hello wonderful people who i have yet to meet!

so this is just my happy time space! :3 Stella my kitten says she luvs you guys too! lol (seriously she wont get off my stupid laptop and is writing weird gibberish!)

UPDATED!!: I'm thinking about writing about the song Alice Human Sacrifice XD very excited!

UPDATED!!: Talking to an amazing reader about writing something together! (Inside look: it's be a Shugo Chara!)

UPDATED!!: http:///art/1000-W0RDS-126831037 plz go and see this!

~Basic Info~

Name: Sarah (I hate how that name is so overly done)

Age: 16!!

Gender: Girl

Birhtday: if any of you care it's March 23!

Hair Color: well it hard to tell now. (my mom dyed my hair jet black... long story may need it write about it in a story lol) it's sort of drown/blonde/dirty color looking EDIT: I dyed it strawberry blonde!

Where am I?: in my skin

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion, re-post this and if you almost cried post this in your profile

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date

I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
repost please
(Please just copy and paste this on to your site)

My name is Sarah. I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls I press myself
Against the hard wall I try and hide
From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says it’s my fault
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!” I scream
But it’s now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help. Sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, because you would have to be one heartless person to not be affected by this story. And because you are affected, do something about it!! So all I am asking you to do, is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and I pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth. Please pass this poem on because as crazy as it might sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know. Please put this on your site if you are~~AGAINST CHILD ABUSE ~~ baCk iT uPP ~XxX Child Abuse XxX~

COPY AND PASTE INTO PROFILE(No. I am not a victim of child abuse. But this story really moved me. If you wanna make a difference like I'm trying to, Copy&Paste this to your profile.)

Favortie Sayings That You May Know and Use!/Randomness:

Updated September 24:

~I need summer to come back to me XD

~I can speak Canadian Eh. (you know who you are, you Canadian YOU!)

~A friend will stop you from overreacting. A best friend will walk beside you giggling, “Someone is going to get it today!”

~Pickles are cucumbers soaked in evil. (i luv my pickles!)

~Even though the voices are not real they have pretty good ideas. (i use and saying half the things my friend Larry tells me to! No Larry I wont say that you are a hot stud muffin... shit!)

~Hey you! Yay you! No not you… the other guy! You right there! Yes you! Do you like tacos? (random conversation i had with a guy at Chipotla~ best place ever!)

Updated September 21:

~Trust me I’m a ninja! (i kick butt!)

~Bite me alien boy! (if you don't know Doctor Who watch it love it respect it!)

~The Angels have the phone box. (p.s. don't blink. blink and you're dead. hewhewhew)

~I’m afraid one day I’ll see God. He’ll sneeze and I won’t know what to say. (God... wait, wait i guess i can't say that... any thoughts on what you'd say?)

~Screw hugs. I’m going to tackle you when I see you. (glomple)

~Don’t grow up, it’s a trap! (that should be a t-shirt!)

~I’m a dinosaur so like, RAWR and stuff. (no comment there... too weird of a conversation to discrib)

~I didn’t lose my mind, I sold it on eBay. (that is my bro's choice in words when it comes to why he didn't do his homework lol)

~DO NOT interrupt me when I’m talking to myself! (wait what did i say... ow i want to go free falling?... of course i'll dance with me!)

~Love is being stupid together! (too bad i only love stupid friends)

~Genius by birth. Slack by choice. (essay I had to write for school... teachers response: Sarah try to work harder you skills are not that good and we'll need to work on... Me: teach i love you!! run out of the room before she could finish)

~Life isn’t passing me by… it’s trying to run me over! (i got rode marks to prove it!)

~Be the kind of girl that when your feet hit the ground the devil says, “Crap she’s up!” (a friend told me that i couldn't help but laugh)

~Caution water on road when it rains (a sign i saw on my way to dance today! HAHAHA!)

~I was going to join the procrastinators club but I decided I’d do it later. (there hours would have made me miss my 'me' time, and we all know that isn't good.)

~I didn’t slap you, I high-fived your face. (what i told my mom when i hit my lil bro... let's just say i got a high-five in the face for a few days ouch)

~I’m not easily distracted, I… Hey, it that guy sparkling? (yay Tamaki does have his way of sparkling)

~Anyone ever notice how “Studying” is “student” and “dying” put together?

~My spoon is too big! My spoon is to big! (awesomeness!)

~SHHHH… I’m hiding from the stupid people. (hey look you found me! jkjkjkjkjk please don't leave... I SAID DON'T LEAVE!! XD)

~I ruined my emo kid’s day… I made him laugh (just thought i'd throw that in even though i don't really have one, srry)

Updated September 20:

~The weird guy in our fort mom isn't just a hobo, he's our hobo! we named him Bob! and he shall be our hobo to care for and to treasure forever!! my moms response you have a lovely dream honey, but it's still no. even though the 100 dollars could help this man i wont give you a raise.(me and my mom talk of the day! #1)

~You say I’m weird? You’ve seen nothing yet!

~I tell inanimate objects to be quiet. (shut up laptop! i'm trying to write!)

~Don’t annoy the crazy person! (we bit back)

~Why yes I do frequently break out in song (just read my story and you'll see how true it is!)

~May all your bacon burn (Calcifer!)

~Llama’s will rule the world! (me and MiharuAndMitsukiOwnYourSouls's talk of Llamas!)

~Ninjas can walk on water and Jesus can walk on water. Jesus is a ninja!! (not be a hater! i'm a ninja!)

~ninjas + llamas=my life (it's true ;)

~I miss my sister… But don’t worry… my aim is improving! (so my sis went to college and now everyone keeps asking me how i'm doing without her hewhewhew)

~Well I’m a total retard but let’s face it life would be boring if I was normal!! (i guys except me right!?)

~epic fail (that has be my life long dream to over come...HAHAHAHA)

~I speak Sarcasm as a second language (were you born dumb or are you just that way natural?? burn! p.s. i never says that mean of things to my friends! i wuv u guys!!.

~Math is a useless type of legal torture made up by adults who hate kids. (reason why i hate math! :P)

~Sorry I can’t be wrong just to make you feel better. (my dad told me this when i told his math was wrong... i didn't eat that night... or the next jkjk)

~Love your enemies, they’ll go crazy trying to figure out what you’re up to (it works!)

~She’s my best friend, break her heart and I’ll break your face! (i'd do it for u guys too!)

~Softball: there’s nothing soft about that. (got nailed in the stomach and nearly passed out! funfunfun!)

~Therapy is expensive, popping bubble wrap is cheap. You choose. (pop pop pop pop it's addicting! pop pop pop pop)

~Friends ask you why your crying… best friends already have the shovel ready to bury the loser who made you cry. (i've already killed 99 men, don't make me have u be number 100! put in death glare!)

~It takes skill to trip over flat surface. (that is my exscue for the reason why i can't walk without tripping, even though i'm a dancer)

My goals for LIFE!!~

live in japan

become a writer

dance till my feet fall off !ouch!

free fall! XD

sing in the rain with random people

teach my kitten to NOT eat my laptop -_- (still in process)

... to be continued!

~Websites and Contact Information~

YouTube account is up at http://www.youtube.com/user/YouthGroupRules I have a few things. I’ll try to get so more stuff...when I get around to it. :D

Facebook for my friendly readers! : http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=1335806409&ref=name

Deviantart for all those who hear about my English homework that is really art or any art that I talk about: http:///

Or read more original work at http://www.fictionpress.info/~calledimagination (none posted at this time)

Peace Out My Awesome Peoples!