"Consider how hard it is to change yourself and then you will have a much better understanding of your chances of changing someone else."

"Look at the stars. They're the same stars as last week, last year. Same as when we were kids, when we weren't even born. In 100 years, no one will even know who we are, but they'll know the same stars."

"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world shall know peace."

So what can be said of me?

Too many people tell me I'm beautiful; it doesn't mean what it's supposed to mean anymore... it's not some wonderfully impacting phrase (and I know they're wrong). Music literally makes my world spin circles in an office chair. I can't focus if there's a rhythm going on. Stars and bright colors are my trademarks – nothing ever goes together, and I somehow make that look fantastic. I'm addicted to chocolate and ridiculously anal-retentive about coffee. When I smile, my whole face lights up. My heart's been broken before, by a guy who cared too much. And you know what? I'm moving on; I don't care.

I'm not afraid of heights. I'm afraid of falling.
I'm not afraid of the dark. I'm afraid of what's in it.
I'm not afraid to love. I'm afraid of not being loved back.

I'm always a mess, and my room usually is too. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. I always watch for 11:11, but I miss it more than I notice it. My favorite songs say more about me than my mouth ever will. I live by quotes. I can be melodramatic and I've been told that I come off too strong on people. Mostly I think they just cant handle my enthusiasm. I look at life with narrowed eyes, but I still see everyday as an opportunity not to be wasted. I believe in looking forward, but also looking back – you can't change the past, but if you pay enough attention, your future will be a heck of a lot easier.

As for me, I do not intend to sit upon the sidelines watching the world change around me. I intend to be the one making changes.

I am a huge supporter of the organization To Write Love On Her Arms. I believe that suicide awareness should be addressed more than it is, especially in high schools. I have had several brushes with suicide, both from people i know and myself. Open you mouth and your mind; tell people that there is hope! The darkness may seem eternal now, but there is a greater light just waiting for us to emerge into it. Every little bit helps. Maybe we cant save everyone, but if we can save just one life, it'll be worth all the world.

Take the good with the bad
Smile when you're sad
Love what you've already got
Remember what you've had
Learn to love, but never forget
Learn to let go and never regret
People change, and things go wrong
But just remember... life goes on.

Time is going by, passing me right by and I cant do anything about it. My life is coming to an end everyday I wake up even emptier and I cant do anything about that, either. All I can do is accept the fact that I messed up, and that now I have to pay the price. It's my fault I grew up too fast, and that she's gone, and I have to let her go.

Serpent / Dove
Avalon:WOM / Twilight crossover
chapter 5 posted / slight hiatus

Memories Can't Hide
Avalon: Young Hearts, sequel series
chapter 1 posted / hiatus&inprogress

Butterflies
Terrier oneshot
chapter 1 posted / completed

hrs : mins : secs
Original Character songficlets
chapter 1 posted / hiatus

inseparable
Blood and Chocolate oneshot
chapter 1 posted / completed

MAY 3 UPDATE: I'm sorry everything is going so slow! D: I have this major writer's block crisis and I'm working on writing original character stories to get the creative juices flowing. call me by my n a m e has been deleted; the fic was asking too much. However, I am planning on starting Serpent / Dove again, soon. Lioness is still working on her chapter of Memories Can't Hide.

MAY 10 UPDATE: Whoa, there. Two submissions yesterday! :D hrs : mins : secs doesn't truly have a set plot, it's really just something to get my creative mojo flowing. Buterflies is a birthday present for Lioness's Heart, one of my best friends, only it's really late and I worked all day yesterday on it. :D I'm happy you like it, onee-chan! I'm working on the second ficlet of hrs, to explain why Demos and Killian hate each other. That bit is pretty hard to understand.

JULY 25 UPDATE: School has started, and summer is over, and I have my beloved laptop back! But, I decided to resubmit inseparable, because it really is a good story-type-thing; it just needed to be by itself. In the meantime, I'm still trying to call my hiatus fics back into the realm of inspiration, and... Lioness's Heart needs to finish her chapter very very soon for Young Hearts. Uhm... I'm working on a Pirates of the Caribbean story, to be finished in due time.

SEPTEMBER 29 UPDATE: Ha, I lied about the Pirates! fic. Too much on my plate right now... but I have the new Young Hearts chapter and will shortly be adding/posting it. Eventually.
Thank god for two week breaks from school. But... I have a thousand other things to do, and... fdgjhkdfghf, they're driving me mad. I also have a thousand other stories begging to come out. WRIIIITE US, they say, WRIIIIIIITE UUUUUSSSSS. I'm trying to ignore them. xD