Holla,

About myself:

I'm a female gamer at best age.

I love to play RPGs. My favourites are: Mass effect, Skyrim, DA, Witcher...

I started to read fanfiction here and decided to write my own first story some time ago. I like Mass effect and femslash, so my first story is an 'half' AU taking place while the events of Mass Effect 3, but it's not following the regular story and I don't like the ending of Bioware, so this will be different.

I'm open for any suggestions and respectful /constructive criticism, so feel free to send me a PM or post reviews if you like.

I'm focused on the story with Femshep/ Traynor pairing, but for the future I'd like to write something about a Miranda/Femshep story. (Depending on the time)

Thanks for the support and following my first story. Good motivator :)

I started to make some pics for the story. You can see it on my profil at Deviantart: GFSLEGION

I don't know if I'll be able to make one for each chapter, but I'll try...

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Information: If you see all the nice reviews on my story..just ignore it. They are from a person with multiple accounts that already harassed me on Deviantart, cause she's not accepting a NO. I had my personal reasons to quit frienship with her (none of your business of course) but obviously she has a few problems with it and started that sick behavior of writing all those insults and nonsense including the abuse of suicide to set me under pressure. Don't take her serious, she just wants to get attention.

I hope she'll find the help she needs soon.

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To my little troll out there (also known as RITA or SINREDEMPTION):

Seriously SinRedemption (RITA) you are not honestly believing that I will remove my statement here, if all your bullshit/nonsense/insults/blackmailing will remain here without the possibilty to remove it. (And I know you didn't know that, just like the fact that you can't post links here).. And still you can't stop, you continue and can't leave us alone...

This all... you RITA did yourself and it will probably stay here for eternity. Not my fault.. your fault...congratulations...you better start looking out for a job to enter real life and reality...I'm sure your parents don't want to keep you at home, sitting in front of PC the whole day forever. Perhaps then you will learn to deal and treat other people in the right way and learn what friendship really means, if you get in contact with other humans. Socialising is a part of growing up and to take responsibilty as well, this is what you need urgently.

And anybody with some kind of intellegence and interllect knows that this all is written and made by only one person, namely the person who did it you (RITA), cause no other one would be so persistent and crazy in continuing this sickness. You feel adressed cause you did it and desperately try to give away responsibility cause you can't deal with the consequences of your actions.. And you are repeating the same over and over again, the stuff you already wrote with your "offical" accounts by the way. Excuses like someone had hacked your account: Why should anybody hack an worthless account and continue harassment and mention things she can't know if she is just a hacker?? That's not believable... Just poor excuses as usual...

And in contrast of you: I have over 400 sick/insulting notes in my spam folder on the other pf. Over 120 fake accounts blocked here and on another platform. A folder including over 600 MB downloads of complete websites of harassment (No... these are not screenshots! The whole websites with all elements) with all your insulting sick journals and of course I forgot the stolen art you abused and uploaded on DA, also the spamming entries which consisted of burning nazi-flags, marching hitlers and other insults. And here you continue you with over 360 reviews including insults and senseless argumentation, visible for everybody.

If you are honest with yourself then you see that there was never any harassment shot into your direction from us, only the same message over and over again: "Leave us alone and live your life, but live it without us!!" Your sick actions caused only a reaction of defending and I'm sure if you have not started your crazy sick crusade for revenge then nothing of this would be in public now. You wanted me to commuicate with you, keep on talking but I didn't do it and this is making you angry cause you don't get what you want. That's not my problem... This behavior you do is nothing else than stalking, realize it.! Move on!!

And you should realize that you can't force anybody to be your friend. Every human has the right to decide with whom spend time and be friend, and also every human can decide to quit it whenver he/she/it wants to be, even without an argumention or special reasons, but in this case there were more than one serious reason as you know. So stop cowardly hiding behind senseless arguments and terms like: Communism, Gestapo, Nazi,rape, army and so on, which you don't even know the meaning of!!!

Let me say it with the words of a real good friend: "...and by the way you can put your allegedly truth to a place where sun never shines!"

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I haven't mentioned your name exat.oe before but since you were writing our complete names and accounts and also link us with profile everywhere you can over and over again, with your repeated accusations and insults without any evidences by the way...I guess you want to be named so I do you the favor and mention you as well.

