There has never been a day since I met you that the thought of you hasn't been lurking around my head. And there will never be a day when you leave my head. There will never be a day that I don't miss you. But there will be a day when I get back to you. No matter how long or how far. I will find a way. A side affect of the sadness is hope. Hope that for every dark night there's a brighter day, with you. And no matter where you are or what you're doing I just want you to know I still think about you. You once gave me encouragement and pushed me along to fight another day. And I did the same for you. And if you ever need me you know where to find me. I will still be waiting. I will still be pushing along for you. And someday youll see this and you'll know it was true. I did love you. And I always will.

You have probably forgotten me... I guarantee it. But I have not forgotten you. I think about you all the time. No matter where I go I wonder where you are. At night I look up at the stars and wonder if maybe youre looking at them too. I stayed true, I kept the promise. I said id love you long after you were gone and I was right, much to my dismay. I hoped that I would never have to be without you. My hopes were in vain. I survived the fallout but your ghost is still following me. No matter where you are or where you go always remember I do love you :). And its hard to sleep without you, its hard to be awake without you, its hard to be alive without you. I suppose all I can do is hope for the best. All I can do is hope for you.

July-8-2015

I read your review, I always do. we all make mistakes, some are bad, some are good. You left me because you had to, it wasn't a mistake. I made a mistake when I met you but it was probably the best mistake I ever made. I don't hate you and I am not going to let go. Im not gonna crack. You mean the world to me. I still miss you and think about you all the time (literally every time I have some time to myself I just think of you, even when im not alone, as a matter of fact you have a bday card on your Skype from me. I don't let go easily if I let go at all. So please eliminate that thought from your head and consider the following. I LOVE YOU. That being said you come back when you can, because youre not allowed to leave :P. Im going end this log at that. Read when you can. see ya around! :)

"All the roads we have to walk are winding, and all the lights that lead us there are blinding. There are many things I would like to say, but I don't how. Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me, and after all youre my wonderwall"

July-10-2015

You always were kind of weird but wow... you talk about making our friendship last, then making me let go :P. Anyway no im not letting go, and you shouldn't either, because im going to wait until that date FOREVER and nothing you could ever do will change that. And ill always come back to you because I always was, and always will be, yours :). And yes I keep on looking up to the sky and thinking about you too, all the time. You are always fresh on my mind, you always come right back to me. So keep looking and ill be there soon (going to you that is). :)

August-6-2015

So be it. I love you still and im going to miss you. You were a bit harsh, but I guess I deserved it. Any way we almost made it to our 2 year anniversary :). I was thinking up idea for your present, anyway. I love you lots. See ya around :). Always in my heart, always in my head. That will never change. you mean the world to me. And you always will. Btw, I forgive you, I always did, so don't be sorry. My doors are open to you, just remember that!

And so that's it folks, I no longer have a reason to come on this website. Maybe one day ill come back and finish what I started. It really bothers me a lot but its hard to find the time. And as always, goodnight!

September-17-2015

Im sorry for replying late but from the looks of it you wont reply anyway. So, that being said. Day after day passes and it doesnt have meaning like it used to have. I think about you all the time, and i know i keep on saying that but its true. Its hard to not think about you and miss you. I still dont understand why you cant stay with me, but you dont want to so thats the way it needs to be. Look i love you and i still want to be with you in all aspects. So just remember, no matter how far you go, or how logn you stay away. Youll always be welcome here with me. As far as writing goes... well... I dont have the motivation. you might say im not interested like i used to be. My interest in KFP has diminished, i guess i grew up. The thing is though, you watched me grow up and you grew up with me. I wish youd grow old with me. Anyway as far as finding friends, this is fanfiction XD. I dont really see myself replacing you. I just want you to come back, i miss you. ughhhhhh its hard for me to end this entry but i need to... just remember I love you, I miss you, Im waiting for you to come back, I might continue writing, and um.. yeah... thats about it... As always, goodnight!

P.S. You know where to message me. You can hit me up on my email, skype, or here. Ill see it either way you go with it, if you do.

November-21-2015

Indeed it was! quite memorable :). thanks for remembering c:

January-4-2016

Once again, my apologies for the late reply, not a lot of time to spare these days. But I do appreciate you checking up on me. And im doing fine :). Whats more important to me is how youre doing and how things are going in your life. Ive missed you a lot. Its been stressful lately but talking to you helps me find some sort of peace inside of me ive been missing for quite some time, I suppose it comes with age, at any rate talking to you has some sort of special effect, I guess it just sends me back in time, back to when things weren't so difficult. Anyway I just hope youre ok and I hope youll reply as soon as you can. Because like I said I do miss you. Once again I could go on for hours and hours saying the same stuff over and over again (you know how I am :P) but I wont, just remember me, and remember I love you. As always, good night :)

January-10-2016

Kik would be great and i have an account its , kik me c!

July-16-2016

I'm fine, and how about you? Are you ok? I heard about what happened yesterday.

August-4-2016

Its hard to write with no motivation. It hurts to think I left all the readers on a limb. But now I play guitar. It helps to express the way I feel. Writing just cant cut it anymore. If you know what I mean.

December-20-2016

Its been a while since I logged. But its that time of the year again when I just kind of want to be alone. New year is coming up and you know I hate new year. You've always drawn a lot. Its a good thing. And yes I changed my username because I felt like the other one was old. I felt like it was wore out. Besides no one remembers you by your name here. They remember you by the stories you write. They remember me by the stories I never finished. Endless was an appropriate name. As for goodcane I have been wanting to finish this story for years but I'm not going to do it chapter by chapter anymore. Its going to be all at once. At some unknown place in some unknown time I'm going to sit down and write again. Like I used to. And it will all be released in one day. And itll be just as good if not better like it used to be. But man ive got to get my head right. It was always the sadness that helped me write, now the sadness makes it hard to do anything. I cant explain. I cant even understand it. But fear not I will finish it. Maybe in the summer :). Until then its going to be one long dark night for me. I love you guys. I love all of my fans who were reading through the years. I appreciate the ones who waited. I love you all. Until next time, goodnight!

May-23-2017

First post in a long time. And don't worry about a thing, I don't mind waiting. You're worth it :). You're right, dark nights aren't forever. But it seems as I get older, darkness is more welcoming. It never demanded the impossible. Btw today is a special day! happy birthday C. you're starting to get old now lol. Come join the rest of us. I'm going to sign off now. You know where to find me, I wish you'd come find me more often. Don't be a stranger! Don't any of you be strangers. See y'all in the summer!

February-2-2019

Huh I logged in on my first try... thats unusual and this is my first post in a REALLY long time. So much has happened. Ive grown up, graduated, gotten a job, and hell its time to shave again... I will go back to school... eventually... this fall... And thankyou for remembering my birthday even if it was a year late haha. You know I do occasionally miss you, even now. I was looking through my old pictures and i saw one from so many years ago, a card you had sent me for my birthday, it delighted me so much, just as much now as then. I couldnt resist the urge to log in once again and to find a comment from you! Who wouldve known, the scattered thoughts of a little boy almost a decade ago would lead him to something so rewarding. You. Even though we never talk you know we are still friends and always will be. That being said I have a request, C, itd just delight me and excite me in ways you do not know if you would add me on Snapchat (Endless1701), if you would. So i guess ill stop here, the nostalgia is starting to hurt now lol. As always, Goodnight. :)