i love you sammy ! i cried a lot reading this . this is awesomethanks for writing it and share it here .

This almost made me cry - which is a compliment by the way, because not many things do. Anyway, I love the way you wrote this, and it was really well done. It had a good mix of sad, serious, and happy. Great job!

Wow! That was great. I actually cried a couple of time while reading this one. You have mastered the younger Winchesters. I loved the way you wrote John too. He was so tough and hard, and yet a troubled man who loves his sons.
I loved everything about this story.
Thanks!

MAN! Great story, had me in dame tears :P

Very good story. Like it a lot.

A sweet story though so sad T_T you wrote it well :)

great and now I'm crying...

there are no words to describe how much I love reading about those boys when they were kids... no words...

Oh, I really liked this (even if it's nowhere near Christmas, hahah).

I loved all the stuff about Sammy wanting Mary back for Dean and John, that's just sosososo sweet! :3

awwwwww ;) There were definitely tears there at the end. I loved this! I love reading about the boys when they were little. And Sammy asking if his mommy loved him totally broke my heart. WEll done!

AW, this story was simply beautiful and had me riveted from start to finish. I LOVED Sam's letter to Santa - it broke me heart but at the same time it was such a beautiful picture of his innocence and utter selflessness. And I loved seeing into John's head - how he questioned himself as a parent, the insights he got into his sons and how in the end he realised that all his sons really wanted was him. I also loved the fact that the boys got to have a real Christmas at the end and just be normal kids for a while and I loved reading about their joy at seeing all the decorations and Dean's response at seeing the lights on the house. So yeah, this story touched my heart and was just utterly beautiful. I loved it:-)

Man, these last couple of Christmas stories are really heartbreaking! I've been tearing up at the end every time! :')

Totally loved, even if it isn't Christmas...

What an awesome fic, one I will reread many times. It was both heartwarming and bittersweet, and Sammy's letter to Santa brought tears to my eyes. Nice too that the man who 'took' Sammy was not evil but someone who had lost his whole family and that in taking Sammy and John finding them, his life was saved.

You got perfectly too, Dean's protectiveness and love for his little brother, beating himself up that Sammy managed to wake up and get out of the cabin without him noticing.

Perfect that after leaving the hospital, John decided to take the boys to Pastor Jim's so they could have a really good Christmas.

And loved John's conversation with his youngest, letting him gently know that nothing would be able to bring his mother back. You also gave us another tear-jerking moment when Sammy asked if his mum had loved him.

Adored Dean's excitement at the Christmas Pastor Jim had provided, and typical that he would be amazed at the size of the turkey. Typical too that he would want to get Sammy as soon as possible for him to enjoy it too.

Fantastic ending them all having a wonderful Christmas and lovely touch Mary watching them from above.

That's a really great fic, so sweet

Oh god. I was trying to hold it in, I really was! But when John read Sam's letter... I just couldn't NOT cry! Sammy's so sweet! *sniffles* And then when he asked if his mommy loved him. I thought I'd cried every last tear by then, but I was wrong. So wrong.

Loved it. Absolutely loved it. The only way it could of been better was if I were reading DURING Christmas or right around that time. :P