And of course I forgot...you are repeating our accounts so often.. then I should mention your first Account on DA as well, namely -SinRedemption- also known as -Rita-. Sorry for forgetting it.

Well dear BURDEN (Rita),

first of all:

Congratulations Rita. 43 accounts here and now you are continuing on DA and reached the number of 85 there:

What's the problem?? Are you not gettting enough attention here that you continue on my DA site?????

AngryFriend42
BullOfDead
CrazySin
DoomedSouls
DoomOfDoom
FlowerPowerNation
FuturePastBoom
GhostOfTheDead
GonerFromFuture
HauntedGhost
HauntingAnger666
HauntYouForever
HellTerrorDoom
InYourShitDreams
LeaveMeALoneLiarGFSLEGION
LoneWolfSadness
NoneOfYourBusines2015
pretenderhater
SadOfYourLies
SoonYourDoom
SpookyGhost222
SwanOfLife
The-Deadly-Soul-54

The-Deadly-Soul-58
The-Deadly-Soul-666
The-Deadly-Soul-78
The-Deadly-Soul-85
TheSimpleNation
TruthBitesYourAss
YourHellForever
yournightmare77

The-Deadly-Soul-44

The-Deadly-Soul-777

The-Deadly-Soul-000

The-Deadly-Soul-555

The-Deadly-Soul-099

DeadlySoulGone

Soul-Dead-666

SoullessSoul

SoullessSoulBeyond

ShoveItInYourAss

StopDenouncing

SoullessDeath

...to be continued.

(the names are a little bit patethic by the way, it's not creating fear)

Well done: 85 plus 43 = 128 !!!!!!!!!

Really how sick are you??????

Second:

Rita, I think you still don't think about consequences... cause if you pretend/fake to be dead, you should be aware of the fact that you can't show up later on Deviantant or somewhere else again and say: "Hey I'm back!"
That doesn't make sense and is not reliable. And this procedere doesn't work at all. Your first attempt to blackmail me with suicide to force me to get into contact with you (Rita) again failed and now the attempt to make me feel guilty is also not working.

1. UPDATE: I received a note some minutes ago: One of your buddies ...--Oooops mistake...two buddies confirmed you are still living--...wrote on DA that you left the platform there but that you (Rita) are still in contact with him/ them ... He/ They named you directly ... So you are pretty alive ( Didn't you tell your buddies there what you're doing here????)... Seriously you should quit that suicide fake story.. It's not believable or reliable anymore. ( You don't need to tell him to edit that / those comments cause my friend downloaded the whole website (maybe I should add this to the history of madness...Hmmm)... and now I'm really laughing about you... hahaha..

But the abuse of suicide is not OK by the way. I told you before it's a very serious topic and using this to blackmail or make people guilty of death is extreme sick!!!! You spit on those people who chose that option, because they do it for real reasons... They don't use it as a fake!!! That's no joke or fun!!

2. UPDATE:

According to your desperate pm: Rita, I'm not reporting this nonsense about your fake death of course... Rita, you can't remove it and I want everybody to see, of course. This all you did yourself so finally take responsibility for your actions.

But seriously Rita, first you wrote that you're dead since three days or longer and now you are dead since only one day???? Doesn't make sense anyway, you Rita) stultify yourself again. Always remember: Think first - Write - Think again - And then post or don't!!!

3. UPDATE:

Oh Rita you made a new DA account saying its you...What a suprise...I think there is no doubt that you are still alive...

Third:

Rita, concerning to youre senseless argumentation, you repeat over and over again: You (Rita) should accept the facts, namely that the day when I uploaded my first pic there, you started to watch me and other people followed. Before... I didn't upload any pics and so I had no watchers.
Rita, you can check if you go on my site, the upload date is written on the right site. And by the way you (Rita) didn't even comment on it. These are facts. I still don't understand why you (Rita) pretend to be my savior or desperately want to believe that. I didn't upload any pics before...so no watchers. Why should anybody follow my site if I don't upload pics????
And believing that because only of you (Rita) other people started to watch me is very megalomanic. Rita, you tell that cause you want me to believe that I owe you something , but that's wrong. Rita, you want me to believe that you are so important for me and that would have been lost without you, but that's also wrong. You are not my savior!!!!! Realize and accept it Rita!!! Rita...You are a burden, a really mad one. As I said before in a note (before you obviously got completely mad) if we precisely check the facts who give more into the friendship or whatever it was..then it's you (Rita) who owe me something and not only because of that fact that I gave you premiummembership (you know that).

