"I wanted a perfect ending... now I've learned the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."
-Gilda Radner-

Hey you crazy people! I absolutely love this website where you can express your thoughts and ideas and just write everything down that youve got in mind. In the moment Im trying to get back into writing because...well I hadnt a lot of time the last one or two years I guess...But theres of course also something good about it. I matured a lot (I am actually a bit ashamed about some of my stories...cough) and learned much too...so now I feel comfortable enough to write stories in English, which is not my mothertongue...it cost me a lot of time to conquer my fears and write my first fanfics in English...

So, make sure to check out my first two Harry Potter oneshots in English: Just my so-called life and One of the seven sins ;-)

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So, now something about me:

Im a 21 year old girl from Germany (more precisely Hamburg)

I play volleyball and if anyone ever sees me without a book in my hands than hell get a huuuuuuuuge cookie...;-)...I also like to meet with my friends...just hang out or make some party..no difference to me...main issue: Together with my friends!

My favourite books are of course Harry Potter, Twilight, The shadow of the wind, Maximum Ride and of course everything from Jane Austen.

I love Three Days Grace. Their songs are so great. I also love Linkin Park...so you can see...I love Rock. ;-)

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My philosphy: It doesnt matter where you made your stand, only that you where there...and still on your feet.

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Some things, my close friends would tell you about myself:

"Her heads always in the clouds wondering which way her feet should go"

"Shes the girl who leans against an open door and falls right through"

"La petite avec le grande coeur" (French friend of mine once said that about me, for all non-french speakers: The little one with the big heart)

"Crazy redhead whos always fun to have around"

"Likes to talk a lot about almost everything besides her own feelings"

"Her looks could kill. Seriously..."

"Probably hyperactive this one...sometimes she scares me with all her energy..."

"Without her dog (Beagle James) she would be a whole different person."

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Conversations between my former math teacher and I...I swear I was the reason he started doubting his job

Teacher: "Come on! Even you can do the Horner scheme!"

Me:"..."

Teacher:"Gosh girl...how should I explain it that even you can understand it??"

Teacher:"Did you NOW get it?"

Me:"Yes!"

Teacher: "REALLY??" totally excited

Me:"No!"

Teacher sighs: "Shall I explain it to you again?"

Me:"No...you know how this will end and I want to spare you the disappointment..."

WUHUUUUUUUU...IM SO HAPPY THAT IM OUT OF SCHOOL NOW AND NEVER EVER WILL HAVE MATHEMATICS AGAIN!!

Some quotes of those crazy people that I met in my life:

My best boyfriend during our school uniform fitting: "M does not fit me anymore... it accents my waist and almost reveals my belly! absolutely horrified

Me: " Thats a GIRL shirt you idiot!"

Lets start with two quotes of my former teacher of philosophy:

"I cant help but to say it that blatant: Platon was fed up with this fucking world and asked himself how it had all gone to shit." (Now you know why this was my favourite subject in school...)

"Good luck with the test. Dont spy on your neighbours, cause they wont know it better than you do and dont forget to cream yourself in the sun."

As you all should know by this point Im German so now Ill amuse you with a quote that happend in my English class. ;-)

"It gives an accident and the people must to the hospital..." (owy...I know that was painful...xD)

Now the best excuse everrrrrr:

"I didnt do any of my homework because yesterday I thought that I would be ill today."

My crazy art teacher:"Trees are not only green...they are red, purple and yellow!!"

More soon