to cry. like, not hardly ever. and my eyes are seriously fogging up right now, and my nose is all itchy... like i'm about to cry. wow. this story pretty much ripped my heart from my chest and beat it on the ground multiple times. thank-you for that! i love reading a story that actually manages to touch my emotions. i want to give alec a hug so bad... i seriously almost said out loud at the end, "I would care about you, alec!" kudos to you for writing with so much feeling and empathy!

Awesome story