Fourth:
Rita, you should realize the fact that freaking out, false assumption and all the others things (few times in a month or not more often than six times in a month- You (Rita) admitted that yourself so often) are not standart human behavior.
Even one time in a month is too much and if you are not in control of yourself (Rita) you can't expect that "friends" will bear that, there is a limit. It is not acceptable and normal. Not the way how to treat friends, never! The excuse of being different is not acceptable as well.
The idea of: "I can hurt as much and often as I want, because if I apologize after.. then it's Ok and everything is fine and things are good again..." is totally SICK!!! That's not standart human behavior!!

Fifth:
I (and another person as well) beared that too long and put too much efforts in this all when I tried to explain and save that relation, cause I did all I could and even in the nice way you didn't stop or accept, instead of that you freaked out and became totally mad. Rita, you are not accepting a NO in nice way or clear words. You (Rita) don't accept anything, you are just selfish and try everything as we can see here on the review page to get what you want..
But seriously that is sick!!!! Rita...you want to have contact with me, not matter if good or bad, so you try to insult me or maybe destroy.. I don't know.. But it won't work...
All the things that are written here and are on Deviantart are the results of your behavior and efforts. That is what you (Rita) have done yourself and you make it even worse by your behavior... And if you think I will delete and remove anything that shows your sick actions and nonsense, because of your insulting here ( I think that is your intention).. then you are wrong Rita. The evidences are made by yourself and I won't remove anything, especially if you continue here. Do you think you can get away with all those sick things Rita? Do you still believe you don't have to take responsibility for your life and action? No Rita...The admin action on DA showes that you can't do it. They removed/terminated all your accounts there so far, because of your behavior, that's why they all are deactivated. Did they ban you completely? Is that the reason you don't have a new account there already?? ( Just a tip: If a new (created) account (with new unknown email-adress) would be active there, then it's a proof you're still alive...and of course would completely destroy your nonsense-suicide argumentation here ;) )
Rita, do you think it's totally normal human behavior to harass and insult (those fecal terms are really sick) people like that?
No it is not, that's wrong reality.. You (Rita) should realize that finally. And by the way; I never insulted you, that's also a result of your imagination Rita.

Six:

Accept one thing: RITA I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH YOU!!! Why are you not getting it??

There is no revenge cause I quit friendship with you Rita. I can decide with whom I spend my time. It's my right.

Seven:

If you continue this...the only one you hurt and destroy is yourself Rita. Your obsession is becoming more worse and I don't know how this will end...With your actions here you only show the rest of world how much help you (Rita) obviously need.
Rita...You should move along. Focus on your life and try to improve it. the internet is not the world. The real life and world is outside, that is what really counts...

Eight:
Honestly I hope you (Rita) will find the needed help soon. It's no shame to take help, it's OK.. and it's right. But I'm not the one to assist you.
I wish you the best...

Again: Goodbye forever Rita

I won't block the following fake accounts, so if you want to continue to prove to the world how sick you are.. then do it...

But I expect at least 50 entries each day and they should include at least a few bad words, otherwise I'm not impressed and it doesn't match the gravity of your (obvious) current mental condition. You don't have to make new fake accounts because of non-blocking but please be creative and put some more effort into it.

New Rule: Those fake accounts which write senseless pms as well, are kicked out of the game directly..Dismissed...They will be blocked directly (Pms deleted) cause you still seem to be too dopey to realize the fact: See number SIX:I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH YOU!!!

Because of that, you have to make a new one before reaching the number of 43. Sorry Rita but you have to play by the books...

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Ein weiser Mann hat mal gesagt. "Arme Irre. Man kann ihnen nicht mehr helfen..." oder ganz plump ausgedrückt: "Fahr doch zur Hölle!"

und Désirée Nick bringt es auf den Punkt:

"Weisheit ist das Geschenk der Götter an Jene, die ehrlich zu sich selbst sind. "

(Ich bin kein Nick-Fan aber damit hat sie ausnahmswiese mal in Schwarze getroffen.)

Also würde ich sagen, dass die Leute auf welche das zutrifft vielleicht mal anfangen sollten mit dem "ehrlich sein".