Dear all,

I have ceased writing and publishing my fanfictions on this site for personal reasons. I am aware that I still do receive comments for my older fics, and I really, really appreciate that - it amazes me that I still do get reviews every now and then, and knowing that people like what I wrote years ago brightens my day.

I have stopped writing in the 'Araiso - Executive Committee/Wild Adapter' category primarily for very personal reasons - Tokitoh and Kubota were the reason why I stayed strong during the most turbulent of my times in my teenage years, and the stories I've wrote were nothing more than ways of me venting out my negative energies and frustrations in a positive manner. It may seem silly but it helped. It helped me in realizing that perhaps love is not only meant to be expressed in 'romantic' ways - you can love your best friend in ways beyond 'friendship' and yet keep it strictly on a 'soulmate' level, and yet never lovers (in the physical sense).

Looking back, this is 2007... and it has been three years since I wrote anything KuboToki. Will I ever write anything with them both again? I don't know. It could happen. It might. I would suspect that it would be in a very amazing situation when I'll actually do it again... but who knows.

Thank you for your support, and my apologies for vanishing for years. I won't return to the fandom, but thank you for your support. I have moved on, I have learned a lot in my life, and every day is a day of learning for me. And I hope your day is a day filled with discoveries and things to learn too.

With all the love in the universe that is mine to share,
enervate (Serena).
25 May 2007.

According to the Thesaurus available on this site :- Enervate Ener"vate, v. t. imp. & p. p. Enervated; p. pr. & vb. n. Enervating. L. enervatus, p. p. of enervare, fr. enervis nerveless, weak; e out + nervus nerve. See Nerve. To deprive of nerve, force, strength, or courage; to render feeble or impotent; to make effeminate; to impair the moral powers of.