"We are all here because of a reason. What that reason is, we may never know until death claws at our minds. Each failed suicide attempt I have accumulated over the years has told me this. We are all here for a reason; someone to love, friends to hang out with, maybe even kids of your own. Something is here on this earth for you, and it's likely it is you that it/they need on this planet. Because there is always something out there that you would want in your life. To be honest... I wouldn't mind kids... Even though they piss me off... Heh... There is something about having a little version of yourself running around that just sounds... Pleasant... Getting to teach them the world; the good and the bad... Helping them up when they fall... Hugging them at night during a storm... It... Sounds... Like magic... But that is what I want in life. It won't be the sex... It will be that moment when I hold that little bundle of joy in my arms... But the moment before the child... Will be whomever my future wife will be. I would never... Ever... Walk away from her. That promise, Until death do us part, has meaning to me. I will uphold that promise because I know I will keep it." - my wish for my future.