Or, nine moments in the make-or-break period of April and Jackson's relationship following her return from deployment.

Nick and Amanda's relationship was always complicated, at best. It's seemingly over until a difficult situation arises, which not only has implications for them, but for those who are close to them, too.

"Nick always found it fascinating how one moment something could be here, and the next moment it could be gone." Trigger warnings inside. I do not own the song from the title or the characters.

Starts right after 10x20. All Jackson wants is for his wife to come home so they can start the long process of reconciling their two differing belief systems into one successful marriage. But a crisis in April's mental health proves that things will be harder for them than he ever imagined. Trigger warnings inside.