Dan has gone out but when he comes back home, there is something missing. Or more like someone.

When John finally finally is able to turn his computer on, he decides to let all his emotions out onto his journal, about his best friends death. Sherlock.

Dan has a girlfriend who is extremely demanding and Phil doesn't take to it easily. Complications begin to arise as Dan slowly starts drifting away from Phil. -WARNING- Could be triggering. Includes self-harm.

Phil describes what life is like now, as he lies in bed feeling the others presence lingering around him. But it's to much, he wants his best friend back. /This is in first person, I went out of my comfort zone to do this as I really just like third person so please give me some feed back! Thank you, I hope you enjoy./

Phil was told to meet PJ and Chris, what he didn't know was that he was going to be meeting a beautiful man named Dan Howell, it grew awkward between the two. Could Phil pull it off though, or would they never get only well. -The next chapter will be up soon!-